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Sunday, July 09, 2006

gulpp. gaspp. glupp.

i feel like puking. thats all i have to say. maybe cos i ate a super late dinner. like just only. its 9:55pm. or maybe cos i drank a whole cup of milk tea. i dont know. yuck. i hate this feeling. but anyway im here to blog/de-stress.

i have two papers tmr. science and literature. lit is like crap. merchant of venice scene 1, act 1-3. yuck. i mean. look at the language they use. heres an extract:

ANTONIO: In sooth, I know not why I am so sad:
It wearies me; you say it wearies you;
But how I caught it, found it, or came by it,
What stuff 'tis made of, whereof it is born,I am to learn;
And such a want-wit sadness makes of me,
That I have much ado to know myself.

SALERIO: Your mind is tossing on the ocean;
There, where your argosies with portly sail,
Like signiors and rich burghers on the flood,
Or, as it were, the pageants of the sea,
Do overpeer the petty traffickers,
That curtsy to them, do them reverence,
As they fly by them with their woven wings.

SOLANIO: Believe me, sir, had I such venture forth,
The better part of my affections would
Be with my hopes abroad. I should be still
Plucking the grass, to know where sits the wind,
Peering in maps for ports and piers and roads;
And every object that might make me fear
Misfortune to my ventures, out of doubt
Would make me sad.

SALERIO: My wind cooling my broth
Would blow me to an ague, when I thought
What harm a wind too great at sea might do.
I should not see the sandy hour-glass run,
But I should think of shallows and of flats,
And see my wealthy Andrew dock'd in sand,
Vailing her high-top lower than her ribs
To kiss her burial. Should I go to church
And see the holy edifice of stone,
And not bethink me straight of dangerous rocks,
Which touching but my gentle vessel's side,
Would scatter all her spices on the stream,
Enrobe the roaring waters with my silks,
And, in a word, but even now worth this,
And now worth nothing? Shall I have the thought
To think on this, and shall I lack the thought
That such a thing bechanced would make me sad?
But tell not me; I know, Antonio
Is sad to think upon his merchandise.

oh my gosh. lols. this is only part of act one. imagine. i still have act two and three to go. and im not done with science. its like i have 4 chapters for science and i only finished one. and my mum is nagging on how i shldnt have gone for pm. but everytime she says that. it always occurs to me that Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and Everything else shall be added onto you. (: yes yes. so im mugging for the night. prob not sleeping until i finish. i know loads of ppl not going sch tmr can? cos of world cup finals. france will win. yea yea. im not watching though. nvr had interest in soccer. i just know whats going on thats all. yea yea. its like. if france doesnt win, i know weishan's friend will go bankrupt. ahhaas. according to her, he bet 5k? thats siao. but if he wins, 5k x 23. oh my gosh. do some math? 115k okays. incase u think k is algebra. no. i mean S$115,000. yes. ahahahs. so as i was saying. i think tmr sch's attendance will drop by 20-30%? ahahas. but im a gd girl. sch, i will go. test, i will take. sleep, i will sacrifice. ahahas. and tea, i will finish! xD

so heres a bit of a recap for yesterday and today.

yesterday: svc was really really good i felt. i really really loved the word. i dont know why. it was deep yet easy to understand. yea. i know it contradicts but. ahahas. ithought it was good. yea yea. before svc i had bs. ahahas. and me and weishan was late again. i had PO and weishan was busy calling up her members and doing her admin stuff she lost track of time. and dorigo was shopping at ikea with pris and vivien. i was suppose to go with them but cldnt. yea. so in the end. weishan and me were late and dori was just on time. and we thought sis jo was going to be piss with us again. until we found out it was sister mar giving bs. we freaked out. xD cos we know how sis mar doesnt like ppl being late. ahahas. but anw, she didnt rwally get angry. micah was late too. super late infact. so it was like bs only got dori, li jun, me and weishan. jeyun wasnt arnd. yea. and yes. we graduated from vl! woots. ft1 here we come (: ahahas. and after svc. i had make up bs for vl lesson 4. i missed so amny vl lessons! still got vl lesson 2, 7 and 9 to go b4 i take test. LOLS. yea. then after that went to fellowship. and blah blah. and we went home.

today: went for pm. usher reporting time was 1030am. i was like 0.o no need lay any bulletins and stuff go so early for what. lols. in the end sis emily say i cld report at 1230. so i did. usher allocation for me was alpha. but it wasnt open. so went to do bravo terrace 01. i did a supposedly "good" attendance taking which wowed my incharge. LOLS. dont know. and yea. didnt really enjoy the pm much, due to my usher duties. so after pm went to fellowship, my members ate. together with w312 and n303. yes yes. and heres an extract of a lame conversation i hate with darrion:

darrion: i help u take bag want mah?

cheryl: no need, thanks.

darrion: why leh...(he went on with alot of crap about brothers helping sisters take bags)

cheryl: stop. the whole thing is very simple. the simple qn: i help u take bag want? the simple ans: yes or no. and i said no. so dont nag.

(we both laughed)

darrion: thats the problem, i want u to say yes.

and i simply rolled my eyes and ignored him. LOLS. speechless.

the whole thing was actually in chinese. so it was funnier. yea. ahahhas. but for the sake of those who simply hate chinese or dont understand chinese, yes. its translated. ahahahas.

then at foodcourt, i was studying. and everyone cldnt diffrentiate lit form the rest of the subs. wenkai thought it was ss -.- daryl thought it was english. prisca and dori thought so too. ahahas. then later wnet home and chiong my stuff le. i think i bttr go study. ahahhas. byebyes! (:

A rainbow appeared at 9:56 PM.