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yesterday nights was horror. i just toss and turned in bed. my mind was like so confused. i didnt know what i was thinking. but i know i had 3 major problems to solve. i couldnt get to sleep. maybe cos it was the coffee. or maybe i just wasnt tired. the scenes keep flashing in my head. i didnt know what to do. but i keep telling myself. the Lord is there for me. i felt comforted. amazing. its one of the first times. i started crying in bed. i felt so broken. then..this warm feeling came upon me. i knew it was the Lord. His presence hugged me and said he'll be there for me. just what i needed to hear. those were the words i really needed to hear. for someone to say he cares and will always be there for me. i sort of coughed and choked. i stopped crying. my mind was really dizzy then. everything was whirling. but i knew the answer to my problems. i finally understood what it meant to let go. because holding on the something that isnt yours will always be something painful. so finally. i fell asleep. and when i woke up today. i felt so bad again suddenly. and felt like crying again. but i knew i made the right decision. and i'll always rmbr the memories left behind. i hope he knows what to do. but i know the Lord will bless him always. the way He blessed me when i first met him.
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