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Thursday, June 22, 2006
bad attitude.
today was fine. but im too tired to blog about the past few days of events. i will do it tmr i guess. and i need to chiong all my homework and tests. im down with 4 days. hahas. wasnt really in a good mode today. dont know why. and i made it through the night without sleeping. an achievement. not really. i did it before. ahahas. blogging shall be left for tmr. nights guys (:the sunrise was beautiful. if only we actually walked to the beach to watch it. but prisca was sleeping. guess she was exhausted. and i thought it might be weird if me and dori walked to the beach only to watch the sunrise. even though he's my dad. yea. the 3 of us spent like the whole night together as a happy family (: we walked. along the beach. sorta. and just talked. we even linked arms. shhhs. secret. (but if u even read this or realise i even blogged this. and was smart enough to copy and paste this somewhere to read it, rmbr. dorigo and prisca have no unique relations of any sort. other then our madeup fairytale fantasy. we are just simply brothers and sisters in christ (: yupps. so don'y go round spreading childish rumours and gossipping. because i hate it.)yupps. we wanted te be away from all the others. so we kept walking and walking. we sat down and talked too. took pictures. sat the swing (: my favourite. and just kept walking. and i confessed to prisca. i told her what i should have from the very beginning. (its amazing how dorigo knew before her. maybe because i did talk serious stuff with him at times and we shared with each other) and later i felt bttr. because when i said it. i just hugged her. and cried. we were right at the shore by then. the sea was quiet too. no sound of waves. just gentle splashing sounds. and the sound of me crying. and dori stood one side. he didnt know what to do. but there was nothing he could do. and then prisca sort of comforted me. thank God she didnt start crying too. i didnt know why i cried either. everything just came out. maybe cause it was inside of me for too long. but yea. i thank God for prisca. but deep down i knew that wasnt going to be the last. and neither was it the first. and somehow i know she will never read this. which is something good of course. because she doesnt understand. and no one does. not even him. and in reality. i know its time to let go. but thats something i cant and will nvr do.
A rainbow appeared at 12:14 AM.
