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Thursday, January 19, 2006

mypast;mypresent;myfuture

sighhsss. just eat my dinner. have to take my medicine too. i just finish reading fruit basket book 12. im so addicted. so dead. sighhsss. commitment. thats a big word. but....haiiis. today wnet to shc for my boring lessons then come back le. stayed back awhile to talk to rox and jas about om. om is stressing me. i need a break man. a break from reality. wanna go back to the past. memories of the past. tml got cg....actually was unable to go de....bu yusiang was going...so since he go i though i had bttr go too since he is the "friend" i brought and i have to take care of him.. he is giving me my hammies. korkor you're the best!!!! hehehs. korkor zui teng wo de!!! hehe. kor rmbr hor..i only want the cutest hammies. as cute as ur meimei here xD sobbss....i've got a mood swing man. one moment so hyper...the next so down. i dunnoe whats wrong with me. btw....sorry irwin for not understanding your problems. didnt mean to talk so seriously about christianity suddenly....but its really up to you to make that commitment and step out. only then can u start to grow in the lord and undertsand things bttr. boss here yong yuan zhi chi ni!! jia you for all ur bball matches. gogogo!!! heheh. sighhs. im like standing in the rain when a thunderstorm is going on....crying tears of pain....left there alone....only when i learn to step forward and put everything behind...will i step out of the rain and sunshine will come. but learning to make that one step is difficult.... sighhh. dunnoe what im talking abt also.....but i feel so miserable inside...i just cant let go.....i guess i gotta go continue my work now. i cyaa guys in the weekend ya? and i will be blogging. take cares and god bless!!! tatas~!

*allineedisyoulord;isyoulord-

A rainbow appeared at 8:24 PM.