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Friday, June 23, 2006

i don't wanna be a murderer.

update time! (: but i actually forgot what i did. yea. ahahas. i shall start from monday. i woke up. and went to do cip with jas. cos i didnt intend to be going for camp. mum said no and stuff. and refused to sign the form. yea. so while doing cip i was msging. hahas. was shelving books at the same time. im so pro. then suddenly andy smsed me. hahhaas. i was surprised. cos actually we had this small fight kind of thing a few days before. and both of us like temporary nvr speak lorh. then suddenly he msg me asking me whether i was going for camp and staying overnight and ... hahas. so i was rather surprised but i replied him anyway. and i got caught by the librarian and she was like going. no phone girl. hahahs. i said orh. but i l8er smsed again with my phone in the shelves. hahahs. so no one can see. then later went home i read book two of the noughts and crosses trilogy. i totally love the story. book one: noughts and crosses, book two: knife edge, book three: checkmate, u guys shld go read if u have the time. its a great book. i shall tell u abit about the book.

its a story of racism and romance. yups. the crosses are the dark skinned ppl known as the blacks. and in the story the rule over the noughts. who are the light skinned ppl aka whites. and so its about how the blacks are always criticising the whites and stuff. and in the story. the girl Sephy is a cross and Callum is a nought. in their society. and cross and a nought shld nvr be together. so their relationship was like against and stuff. but they still fell in love. and Sephy's dad happens to be the prime minister in their country. and so he tries to break them apart. and stuff. its super interesting but i cant just say the whole thing here. but anyway. the noughts have a secret society known as the Liberation Militia. the LM kills and do the worst things just to get their revenge on the crosses and get their rights. so Callum's brother Jude and his Dad both joined the LM. and one day. when things got out of hand. Sephy could no longer stay behind cos she was too broken inside. she decided to go to Chivers boarding school for two years. and Callum wrote a letter to make her stay but she never received the letter because Spehy's mum kept it away frm her. so when sephy left. Callum was devastated. soon he joined the LM too. and became a part in all the murders. 2 yrs l8er. Sephy came back. and she receives a letter from Callum to meet him by the beach. the place where they always hang out since young. now, Sephy is 16 already. but when sephy went to meet callum, it was a plot. to kidnap her. and so the LM kidnap her. because they wanted money from her dad. during the kidnap, many things happened larh. and Callum supposedly "raped" her. so she was pregnant with his child. but l8er, because sephy's dad hated callum so much. callum got caught. even thought sephy insisted he didnt rape her. her dad said that callum would have to be hanged. unless she agreed to have an abortion. so she was suppose to make a choice between her child or her love. and callum told her to choose the child. and she did. on the day callum was hanged. sephy was present. yea. then in book two. callie rose. which is sephy's and callum's dauhter. she grew up and stuff and learnt about her dad. and stuff. the 2nd bk is about the hatred between her mum and her. how jude, clalum's brother, tried to get her killed by making her join the LM. and stuff. and in book 3. callie learns the truth and all those stuff. and the whole story has this super nice ending (: hahahs. i love the book. hahas. this is the book andy was begging me for. lols. i just finished the 3rd bk yesterday. i love it! (:

okays. so back on track. after reading the book i think i studied a little and went to sleep le. hahas. then 2nd day. tuesday. i woke up. hahas. smsed and stuff. slacked. read more books. i totally love reading novels. yea yea. hahaas. im not a bookworm. i just like reading! xD sounds like checkling. hahahs. she was totally cute in the drama at talentime. i couldnt stop laughing. it was too nerd! two high ponytails. small clothers. super primary sch looking bag. those specs. and the book! hahaas. oh yas. so after that arnd 3pm i went to pack my stuff for camp. hahas. my mum finally said i could go. LOLS. so i apcked then went to qt mrt waited for joel. who was 1 hr l8er! my goodness. but it was excusable. because he was wiating for carl. who was waiting for his new friends. hahas. so l8er we arrived. and just nice talentime and cg was baout to start. so i left joel and went to look for sera. ahahas. then talked to her abit about what happened so far and how daryl and the rest fared for their preaching, personal testimony and stuff. then i squeezed in with geraldine and dpah and joelynn. and later zheng yuan came and squeezed with me. lols. he took like more than half the chair. so i felt like sitting on the floor. LOLS. then talentime started. and sera, geraldine and tiffany went up to sing. yea. they did well. and l8er we had cg. the word was short. yea. and l8er we had the bbq and stuff. i tihnk there was a lack of food!LOLS. i heard many ppl complaining nvr eat. ahahas. i ate a little. yupps. and i made andy wash my mug! woots. bullying him is fun. then i went to look for fabian. and joel was playing the guitar at the bbq pit the whole time. haas. lame leh he. then daph said she had to go le. so did vivien. i htought daph was staying. so i was joking about oging home with her. then she said dunone what "cheryl. come with joel. go with joel." LOLS. whatever. whats that suppose to mean man. so anyway. many ppl told me to stay. so i did. then i sorta helped vivien and some guys get a lift frm daryl. daryl frm strikeforce! not frm my cg -.- daryl frm my cg doesnt drive. ahahas. i rmbr last yr. daryl was the one who drove me home on the 2nd night. cos i came dwn with a bad cold and high fever. and daryl first dorve me to a clinic to see doc then back home. he really rocked. it was like past 12 leh. 1am plus. hahaas. so then i decided to ton for the whole night. and stuff. after prize giving. i walked around with prisca, merilyn. talked to fabian. and bullied uncle hong. no larhs. i was like encouraging him. cos he was sweeping the floor. ahhas. so i stepped all over to make it dirtier to encourage him xD ahahahas. then walked around with weishan they all.we went ot the guys dorm ahwile while the leaders were having meeting. and there we played. i bullied wenkai! cos he bulied my member and i got pissed off. the girls were sitting one side and suddenly he siad look here. all our heads turned. and he pulled down daniel's pants. wah lao. i see lioa super angry. so i took the pillow and threw at him. then i started whacking him. and the pillow fight officially started. shhhs. dont tell anyone i start de xD hahahs. its like the whole guys dorm everyone whacking another. i whacked wenkai with weishan. cos he beat weishan. so she angry. ahahas. then we whacked him. then suddenly he play dead. then we dont care ihm. but suddenly yongzhi said his nose bleed. my face change. i was like omg. then i started poking wenkai asking him if he alright. but he nvr move. i almost heart attack. lols. then l8er he woke up and yongzhi say the nose bleed thing fake de. lols. i almost whack him. LOLS. then l8er went with merilyn and anzoe and edric. we were trying to cheer him up. ahhas. but he left soon cos sis mar called him. then we just sat there and talked. then l8er i went to bathe and elft merilyn and anzoe behind. then i called prisca and ask her come back find me cos i didnt know where the playground thingy was. in the end i walked up and down outside the girls dorm while waiting. and heard sis jo they all talking. i wasnt eavesdropping! xD they were discussing the finances for the camp. and there seemed to be a lack of money. ahhaas. xD then soon prisca came with dori. and we went to walk. pris lend me her friend's jacket. which was a blazer cum jacket. so it was super big and heavy. but nvrm. it was comfy. and i was cold. cos i was wearing fbts. yupps, so pris me and dori walked by the beach. we went ot the swing and stuff. and finally at 5 plus prisca almost fainted. so i nagged her to sleep. then me and dori sat outside by the road for over 2 hrs plus. just talking. i learn many new things man! ahahas. we shared alot. and i wasted his phone batt playing the bu de bu ai song. i got addicted. hahas. then we watched the sunrise from there. actually i wanted to walk to beach de. but i felt him and me only abit weird. and i sort of regreted not going. hahas. cos its one of the only times i get to be out at that time. LOLS. next yr camp im goging to make sure i go! xD so later i went girls dorm check the girls arnd 8am. then at first the whole dorm is still de. no one moving. lols. but suddenly sis xiuzhen hp ring. then everyone all move and make noise. lols. so i woke sis xiuzhen up. hahaas. only she was still slping. even though the phone as beside her. ahahahs. then in the end 15 mins l8er i came back wake everyone up. cos uncle hong say very late le. hahahas. oh yars. and rachel came to join me, dori, pris, fabian by the roadside. and i was hugging her gigantic pooh bear. so cute! xD hahas. so l8er we just packed and left for macs. we went to macs for breakfast. i didnt eat. cos we ordered macs for supper last night. and i wasnt hungry. and i was super broke. but zheng yuan went round begging for money. and i blessed him -.- even though i was super super broke. lols. dunno why i did it. but he was my member after all. hhas. i felt more broke after that. andy blessed him too. so did weishand. we all gave abit each. lols. and later andy and i were like saying. how come hte financial got problem de bless the person who dont have financial problem. LOLS. cos both andy and me having financial prob. and zhengyuan dont have mah. LOLS. but nvrm. God loveth a cheerful giver! (: ahahas. thenl8er i went home. while some others when to bugis for a movie. cos jeffrey treat. but i was too tired. yea. hahas. so i went home and slept frm 12pm to 9.30pm ahahahhaas. so pig right? woots. hahaas. then i ate dinner. chatted on the phone. and went to sleep.

then the next day. my mum woke me up and say go sakura sakae at science centre omni theatre. ahahas. so i woke up and we went. the food was super good. i loved the sushi and salmon! (: oo. the tempura was good too. ahahhaas. so after pigging. i went library awhile borrowed some books then went home. read abit. and slacked. then chat on phone and sleep le. xD and then today. i woke up. slacked. did abit of work. chat on msn. blah blah. and here i am blogging (: hahas. i think i go le. watch the 9pm cid show. ahhaas. then bathe. chat on phone. then go sleep soon. ahahahas. (: i recently got back into my habit of chatting on the phone during late hours! oh no! xD take cares guys. and special thanks to charis. irwin's friend. whom i dont know that well. who took the effort of cheering me up after reading my previous post. thanks alot charis. even though we dont know each other that well u still took the effort to make me smile (: thanks alot. ahaahas. tatas!~

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