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Monday, September 18, 2006

busy schedule.

hellos. hahas. just want to say im so busy. i dont think i can blog. even if i do. its a few sentences? lols. gosh. im studying like i've never done before. i just studied for the past 12 hrs from 12pm. gosh. but actually i dont feel very productive at all. oh no xD lols.

i tried to upload the pics but it takes too long. so i'll do it prob after my exams. its next week! hahhas. so much to study, so many expectation to meet. especially my own expectations. hahhas. i actually have a more positive view of ppl's expectations of me now. so its not so stressful, cos if someone has a high expectation of you, it means that person sees in you the potential and capability to excel well. so in order not to disappointed them (: we must strive to do well! hahhas.

today i finally made up my mind to let go of everything from the past too. i think i held on to too much for too long. i thought about it and realised that if we never let go, if we keep holding on, we will always remain at where we are. we can't progress at all. old things must go, then new things will come. hahas. i shall have a more positive view of everything from now on. a new mindset i guess. then life will be more enjoyable (: yayes!

and i also just realised how slack poly life is. because my brother is spending 3/4 of his day on his bed and 1/4 playing final fantasy and going out, jamming and clubbing. lols. i think after my exams im going to bring him to church. and next year, i think my sis can come for svc with me already (: yayeness. shall keep praying about it. hahhas. another example of how slack poly life is: willard is currently out at a pub at this exact moment watching the soccer match. LOLS. and he tells me getting drunk is not fun. right. haahs.

anyway, my reason for coming online at this unearthly hour is because i needed to print my jap notes. i think i just blogged too much. way too much xD i have to get back now. but before i go, my current song addiction:

Dont take too long to say i love you to the one you love
Cause time have a habit of slipping away
Out of a clear blue sky where lightning strike on a sunny day
just take me in and keep me from the rain
and the words that seems so hard to say
come on when you gone away
just stay awhile and hear me say
"that i want you here tonight, that i need you by my side
for just one more moment, for just one more moment with you"

Turn away to say good bye to each and every words that passes by
like a distant memory and time keep slipping away
and time will turn to grey and time will be the
one who holds you down and the words that seems so hard to say
come on when you gone away
just stay awhile and hear me say
"that i want you here tonight
that i need you by my side for just one more moment
for just one more moment with you"

"and i want you here tonight
and i need you by myside for just one more moment
for just one more moment with you"
sometimes time will treat you bad
before you even know what's wrong and in the end it hits you hard
please tell me you'll be strong (x2)

hahas. apparently i got it from sister xiuzhen's blog. (: cause couldnt find it online. i think she typed it out herself. so credits to her (: hehhes. sun's voice in this song is super nice. lols. anyway. i have to fly now. fly to mug for jap. this thursday is my jap oral. im so dead. my conversation sure have to keep saying: sumimasen moichidou oneigaishimasu. hahahs. it means sorry, can you please repeat. hahas. you're suppose to say it when you dont understand what she is talking about. LOLS. pray for me okays? (: okays. im flying now. byebye! love you people who are reading loads (:

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