The season of a rainbow.

MOVED.

2009-03-17T18:04:00.003+08:00

Heyyas!

Everyone please re-link, Cheryl has M O V E D.

http://heart-paradox.vze.com/

New layout has been tested in IE 8.0 and FF 3.0.5.
Do inform me if you spot any glitches!

with love,
RIN

Trust you.

2009-03-08T15:56:00.002+08:00

Yuna Ito's new song for Gundam Mobile Suit 00.
I must say the PV is really meaningless, because we already know how gorgeous Yuna is. So they must have ran out of ideas.
But the lyrics are awesome as usual, i'm in love with this song! =D

Yuna Ito - Trust You

花は風に揺れ踊るように
雨は大地を潤すように
この世界は寄り添い合い　生きてるのに
なぜ人は傷つけ合うの
なぜ別れは訪れるの

君が遠くに行ってもまだ
いつもこの心の真ん中
あのやさしい笑顔でうめつくされたまま
抱きしめた君のカケラに
痛み感じてもまだ　繋がるから
信じてるよ　また会えると
I'm waiting for your love

I love you
I trust you
君の孤独を分けてほしい
I love you
I trust you
光でも闇でも
二人だから信じ合えるの
離さないで

世界の果てを誰が見たの
旅の終わりを誰が告げるの
今は答えが見えなくて　永い夜でも
信じた道を進んでほしい
その先に光が待つから

君が教えてくれた唄は
今もこの心の真ん中
あのやさしい声と共に響いている
溢れる気持ちのしずくが
あたたかく頬つたう
強くなるね
信じてるよ
繋がってると
I'm always by your side

I love you
I trust you
君のために流す涙が
I love you
I trust you
愛を教えてくれた
どんなに君が道に迷っても
そばにいるよ

Waiting for your love
Always by your side
You're the one that I love
You're the one that I trust
You're the only one

I love you
I trust you
君の孤独を分けてほしい
I love you
I trust you
光でも闇でも
I love you
I trust you
哀しみでも歓びでも
I love you
I trust you
君の全てを守りたい

どんなに君が道に迷っても
そばにいるよ
二人だから信じ合えるの
離さないで
______________________

Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
So that the rain moistens the earth
Even though this world is alive, coming closer together
Why do people hurt each other?
Why do partings come about?

Even if you go far away
You're still always right in the middle of my heart
While they remain completely buried by that kind smile
Even if I feel pain
In fragments of you that I held, because we're still connected
I believe that we can meet again
I'm waiting for your love

I love you, I trust you
I want you to share your loneliness with me
I love you, I trust you
Even in light, even in darkness
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Please don't leave anymore

Who saw the end of the world?
Who announces the end of the journey?
Even though it's a long night and the answer can't be seen now,
I want you to move on on the road you believe in
Because from this point forth, the light is waiting for you

Even now, the song you taught me
Still remains within my heart
And echos along with that friendly voice
The overflowing tears of my feeling
Run over my warm cheek
Become strong, ne
Believe!
If we connect with each other
I'm always by your side

I love you
I trust you
The tears I shed are for your sake
I love you
I trust you
You taught me love
I love you
I trust you
No matter if you walk on the wrong path,
I'll be beside you!

I love you
I trust you
I want you to share your loneliness with me
I love you
I trust you
Even in light, even in darkness
I love you
I trust you
Even in sadness, even in happiness
I love you
I trust you
I want to protect you completely

No matter if you're walking on the wrong path
I'll be beside you!
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Please don't leave anymore

Term 1

2009-03-06T22:40:00.002+08:00

konbanwa! :D

My sister is home from Thailand! And guess what she bought me?! A purple silk kimono omg! Lemme emphasize that, a PURPLE silk KIMONO. =D It's really really pretty, okay to get it right, its not exactly a real kimono cos something like that would cost a bomb, but still, its undeniably a kimono, just not a kimono kimono. It's okay if you don't understand me. But anyway, i don't think i'll get the chance to wear it? There's prob no Racial Harmony Day in JC, plus even if there is, i'll wear my yukata. =D

This whole week of school has been madness. I go to school, come home late, die of fatigue and go to bed. I'm falling asleep everywhere! On buses, on trains, while standing, in lectures, during breaks, on my sofa, on my sister's bed. But NEVER my own bed. AND, i don't understand hydrocarbon stoichometry and redox half-equations. I'm seriously lost for chem. No one around me seems to have a clue about chem also. ): I knew science was never for me. So much for being a left-brainer, i suck at science!

Friday has officially become the Food Therapy day! The objective of this day is to satisfy the crazy cravings of Jas and I after a long strenous week at school. The previous friday was spent at Pepper Lunch. Last friday was spent at Waraku. Today was spent at Pepper Lunch (again, at the request of dear jas) and CREPES (at MY REQUEST!) and shihlin chicken/bubble tea (at the request of jas). I seriously feel like a pig. HAHHAS. But the Hokkaido Red Bean + Matcha Crepe was A-W-E-S-O-M-E. Although i forgot to request for ice cream. HAHAAS.

The A lvl results was also released today so school was slacker, we kinda had free periods and longer breaks. I spent some time with my class at the library too, watching Simpsons at the request of Justin. -.- It was funny, but Justin was funnier. We were all laughing at him laughing at the tv. HAHHAHAS.

Anyway, there were reporters in the school for the release of results, so i thought we had a top student. But after watching the news, it turns out that they most likely came for one reason, and that is not because we have the top student, but it is to interview the I'm Not Stupid guy (i seriously dont know his name until now, its confusing, him and the other guy)who is in the ACJC Class of 2008. HAHHAS.

If i survive my weekend of tutorials and preparation for next week's tests, i'll update. =D
Now, i'm gonna catch SKIP BEAT!

P.S Term 1 is almost over! How scary is that?!

Thunderstorms and Tutorials.

2009-03-01T16:41:00.005+08:00

Konbanchiwa!~

Friday was the slackest day I've had in weeks.
AC's Founder's Day.
Went to school for service and thank god Jas' class was behind me so we could sit together and stone.

Had lunch with Jas at town plus OG outing. I'm always the extra in Jas' OG so for once she was the extra in my OG. =D The two of were craving Waraku so yea we ate there while my OG ate at LJS. HAHAHHAS.

We shared a Tiramisu Parfait. =D

Watched Marley & Me with my OG after that. already expected a boring movie although it wasn't that bad. Theo was sleeping through half the show while Joween and Huiting were taking naps. HAHHAS. I stayed awake, didn't cry and wanted to fast forward the show. LOLS. I usually cry during these kind of shows but i guess it was just too draggy.

My OG camwhoring with the Mrs. Field's mirror. =D

Then we walked to Shaw so Joween could buy uniforms and school sweater. And we walked back to Cine -.- because they wanted to watch another show. LOLS. I have no idea what they watched cos i left then for home sweet home. And i was so tired i fell asleep so early and missed SKIP BEAT! I keep missing episodes of the anime! omg. and i have too much on my to watch list that i can't cope, considering the piling up of tutorials.

Today i went to the airport to send my sister off on some school trip to thailand! My very first observation was, the CGS girls are really obedient! Their school skirts are extreme long! 4 years in SCGS and I've never seen such long skirts. XD So shocking! But they tuck in their shirt very untidily, so its much worse then scgs girls with short skirts. And seriously shouldnt the shirt be proportionate the the skirt, their skirts are like 2/3 and shirt 1/3. HAHHAHAS. Looks just as untidy.

The beautiful blue sky before ANOTHER thunderstorm came.

CGS checking in their luagages!

Everyone is rushing tutorials now. Just faxed Cherylyn econs tutorial cos she forgot to buy. Hahhas. Then my OG had a very failed mass conversation cos we ended up talking about econs tutorial. Then everyone left. -.-

And if you realised, my msn is no longer Mysteriaa but RIN. That's because im highly disturbed by Edric telling me how common Mysteriaa is. I insist that i created it! 100% original, used it for 6 years?! But he's all about his cousin and his friend and his relative and his schoolmate blah blah blah all being called Mysteria. One 'a' less than mine. OMG. So FINE. I'll use my jap name then. =D For the fun of it, im deciding on which kanji i want for RIN. And i think i've decided!

Now on to more tutorials. (QC don't laugh!)

When will the thunderstorms and tutorials end.

X-Country

2009-02-25T21:30:00.002+08:00

Konbanwa! :D

Its the first official week of school! And it sucks.

My class timetable has changed like 3 times?! I hope its FINAL. It started off as an awesome timetable, now its like crap. And the teachers i've gotten so far are...

Those in favour of quiting jc raise your hands!
I think jas and i will be first to raise our hands. Right, jas? :D
I'm so tired already! ):

Today I had my first PE lesson ever for JC, let's just say whatever i did for PE in SCGS was seriously seriously not worthy of being called PE. I hate 400m tracks! Even Sarah says she misses Mrs Lee (a really nice PE teacher in SC). AHHHHHHH, now i appreciate rounders and touch rugby! HAHHAHAS.

Today was ACJ's X-Country, a really failed X-country. They might as well call it the mass walk-a-thon under a storm. But the guys are amazing i tell you, before the non-competitive people started our "x-country" the first 50 runners already came in. AMAZING!

Anyway, getting there was a nightmare. No one told us how big Bishan Park was, so we spent 1 hr walking there, enough to alr complete the x-country. U could see clusters of ACJ people stalking across bishan park looking lost, because we just blindly followed anyone infront of us.

Then, once the mass non-competitve run started, everyone left their integrity behind. The massive cheating and cut-across-the-fields/bridges was so embarrassingly obvious. We're even too lazy to walk 3.3KM! At first i was adamant on upholding my values of integrity, thank god jas INSISTED we cut across the freaking field. Because apparently the organizers do not know what dark clouds mean. -.- They insisted that as long as it doesnt start raining, we freaking complete the x-country. Then the freaking storm came and suddenly everyone had inspiration to RUN. Jas was seriously running i tell you! A rare sight! The pathetic tents set up was not enough and the whole ACJ was drenched in the middle of bishan park. -.- It took almost 1hr for all of us to grab anyone and everyone's bags and seek shelter under some HDB across Bishan Park.

At this moment, I would like to thank two very nice guys, J1s or J2s i seriously don't know, who offered me and jas their umbrella. We were already completely wet but they still insisted we take it. Thanks alot whoever you guys are! :D

Anyway, what happened next was I lost my bag! Because someone was kind enough to take it for me before it gets soaked BUT i was totally freaking out because it was my new WHITE ADIDAS bag, imagine WHITE ADIDAS + SOIL + GRASS + RAIN + DISGUSTING HDB VOID DECK FLOOR. Omg, i almost died, but luckily its waterproof so when i found it in the i-don't-know-whose-bag-this-is-but-i-took-it section, it wasn't that bad. I already cleaned it and now its as good as new. :D Except for a red line at the base that can't be cleaned!

So what happens when u have the whole ACJC under some HDB at Ang Mo Kio Avenue 3? Getting home was a nightmare, thank god for jas' OG. They're almost like my OG already, since i kinda spend much of my breaks with them. HAHHAS. We shared a cab back and stopped at Queenstown, Buona Vista, Jurong East and Bukit Timah. Marcus was really funny! Because at first there was 5 of us so we thought we had to split into 2 cabs, he INSISTED that we get more people so as to fill up all the seats. LOLS. His idea of maximum benefit! I think we have too much Econs lessons. (Jas does he take econs?) But anyway, the nice cab uncle allowed us to squeeze so thank god!

I never ever want to go for a school's X-Country again. We didn't even get to drink Milo from the milo van! ):

Now its time to go and complete the huge amount of homework i have. (Qian Cheng would be laughing if he knew, but right now he should be playing Wii in the NUS high hostel and eating vegetarian sotong rings for supper -.-) HAHHAS! And also, we must dread tmr's 4 periods of PE. OMGAHHH, what will they do to me?!

My new favourite song:

BoA - Eien

今夜、この街でたぶんわたしが一番泣いている。

1SA5!

2009-02-20T23:35:00.002+08:00

Ahnyeung! =D

Hi! I'm from 1SA5!
And i take GCMEJ! :D

Orientation is officially OVER. ): Everyone is depressed because we all wish our OGs were our classes. BUT ITS NOT GONNA HAPPEN. So, hello 1SA5! Ahnyeung haseyo!

Spent the last few days with OG camwhoring like mad. Check my facebook for OG pics! Totally hilarious! Too many to post here. Thanks to Ian who took some really nice pictures for us!

Lady luck is totally not on my side because my fate is left to the evil hands of Edric Chia. Just last week, OG was saying that whoever is in Edric's class is dead unlucky. I even said I was gonna warn his whole class beforehand on his evil schemes to rule the world. Guess what? I AM FREAKING IN HIS CLASS, to his delight.

1SA5 is about to be dominated by evil ACSI minion EDRIC CHIA. Everyone please beware. The idiot is totally embarrassing me in our OG! He has gone completely nuts, with his "we are", "the two of us" and "happily ever after" and "two years of awesome fun". I have unofficially become his wife. -.- He thinks we are oh-so-fated in everyway. "You are the 'I' in my CHIA". And the OG is just completely amused while i get bullied. BECAUSE WE HAVE THE SAME SURNAME. Omg, he is even prepared to say his wedding vows. No Edric! We will be BGFFs! Best Girl Friends Forever! =D (Yes, the whole OG calls him sister now. MUAHAHHAHAHAS)

Evil Edric (Yes, awesome alliteration (OMG! Alliteration within alliteration!)) aside, I am still CCA-LESS. Not that I'm the only one, BUT CCA selection is killing me. I have almost completely decided not to go for air pistol tryouts. Although my OG thinks i should totally try. I'm not sure i wanna shoot for a CCA but air pistol is really awesome fun! I'm going for training tmr morning again! (Unfortunately, with Edric) But thankfully with Hui Ting too! OG must protect me! =D

Homework is starting to come in and we finally got our timetables today. It's not as bad as I thought it would be, so lets see how the first week of school goes huh. Hopefully, good!

Time for bed or else i'll be sleeping while shooting tmr. Who knows i might be lucky and shoot Edric instead. =D

I knew you felt helpless everytime you watched me cry.

That's why I stopped crying in front of you eventually.

Because I didn't want it to burden you.

BREAKOUT!

2009-02-16T01:37:00.004+08:00

Ohayou!~

Yes! It's 2AM in the morning. OMG.
I'm waiting for my hair to dry while remebering jas' words.

The quote of the month:
"Daph blogs EVERYDAY. I blog every 3-4 days. JY blogs once a week.
YOU BLOG ONCE A MONTH."
- JASMYN LI ZHI MIN

Thanks jas for the wonderful contribution. =D
So quick update before i sleep.

Last week was my mum's birthday! We got her a coffee cake, a Moccupine to be exact. Yes, a mocha cake that resembles a poccupine. OMG, lame right?

FRIDAY NIGHT WAS BREAKOUT NIGHT with KELLIE!.
The event i was looking forward to for a WHOLE WEEK. Jas is utterly jealous, im so sorry for ever attending this w/o you. Oh yes and Joel too, sorry for being unable to go with you! =D Thanks so much Debbie/Tammie for the awesomely free and good seats. It rocks to have a father who is one of the board of directors in mediacorp. HAHAHHAS.

The show was seriously awesome. The korean guys can dance super well and they are super entertaining, the whole story was cute, sweet and funny. =D SWAT team! I thought the girls did pretty well too, but Kellie owns them all, don't you kellie? =D I would seriously pay to see them again! Oh and yes, i would seriously pay to see Kellie dance too. =D Kellie will be my cool jk-dancer friend in future. Touring with the celebrities like DBSK and SS501. Ohhhhhhh, please rmbr my free tics dear!

Today (Technically Sunday, yesterday) was spent going to showrooms with my parents!
My dad is getting a new MPV so we went to see his top choice, Toyota Wish! (My dad is totally a Toyota fan, all his cars are toyota!) I actually like the car quite alot!

We're also considering Toyota Picnic! But my dad thinks the maintainence is way too high. I still like the Wish better!

Then we went to see showrooms for ALEXIS, the new condo between Anchorage and Queens (where I live). It was on the news that day about appartments getting snapped up. My parents were seriously considering getting one apartment as an investment but ALL the units have been sold. Seriously, the demand is so good. But i think they did the showrooms pretty well, the interior designing was so amazing, I told my dad i wanted 1 apartment as my wedding gift. HAHAHHS.

Tmr im touring PJC! and daph is giving us a treat at PJ's cafe! Yaye! Sneaky AC girls posing as Pioneers. =D How exciting!

Oyasumi!

AZLAN: SARABI!

2009-02-08T13:47:00.004+08:00

こんにちわ！

遅くなってすみません！
一週間のオリエンテシュンもう終わりました。
疲れたけど、楽しかった！
サラビ～　万歳！

I have no idea how jas could blog in the last few days. I basically came back from school, showered and went to bed. For those who do not know yet... I've been posted to ACJC - the school of good-looking people. (LIKE SERIOUSLY?!)

My mum was greatly displeased that HCI did not accept 3 pointers so she called the school up. -.- I really can't understand why she is so against ACJC, my dad has graciously accepted it. Anyway, turns out that 3 pointers who appealed actually got into HCI so she was rather angry with me. HAHHAHAS. Anyway, from what I hear, the people there are already boring. LOLS.

Back to ACJ's orientation. It was really really really tiring but very awesome. I really like my OG now that we're all warmed up. SARABI!! OG outing at Robert's house was really awesome too, his family is still as awesomely sweet and hospitable since i knew him from primary school. We watched Edward Scissorhands! Omg, Johnny Depp is so cute. HAHAS.

Orientation was all about wet/dirty games and the never-ending cheering and screaming. A-A-A-AZLAN! Thank god i was exempted from the non-water games because of the open wound on my neck. The starch was disgusting. XD

The mass dance was really fun though. BABY BABY~ JUST A LITTLE BIT~ hahhaas, the singles was fun but the couples dance was really screwed up i would say. We hardly knew the steps so everyone was always late in doing the steps. =D

All good things come to an end, so orientation ended with our campfire that has no campfire - FIRANDAE! Which was crazy i tell you, how can people spend 2 hours running around in chains nonstop?! Jas said her OG was sane enough to stand at the side and watch. I wish mine was sane enough to stop after awhile. Abit is fun, too much is crazy. I think im bruised all over after being banged into so many times. HAHAHAS.

I feel so detached to the jk-pop entertainment world now. One week of no new music, news, gossip, videos! OMG. How i miss them! Just saw the Call Me MV on jas' blog. JAEJOONG WITH A GUN IS FREAKING HOT. Which reminds me, the both of us are going for air pistol tryouts! I really dont know what CCA to join and Shooting sounds good. We're attending the air pistol course at Cdans next week with my OG! YAYE!

Jap lessons are starting this week. As much as i love jap, im actually dreading it, i foresee how hard it's gonna be and i haven't been revising! XD And there's a math diagnostic test this tuesday, everyone is gonna be mugging on tuesday?! JC1s mugging on the 2nd week of sch, omg!

Anyway i think i've decided on my combi, its GCME, Geog, Chem, Math Econs plus Jap. That should be enough to kill me, yaye...

Now i have to go collect my acuvue contact lenses, buy my adidas bag and alter my uniform!!! I finally finished with the correct measurements for my uniform. I can never understand how size 14 is the smallest for the shirt, its so freaking big on me such that i even have to alter the shirt... just G-REAT.

S-A-R-A-B-I!

EDIT:

I forgot the Minds Cafe photos. XD

Let's spend Vday together girls!!

5.5 Hours To Go

2009-01-30T02:33:00.003+08:00

おはよう！～

後５時間３０分は大切な結果ですね！

Yes, 5.5 hours more to go. Jas is totally freaking over my results not hers. HAHAS.

Chatting with BFFs on MSN now. Our Friday is all planned and ready to go.
Later, everyone is getting up at 8AM for posting results. Then the 3 of them are going to buy uniforms. (Assuming i end up at HCI and its a different supplier.) I'm meeting them at 12PM for lunch at INDULGEZ at The Cathay then we're catching Bride Wars at Cineleisure. =D

I can forsee all conversations will be about the JCs we are entering. It seems we'll all be in different JCs after all. But it'll be fun catching up, in different uniforms when we meet every week (if they can keep up). HAHHAS.

I'll be going to the aiport tmr evening! Leaving for a one night trip to Los Angeles for a business trip. GLOBALISATION BABY!! (YEA RIGHT.) Sending my brother off on his second NS trip. He is officially a Sergeant Officer now. Woots. He'll be going to Brunei this time. (Compared to Australia the last time, it really sucks) HAHHAAS, he's really dreading it. His third trip is to Taiwan though, more souvenirs for me!

Will update tmr regarding posting results and the rah-rah outing with BFFs. =D

Fate had better be on my side. =D

Thinking of you.

2009-01-23T01:14:00.003+08:00

こんばんはよう！　

リンです。

Selia by `zemotion

Zemotion is definitely my favourite photographer. My favourite from her, purple is my favourite color and i totally love how she used purple as a theme here. Could she be anymore talented? Thanks for always dazzling my eyes! I'm always waiting for her to update, oh man, i'm so addicted.

Recently I have been doing NOTHING productive. School starts in less than one and a half weeks! I can't help but dread posting results while waiting expectantly for them. WHY IS EVERYONE SAYING I WILL GET INTO HCI NOW?! It was the opposite weeks ago.

Anyway, today I went to get more jewelry stuff at Chinatown, a pity jas couldn't come with me. I'm inspired to make this pair of earrings to wear for CNY. =D I received my CNY dress in the mail today! It's so prettaye!!! Omg, its purple, I love it so much. HAHHAAS. I would never have found something like that in SG i think. I made a trip to OG too. JAS HAS BEEN RAVING ABOUT THIS PAIR OF SUNGLASSES FOR DAYS. I couldn't stand her anymore so went to check it out and help her buy. OMG seriously, its pretty but not that awesome. HAHHAS. But since you love it so much...omg i took so long to find it.

Went to PS to catch Changeling with Daniel too. It was rated very well. Not bad a movie but got a little draggy. Its 2.5 hours, pretty long. Then we had dinner at Just Acia, their Terriyaki is not bad I think.

Tomorrow I'm meeting Jas for Inkheart! JY totally PS us man. She won't even come for sleepover at daph's. I'm rather upset with her actually for various reasons. But shan't rant here.

Jon shared with me this song just now. I'm totally addicted and irritating my sister to death with my singing. One of my fortes! HAHHAS.

Katy Perry - Thinking Of You

It's totally my type of English music. Her vocals make me so really jealous. Hahhas, Jon was saying i was SURE to like this song. OMG YES! Thanks ferrari dude! =P

I'm sure there will be camwhoring at stayover if Elyn comes. HAHHAAS.

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!
(Incase i don't update before that. *Snickers* )
Everybody please have a splendid time with your families!
(Totally sounds like what NEWS would blog, except their's is not CNY)

じゃ、ね！

Cause when I'm with him, I am thinking of you
What you would do if, you were the one who was spending the night
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes

TOFUS!

2009-01-16T23:44:00.004+08:00

Konbanwa!

Cheryl desu. =D

Yes, 12 January 2009 was the big BIG day. =D People laughing, people screaming, people crying, people jumping. So, our school did pretty well, best in 5 years according to the principal. AS for me, I'm rather pleased with my results, but could have done better i guess.

To commemorate our last day wearing the SCGS uniform, we took neoprints:

So the last few days have been spent headaching over the JAE opting exercise. I honestly had a very bad headache for days. At first i was so sure i wanted to go to ACJC, but everyone starting psycho-ing me with the "its-wasted-to-go-to-ACJC" phrase. secondly, all of us were so new to the JC system, we knew peanuts about the combi system. Had to do so much researching and asking myself. I finally understand such a complicated system omg. and thirdly, i had to decide carefully if i wanted to take up the Language Elective Program Scholarship, it means studying Japanese at H2 lvl, which is kinda tough. RJC calls it Japanese and Literature, omg, literary texts in japanese? As much as I love the language, i dont think i can handle writing essays and decoding poetry in japanese yet. The only plus is i can take one less subject if i take H2 Japanese. ): And with H2 japanese, the chances of getting a Uni scholarship to Japan is high, which is exactly what i want, at the moment at least. =D

At least i still have 2 weeks to think about the LEP scholarship. JAE posting results is on 30th Jan and sch starts 2 Feb. Gosh. Anyway, the following was what i opted for:

1. HCI (SCI)
2. ACJC (SCI)
3. NJC (SCI)
4. VJC (SCI)
5. SAJC (SCI)

Honestly, option 3-5 was like put-to-fill-in-the-space options. I basically ranked them starting from lowest COP, with the exception of VJC and NJC. COP for VJ is 4 and 5 for NJ but VJ is too far away so the swap. HAHAS. Hopefully, i get into ACJC at least or else i'll have to appeal. =D

Ahh, 2 more weeks and the A levels horror starts. ): Have been watching dramas again though. =D The Korean Boys Before Flowers is really good. Loving the soundtrack and SS501's songs.

See extreme right? That's my new beloved. =D HyungJoong from SS501 playing the role of Hanazawa Rui. Ahhhhhs =D

A packed week ahead. =D Probably won't be updating much!
Looking forward to the TOFUS gathering, missed them alr. =D

Loves.

Elyn's & Daph's Birthday

2009-01-12T02:19:00.015+08:00

おはよう！～

今は２時半です！
あぁ～！ちょとう緊張します！後１１時間はOレベルの成績ですね！
いい成績かな～　ひとつの数字がほしい！
皆さんも成績のことを心配してとても怖いと思がっていますね。　
今、MSNで友達と話していて、彼は緊張することから眠れない！

Yes, this is my first post of 2009. I realised i skipped both christmas and new year. HHAHAS!

i pierced my second earholes on monday as Jas' dad's clinic. Finally! Been wanting to pierce them soo long. Anyway, we took so long deciding on where exactly to pierce, i felt so bad keeping her dad waiting. I was wondering how it feels like, the first time i pierced was in primary sch, years ago, forgot how it felt like. And when her dad was aligning the puncher, jas was jumping around like a panicking fish. HAHHAS. It really doesnt hurt, it just burns for about an hour. 2 hours later, my ears felt normal. =D yaye, now i have more earholes for earrings.

So that was on monday, i spent the rest of the day at her house baking. we took 2 hours to bake a Strawberry Crumble Pie. It was for our birthday celebrations on tuesday. Elyn's & Daph's birthday to be exact. The pie was an awesome success except for the overly sweet jam, we were suppose to buy pie fillings but you cant really find that at a supermarket. hahas.

So tuesday was spent at Sentosa, there's really more than enough pictures to show what we did. =D Sorry for uploading everything. HAHAS.

Just Arrived!

Daph's Tiggerific Balloon from Jo attacking me!

Looking for fish!

Testing daph's olympus waterproof cam!

I got cut off!

Elyn's photographic skills are...

Ctas seems better. =D

It's windy~!

Bridge Babes!

Jo trying to bring the bridge down. =D

I forgot what we were so disapproving about. XD

Jas & Cheryl's Strawberry Crumble Pie!

Happy 17th Birthday Daph & Elyn!

Yummy!

My dyed hair! Brown Mahogany! =D

Present for Daph!

Daph's embarrassing shoe-less experience!

Looking for a shoe shop!

Anyway, it was on this day, 6th Jan that the TOFUS were born. Our clique is now known as the TOFUS. Why? HAHAS. Jo founded it. She happen to write on the envelope: 7OFUS, yup, it's seven of us! 7OFUS aka TOFUS!

8th jan! Daph's big surprise! Ctas, Elyn and I decided to surprise daph at her house before her date with Ken. While waiting, a major camwhoring session began because Elyn had her iMac with her. When there's Photobooth, there's the neverending camwhoring. =D Be glad i'm not uploading everything. =D

Anyway, i resumed back to watching dramas. Currently on Boys Before Flowers (Korean Version of Hana Yori Dango aka Meteor Garden) and Yamada Taro MOnogatari. Boys Before Flowers is surprisingly not bad, although i still dont like the Korean cast for F4 except for the one acting Hanazawa Rui, he's from K-group SS501 and he's pretty sweet and shy, perfect for the role. Can't wait for episode 3 and 4 to air this week. =D

It's almost 5am, better catch some sleep before lunch with BFFs at Waffletown and the big results day. I will update if I feel like it. =D If not, just drop me an sms if you wanna know how i faired. I already have a long waiting list of ppl to inform. Starting from tuition teachers. =D Hahahs.

Good Night!

Your light is ultraviolet.

2008-12-21T16:38:00.004+08:00

こんにちは！

It's a very very boring sunday.

Celebrated my Grandpa's birthday on tuesday. Pictures:

Today, its my grandma's birthday, so we had family lunch together. Haven't got them presents though, will be getting a new handphone for my grandpa and a samfu for my grandma. Ahh, i'm feeling broke.

Suppose to go christmas shopping with my sis but its kinda late and i'm tired. It's probably too crowded today anyway, will be going tmr instead.

Anyway, discovered a new great band from UK, The Stiff Dylans. They played the theme song for Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging the movie. They've only released a single so far but all 4 songs are awesome. I love the lyrics to Ultraviolet. I love the music video and Jas, you must watch it, because there's quite a few cute scenes of Aaron Johnson!!! And his very hot 'brother'.

The Stiff Dylans - Ultraviolet

She is a wave and she's breaking
She's a problem to solve
And in the circle she's making
I will always revolve

And on her sight
These eyes depend
Invisible and Indivisible

That fire you ignited
Good, bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your light is ultraviolet

Visions so insane
They travel unraveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your light is ultraviolet
Ultraviolet

Now is a phase and it's changing
It's rotating us all
Thought we're safe but we're dangling
and it's too far to survive the fall

And this I know
It will not bend
Invisible and indivisible

NEWS: Member Ai

2008-12-17T04:05:00.010+08:00

おはよう！～

リンです。

I'm back to update! Yes i didn't forget about my half finished entry from before. But i'm too lazy to talk about the movies. so these were what i watched:

Make It Happen is a really good dance movie. I think it will only be out in SG cinemas next year. Havent watched a dance movie since step up 2 so i was quie excited for this one. Same producers but different genre of dance. Typical storyline yes but dance moves awesome as usual, the dance is mainly a mix of ballet and hip-hop, my favourite for girls actually. How to Lose Friends and Alienate People is also just out in SG i think. I only watched this because of Kirsten Dunst and Megan Fox, but i really didnt enjoy the movie at all, the guy was too irritating to watch and it wasn't all that funny, there were too many f-words and disturbing images of a stripper. HAHAS.

Okay, back to now. As mentioned above in jap, i have 'officially' chosen Rin as my japanese name. Pondered and considered alot. At first, i was going to settle for Reia, its not a very common name (I derived it from Reira), actually, its very very unique, i don't even know if there is Kanji (chinese-looking jap words) for Reia. I really like jap names starting with 'R'. Thats why my favourite name for a jap guy is Ren, i like 'Ren' and 'Hiro' alot. But jas said Rin was nicer than Reia, and i have to agree i like Rin much more, mainly because one syllabus jap names sound very pleasing to the ear. Only that Rin is a very common name, Cheryl is common enough so i wanted something more unique in jap but Rin is awesome. So, i'm now Rin-chan

And yes, that is a jap emoticon, used very commonly by japanese when blogging. I love jap emoticons, here are more, all used by NEWS in their j-webs:

I might be using more emoticons from now on. =D makes the post look less wordy and more happy! Yup, so i have been reading alot of NEWS' j-webs. They're currently having the Winter Party Diamond concert which ends in January, so only Yamapi posts everyday, he's amazing, it may be really short posts but i guess he's being considerate as usual, knowing the fans will miss him and such. He's way too kind, not that its a bad thing, but crazy fans should be taught a lesson. I'm not sure if i mentioned this before, but when he went for a private holiday to Korea with his bestfriend's brother, the crazy fans mobbed them and disrespectfully molested him in public at the airport. But he was nice enough to help the fans who fell down and as a result, had people pulling his hair and stealing his jewelry. Sources said he even bled, probably from scratches. honeslt, do girls have to get that worked up? In such a situation it is almost impossible to go up and ask for an autograph or signature so smiling or waving is enough. Hahas, its called ethics! My beloved Ryo on the other hand is definately good, he ignores fans who do not obey concert ethics and is super sweet to those who are considerate. Awwww.

Anyway, was reading Koyama's entry on the concert in Sapporo. It's apparently very very cold in japan now so my mum was right in suggesting we go in June instead. All of Yamapi's post talks about the cold and Koyama was complaining too. Here's an extract i found hilarious:

Before the start of the concert,
We were signing on the balls and autograph cards that will be given to the audience
That was terrible

Koyama ball,
Masuda ball,
Kato ball,

Were all graffiti-covered

And it is okay if it is just drawing on your own balls
But drawing on others' balls Yamapi drew a lot of things on my balls

People who got Koya's, Masu's, Shige's balls at Sapporo, I am really sorry

Although they are just balls that are covered with our grafitti Everyone please treasure them
Forgive us
I believe from now on we will continue to cover the balls with graffiti!

When they come flying,
Don't dodge, please catch them

Aww, that's so cute, a display of Member Ai~ (member love). かわいい！～　Yes I know the continuous mention of balls sound really wrong. HAHAS. This year its impossible but one day i shall attend their concert! Yamapi spotted a very unique uchiwa (japanese traditional fans) and went down to the audience to look at it, and guess what? It's made of Swarovski crystals, when he asked, the fan answered that it cost her 100,000 yen. OMG! He was so touched, he went down on one knee when he returned it to her. Hahas.

A few days ago, i watched Angus, Thongs and Perfect Full-frontal Snogging:

It was quite funny but not exactly anything special. The lead actress' slang and accent is very annoying for me, i wanted to stop watching many times because her voice was too annoying. BUT, omg, ALL the guys in this movie are very very hot. ALL OF THEM. My favourite is the lead actor of course, Aaron Johnson:

Jas, this photo is for you. One of the two guys i was talking about before you left for your trip. =D

Ahh, i'm about to get to the part where i talk about what i did today. HAHAS, but because im always procrastinating on updating, i'm always one day late. I shall talk about today, technically yesterday since its 5:30AM tmr, which is technically today. hahas, pretty confusing eh? In short, today is technically yesterday and tmr is technically today. =D

I re-painted my nails again~ lovely purple~!

Happy Birthday Grand-pa!
誕生日おめでとう～！

Good Night! (Technically, good morning! =D)

Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time.

Twilight: The forbidden fruit tastes the sweetest.

2008-12-11T04:21:00.011+08:00

おはよう！

It's seldom that i'm blogging in the morning. I can hardly believe it myself. But recently i've been having insomnia. I can go to bed at 2am and still be awake, rolling in bed at 5am. LOLS. Maybe its because i sit at home doing nothing but drawing and watching dramas, so i'm not tired enough to go to bed. Makes sense? LOLS.

Okay so, today was a movie marathon for me. I really ran out of good dramas to watch, so i thought i shall catch up with movies, havent been to the cinemas lately except for City of Ember because there was no HQ version available online. So in order of preference of the 7 movies i watched today:

Wild Child
This has got to be the best chick flick this year. Actually, i don't rmbr watching much chick flick this year. But this show was awesome. Emma Roberts is so gorgeous, i honestly like her outfits, it suited her rich girl image. The movie plot also wasn't shallow, like most chick flicks are. It had a rather touching story behind it. Lastly, the male lead is hot. Freaking hot. Apparently, he is a model for Burberry.

Twilight
This is where the super long post sets in. I have alot alot of comments for this movie. Skip along if you don't want spoilers. Yes, after restraining myself for a month, i decided to just watch it online first anyway. I still have my free tickets which i will be using to watch this show on 18 DEC. hahas. Okay, i have read alot alot alot alot of critiques on this movie. So i wanted to judge it for myself. I would say I was one of the first few Twilight fans in SG, at least the first 20%? Then suddenly, a few months later, BOOM!, twilight fan explosion across the globe. I have waited for this movie for about one year? Massive advertising on this movie has built up everyone's expectations i guess. So negative and harsh criticism was unavoidable.

The movie was acceptable in my opinion. There was no way Catherine Hardwicke and the screenwriter could have put the whole novel into the movie. BUT, the movie was seriously lacking essential parts. It felt like a breeze (not a relaxing one) watching the movie, everything went by so fast, as if i had put the novel on fast forward. Edward and Bella's love story became so shallow. Like it just suddenly happened, which was NOT the case. Their affection for one another is supposed to be much much deeper and mystical than what you see on screen. This, in my opinion, was what made the movie far from people's expectations. The lines by the screen writer were definitely not good enough to meet with Stephenie Meyer's novel. The movie made me realise how well SM depicted and wrote Edward and Bella's romance. Well, twilight IS my favourite novel. The rest of the series isn't, although enjoyable.

Acting. The acting was what made the movie acceptable. Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson did an awesome job no doubt. Kristen could have delivered her lines better though. Some of her lines were too unemotional, facial expression were lacking too. Robert P did a perfect job though, i'm not saying this because he's hot. My favourite scene in the movie is when he delivered this line so perfectly:

So the lion fell in love with the lamb.
What a stupid lamb.
And what a sick, masochistic lion.

Cullen family was perfect too. Alice was simply adorable. Carlisle was too hot for his age just like SM wrote him to be. Emmette was really big and cute. Esme was so sweet. Rosalie was bitchy enough, but not pretty enough. Bella had described her as the most beautiful person ever, shes gorgeous no doubt but not exactly perfect for the role. Jacob was okay, he appeared too little for me to judge, but i expected him to be cuter appearance wise. He wears his hair in a way that makes me dislike him. Whereas in the novel, i was infatuated by his sweetness towards Bella. I was not a second infatuated by him in the movie, again, the screenwriter is partially at fault. She toned his role down.

Okay i'm not done. i want to rant about New Moon, the confirmed sequel to Twilight. Right, so twilight fans have ensured success of the serial. The movie cost US$38 million to make, but it grossed US$35 million alone on is opening day. That is crazy! The global twilight fan base is just amazing. Over powering i would say. So, Summit Entertainment has confirmed New Moon's release in Nov, 2009. BUT, Twilight director Catherine Hardwicke will not be directing New Moon due to Summit not giving her more time allowance. I would say Catherine Hardwicke is putting in her heart and soul to make the series a success. Pretty admirable, but too bad Summit wants cash before quality.

Another thing is Summit doesn't want the same actor for Jacob since Jacob covers majority of this novel. Apparently, the current Jacob is too baby faced. LOLS. Poor kid, but i think so too. He just doesnt fit into my image of Jacob Black. Lastly, the annoying screenwriter is cutting Jacob's scene in New Moon and trying to increase Edward's scene to please twilight fans. OMG. How can she do that? Jacob is so so so essential to New Moon. Less jacob and the freaking plot is going to be so shallow again. As most protestors have already stated, more Edward would make the reunion scene in New Moon less impactful. Honestly, from the way SM wrote New Moon, Jacob should be considered a lead role too.

Okay i'm done ranting. Two scenes i had really wished to see in Twilight was the one where Bella stuck her finger and fainted, then Edward was with her in the sick bay. And second, the scene where Bella said "Stupid, shiny, Volvo owner!" This quote is honestly every twilight fan's favourite quote. How and Why did the screenwriter leave it out?

Anyway, i don't mind watching the film again. People in US have watched it 10 times already? For some reason, despite my disappointment, i still want to watch it in cinemas. =D

I have said enough, the sun is about to rise and i should get to sleep. Will talk about the other 5 movies tmr. I feel so good ranting about Twilight, i'm so sorry if you just happen to have enough about twilight. This twilight dominating the world thing must really annoy alot of people. But ultimately in my opinion, as a Vampire/Werewolves lover who has read and watched so many of such series, Stephenie Meyer's version is one of the best, probably behind Underworld.

Good night, or i should say, good morning! =D

Fearless.

2008-12-09T21:46:00.003+08:00

こんばんわ！

シェリルです。
JLPTはとうとう終わりましたね！
テストはまあまあ、あまり難しくない。
来年、２階のJLPTを受けるかどうかわかりません…
しかし、絶対に頑張ります！
まだ２年の日本語の勉強があるからです。

Monday was spent with Cherylyn! Ahh, that girl is a good shopping companion even when you don't buy anything. =D Well, she insisted on treating me to japanese cuisine because i always help her with online shopping.

We went to Marina Square's Waraku for lunch. =D Shared a japanese pizza, green tea ice cream and choco-banana parfait! yummmm, greeeeeeen tea is love. Hahas, the pizza was awesome too, the crust is super thin, reminds me of pizza hut's viva crust pizza. But the jap one is really much much thinner.

After that we went shopping, particularly for heels. I wasn't expecting to buy anything cos i just spent quite a sum online shopping. Bought something to wear for christmas!! Ahh. Cherylyn saw this pair of pretty platform heels at Novo and decided that her brother will buy it for her for christmas. Hahhas, that scheming girl is going to bring him there and pretend to spot the heels and make him buy it. hahas! Girls are scheming, watch out!

Found out that Cherylyn wants to go the ACJC too! Suddenly so many people i know want to go to AC! Well, lets hope we all get in. We both agreed that this year's CNY is going to be hell. Every house we go to, people is bound to ask about O level results and which school we're going. My dad suggested that I 1)Become top scorer, end up on tv so no one needs to ask, 2)Paste my results on my forehead for CNY to save myself the trouble. =D I think the latter is more realistic.

Today was spent watching LIAR GAME again. Omg man, im watching it again so soon. This is all Cherylyn's fault too. We were at starbucks and talking about dramas. Then she asked me to tell her about jap dramas. So i recommended LIAR GAME and ended up telling her half the story at starbucks! Then we both got sooo excited and wanted to watch it immediately. Currently she's hooked and I just finished watching it again. Shota-kun is too too cool. Seeing him makes me sooo happy. =D I never really noticed him in Hana Yori Dango, must be because Matsu Jun takes up all the space. =D and I'm too distracting fawning over Oguri Shun, who looks utterly cute with his hoodie on.

I have been drawing much too. Stopped drawing for soo long due to O levels. But getting caught up with ASOS fashion makes my hands so itchy! The heels are still the hardest to draw depending on the way the model stands. Sometimes i have the design in mind but its just in the wrong angle. Hhaas, so ultimately, boots are the easiest to draw on. But i managed to successfully draw on sling-back heels, realised they didnt really match the dress and changed them to wedges.

Anyway, music. I managed to actually like Taylor Swift's new album. After listening to White Horse in Daph's car that day, i was convinced she sings like the old Avril Lavigne. Yea it's too different genre of songs, but if Avril were to sing her songs, i bet they would sound almost the same, only Avril's voice will be slightly deeper. So i decided to listen to the whole album .

My favourite should be Fearless. I'm so hooked on this song. So baby drive slow, 'til we run outta road. Other favourites would be Change, You Belong With Me and Breathe. The rest are so-so, and yes, Love Story is not one of my favourites, i just can't seem to exceptionally like this song. Those 4 songs above beat Love Story hands down in my opinion.

Breathe is definitely Bella and Jacob's song as everyone says. It really suits them so much, a pity its not in the Twilight soundtrack. Apparently, everyone is linking Taylor's Fearless album to Twilight, Fearless is apparently Bella and Edward's song. Hahhas, Taylor's fans are getting so irritated by the Twilight fans, i think a war might start on youtube and in forums. Anyway, back to Breathe, Taylor's singing style in breathe is undeniably like Avril's songs before Girlfriend. Breathe reminds me of songs like Keep Holding On, Don't Tell Me and Nobody's Home. She sounds so much like Avril in so many lines so much that i think im starting to like Taylor Swift. Or maybe its cause i miss Avril Lavigne so much. Ahhh, she was my favourite singer, what happened! Why did she have to not like his girlfriend? ): But i still prefer Avril's genre ultimately, Taylor's is really too much teenage lovey-dovey and romeo and juliet and whatnots, not really to my liking. Abit is okay but all her songs are about the same thing. Hahhas.

Right now, im gonna catch Wild Child, which Cherylyn said was awesome. And I'm gonna listen to some Let Go and Under My Skin songs. =D

Jya ne!

My Lucky Star

2008-12-03T22:34:00.009+08:00

Konbanwa!

I have been slacking off with updates, gomen ne! I shall compensate with pictures from Prom, Chalet and Grad Night. Then i will rattle off about my new favourite drama.

GRADUATION NIGHT
14 NOVEMBER 08
SCGS

PROM NIGHT
17 NOVEMBER 08
SWISSOTEL THE STAMFORD

CHALET WITH BFFS
19-21 NOVEMBER 08
COSTA SANDS DOWNTOWN EAST

The chalet photos were most amazing, almost 300 photos just in 3 days. Meaning an average of 100 per day. HAHHAS, including at least 50 of jocelyn's self-shots. Elyn's Mac photo booth is indeed the must-have for camwhores.

Back to the present, Jas and I finally completed JY's bday present. It's so amazing! Even i love it, our 8 months of hardwork paid off. (JY insists the 6 months of hiatus in between does not count.)

Monday, I had dinner with Shu Min (Jap tutor) and Wan Hui (Math tutor). Pity Willa couldn't make it. We went to Tiong Bahru for dinner and dessert at their friend's family's waffle shop. Super fun, listening to them talk about their friends is so amusing. HAHAS. あの日楽しかった！本当にありがとうございました！

So tuesday and weds was spent watching my new found drama and a movie. I am suffering so much because all the dramas recently are so disappointing. I just cannot find anything to satisfy me. =D

Tokyo Boy wasn't very enjoyable actually. When i read the synopsis i was kinda very excited to watch it but the plot was too slow, making it rather boring esp in the first part.

Apparently, i like dark deep plots too, Tokyo Boy is about a girl with a split personality, she unleashes a dark side unconsciously to protect herself from harm. What's interesting is that her dark side is actually a boy called Night, whom she thinks is her penpal from the time she tragically lost her parents. Night loves her deeply and plots to keep her first love from her. So basically, she has been writing letters to herself since young and now she is also unconsciously causing herself heartbreak by unleashing Night who scares her boyfriend away. The actress is the recently famous Horikita Maki from Kurosagi, Hana Kimi (Japan) and Nobuta wo produce, all are my faves. I thought her acting was superb esp in terms of Night, the death glare was so amazing. But the movie in general was okay only. It will be rather disturbing to those who can't understand it, abit deep i guess.

Dramawiki for My Lucky Star

This is my new favourite drama, for taiwan at least. I was super surprised when i saw the ratings. I always check viewership ratings before i watch, cause it says alot. This drama started off with an average rating of 2.24 and shot up to 4.67 by the last episode, which is considered freaking high. Secondly, it was about jewelry design that attracted me much, anything involving fashion and design attracts me. =D

Another big motivation is the cast. A good-looking and talented cast is a must-have for a good drama. (Aww, c'mmon. Looks definitely matters. 'Looks are not important' is a freaking lie.) You're a celebrity because something sets you apart from commoners. For a drama, it has to be looks or exceptionally superb acting skills. I found both in My Lucky Star. Both leads are perfect, Jimmy Lin resembles Edison Chen, i thought i was the only one who thought so until i saw people commenting the same thing. He reminded me so much of Edison esp since he's a real car racer. (He acted as an F1 racer in the show bringing back Initial D memories since it was the same hairpin turn routes.)

The female lead is a korean who barely knows chinese. Yoo Ha Na is super cute. Her voice was of course dubbed, but behind the scenes revealed that she used a mixture of korean and chinese during her lines. The fact that this drama was her first is utterly shocking because she displayed incredible acting skills throughout the drama. There was a scene where she couldn't stop crying even after the director said cut. When Jimmy was comforting her, he ask "So what were you thinking about?". She answered emotionally "Oppa (korean for big bro), I imagined you died." in between her tears. HAHHAS, damn cute. I'm sure i will be looking out for her future shows.

Finally, my beloved Lee Wei (Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao and Ma Que Ai Shang Feng Huang) appeared in the second half of the drama too. Ahh, i miss him so. =D This drama is so satisfying, i'm gonna be watching it again soon. In the mean time, i'm looking forward to JaeJoong's drama: Heaven's Postman, another joint production between Japan and Korea. =D

I've said too much, if you've read until here, you are indeed amazing. Only drama freaks can tolerate me. I wanted to share another thought-provoking message from Ryo, but i'll save that for next time. =D

This sunday is JLPT (Japanese Language Proficiency Test). I'm going to be studying hard because i want to pass, this cert will indeed be helpful for my future. 頑張ろう！

おやすみ！

Memory

2008-11-09T14:52:00.002+08:00

こんばんちは～

昨日からニュースのJ-WEBを読んでいます。
ニュースは今コンサートや新しいアルバムなど仕事を準備するから、忙しいですね！
あの日、福井県のコンサートでちょっと問題があって残念です。
ニュースの皆さん、気をつけてください！

ニュースは今月の１９日に「Colour」という新しいアルバムを売ります。
絶対に買いたい！
もうちょっとクリスマスね！家族や友達と一緒に過ごしたい！

あの日、人生のことちょっと考えました。
来年、私は１７歳ですね。なんとなく、変な感じがあるです。
「もう成人ですか」という問題を考えました。
絶対に子供じゃないでしょう！

最近、錦戸くんも人生のいろいろなことを考えました。
彼は感傷的な人ですね。

Sorry for the long japanese post. I'm very motivated to improve my japanese recently, i want to be much much more fluent in writing and speaking. Much of this motivation comes from NEWS, my beloved boys. XD

Ryo's birthday just went by, he's officially 24 now, Tegoshi's is coming this 11th. The other guys threw them a surprise party in Fukui during their concert tour, how cute. I wonder what they gave each other, their singles? HAHAS. Anyway, as mentioned above in japanese, NEWS is coming out with their 3rd album, Color, with new songs not found in the singles! I really can't wait, the Christmas atmosphere is getting to me already. I really hope to be in Japan this Christmas, i know its freezing cold and yes i hate the cold to be honest, but I want to be there with my family. =D I already gave up all hopes to be at NEWS' winter concert this year. Maybe when I'm older, i'll fly there with my friends just for their concert. =D

Yes, theres only 2 more papers. Paper 1 for both Chem and Physics. Physics is tmr. Chem on Weds. I know everyone is slacking alr, at least i am. Went shopping with the girls on friday. Met Cherylyn at Far East with her mum, then later when we were at bugis, we met daph and ken. hahas. Ken was supposedly hospitalised for gastric. Anyway, all of us just walked around, i swear Singapore is getting more boring. The girls were looking out for PROM dresses, i really regretted not buying that dress from UK. I wish i did now, but it's too late. Hahhas. Anyway, we went for dinner and chatted alot alot alot. Even after daph and ken left, we stayed til 9pm just sitting there talking about US politics (HAHHAS), missionaries and the end of the world. this is what happens when JY is around. For some reason, Jas and me always have about the same opinions and JY's will be against us.

Anyway, i think i should really put some effort into physics paper 1 although paper 2was a gonecase killer. So i'll be doing some MCQ now. =D

Before I go, i shall share something thoughtful from Ryo's J-WEB in Jan this year. Originally in japanese but it's been translated:

Why do humans forget?

Tommorrow's homework
A promise with a friend
Dinner you ate two nights ago
The lyrics to the song you supposedly loved
The lines you rehearsed many times
The choreography you danced many times
The name of the person you met just recently
The deadline of the manuscript
The wide knowledge you learned from someone
Fun memories
Painful memories
Memories of regret
Embarrassing moments
Sad memories
Memories of crying so much your eyes got swollen
Memories of nearly laughing yourself to death
Memories of liking someone
Memories of being loved by someone
Memories of loving someone

Is the part of my brain that controls my memory not working properly?

Honestly, I've always felt this way since young, i don't rmbr how old i was, but i came up with this and i've always remembered it since then:

人間について最悪のは、忘れられることです。
The worst thing about humans, is their ability to forget.

Ryusei no Kizuna

2008-11-03T19:28:00.006+08:00

こんばんは、

ただいま！
試験まだ終わったけど、ドラマばかり見てしまう。
また中国語、地理、科学とか六つの試験がある。
はやく！もう勉強したくない！やだやだ！

亮くん　へ
誕生日おめでとう！
もう２４さいでしょう！
今日からの仕事頑張ってね！年末のコンサートも頑張って！

Ahh, just suddenly felt like updating.
So today had SS, my gosh. SS is really the fear of my life. I was freaking out the whole weekend. I only started seriously studying on Sat night. I crammed 2 years worth of SS syllabus in one and a half days including sleeping, eating etc time. I was convinced i might drop dead on the floor. Luckily SEQ was easy. omg. But SBQ was kinda not simple. Anyway, i only need to pass my combine humans, its not like im pinning hopes on you combine humans. =D

So after a tiring SS day, you have to reward youself. Wanted to watch this korean movie called Antique Bakery, its adapted from a manga, the only reason why i want to watch it is the amazing delicacies featured in the show, the cakes look damn nice! Joo Ji Hoon (Princess Hours) is one of the actors tgt with some guy from Coffee Prince. I heard its a gay show actually, but it looks funny. =D Excited for its release! Antique Movie Poster:

Talking about mangas, i've really lost my patience with Vampire Knight. Somehow the writer makes me feel like she doesn't know how to continue the story. Chapter 43 and 44 ended with the same scene! (Zero with his Bloody Rose pointed at Yuuki.) As much as i love Zero to the core, his indecisiveness is getting him nowhere. zzz. i think mangas are really not my thing, dramas on the other hand suits me better. Anyway, OKTO started showing a new anime since D.Gray Man ended (my sister is devastated), SKIP BEAT!I actually like the storyline so far, maybe cause its very drama-like. Anyway, i read all 130 chapters of the manga in 2 days within my O lvl period. Isn't that sinful? XD Can't wait for the continuation.

Honestly, i think im taking O levels way too lightly. Between exams i was watching dramas etc. Did i mention i finished a whole drama series in one day last week? Finally caught LIAR GAME. storyline was awesome. OH yes, and i watched the Hana Yori Dango Final Movie over this weekend. It was quie funny but disappointing in many ways. AND Hot Shot is really disappointing too. The storyline went off by episode 10 so i stopped watching.

OH yes im really disgressing, back to my point. My whole point was today I finally caught the drama i was dying to watch! Ryusei no Kizuna aka Meteor Bonds.

Finally my beloved Nishikido Ryo is in a new drama, and with Toda Erika too! I think her acting has really improved since her Misa Misa days. Almost every drama i watch now has her in it. =D

Today im gonna sleep early, feel so drained by SS. Tomorrow is Geog and more geog. Before I go, a picture from the previous week when i attended my aunt's sister-in-law's perenakan birthday celebration. She wanted us to all wear a Kebaya, so she loaned us some. =D

泣いたのは僕だった
弱さを見せないことが　そう強い訳じゃないって君が
言っていたからだよ, I believe

You make me mirotic.

2008-10-05T16:14:00.005+08:00

こんにちわ～

今日、勉強の休みの最後日ね…
試験の準備はどうだろうか
私も知らないよ
でも、がんばろうと思って

What could be a better way to destress than listening to music?
October appears to be a great month for the JK-pop industry. (except for the fact everyone is commiting suicide)
EVERYONE is releasing an album. Really, everyone is. hahhas. my iPod is bursting with less than 40GB left of space.
The new Wonder Girl's song, Nobody, has created an uproar in the music industry. Apparently, everybody loves it. Even Perez Hilton such that he featured it on his web.
Honestly, i like it too. It's way too catchy, as always.
I want nobody, nobody but you~

HIGHLIGHT: BoA is officially breaking into the American market.

Her first english album Look Who's Talking will be out next year. But she will be releasing her single Eat You Up in Korean and English this week. (Although the english version has leaked since last week.) I wasn't very impressed at first cos her English is not say that good yet. But the song grows on you so much, i'm so addicted now. Sadly, the full MV has not leaked and only the teasers are out. I feel that the Korean version owns the American version. It's by different directors by the way. The funny thing is, theres so much criticism on youtube about how her backup dancers in the american version are so horrible. I noticed too.

Korean Version

American Version

The dance for the korean version is really hot. Anyway, theres alot ALOT of racism going on already. People from the west are saying BoA is bound to fail with that song. They really want to eat her up. Which is kinda sad, i hope she succeeds, after all she has trained for so many years, 7 years in the music industry already i think.

Actually i want to continue blabbing on about DBSK's new song Mirotic and NewS' new single Happy Birthday which is really awesome. BUT, i think thats way too much music talk in one post. So I will do it NEXT time.

You know why i talk so much about music? Because i think if i talk about my day its gonna be really really boring. =D How interesting can the life of an O lvl student be? So we shall talk about the sky.

Recently, I've been noticing the sky way too much. These are some of the photos Kellie forced me to take.

Look at the cute white cloud that pokes out, it fascinated Kellie so much.

This is Malaysian sky, hahas.

This is honestly one bubbly sky, it looks so happy. =D

This is it. The big 'O' is here and I'm gonna eat it up. =D

You make me so mirotic.

Nothing Better.

2008-09-28T20:39:00.003+08:00

こんばんは、

今日、おもしろいことが何でもない…
「コード・ブルー」というドラマを見た。
山Pが大好きだよ～

I shall start blogging in jap. =D Bit by bit.
I'm just gonna share a song today, nothing much to say.
Here's the most beatiful song I've heard this year.
It's not a new song, but the lyrics has a beautiful effect to the ears.

Hopefully, one day, someone will sing this song for me.
I swear i'm learning this on piano.
Cos there's nothing better than you.

Brown Eyed Soul - Nothing Better (Studio)

Brown Eyed Soul - Nothing Better (Live)

내게 언젠가 왔던 너의 얼굴을 기억해
멈춰있던 내맘을, 밉게도 고장난 내 가슴을
너의 환한 미소가 쉽게도 연거야
It always appeared before me
Your face, I remember
My heart that stopped short
You spitefully took my disfunctional heart
And with your bright smile
That's how you easily opened my heart

그래 그렇게 내가 너의 사람이 된거야
못났던 내추억들이 이젠 기억조차 않나
나를 꼭잡은 손이 봄처럼 따뜻해서
It's true, that is how I became your man
All my unpleasant memories, I no longer recall
Because the hand that holds me tight
Is as warm as spring

이제 꿈처럼 내맘은
그대 곁에 가만히 멈춰서요
한순간도 깨지 않는 끝없는 꿈을 꿔요
And now like a dream my heart
Has gradually stopped by your side
Without awakening for a single moment,
I dream an endless dream

이제 숨처럼 내곁에
항상 쉬며 그렇게 있어주면
And now like breathing,
If you were to always rest by my side
If you were to always remain this way

Nothing better, Nothing better than you
Nothing better, Nothing better than you

이제 꿈처럼 내맘은
그대 품에 가만히 안겨있죠
한순간도 깨지 않는 끝없는 꿈을 꾸죠
And now like a dream, My heart
In your embrace, is held still
Without awakening for a single moment,
I dream an endless dream

이제 숨처럼 내곁에
항상 쉬며 그렇게 있어주면
And now like breathing,
If you were to always rest by my side
If you were to always remain this way

Nothing better, Nothing better than you
Nothing better, Nothing better than you

Nothing better, Nothing better than you

Doom's day(s).

2008-09-24T17:52:00.011+08:00

21 Days

to the BIG 'O'.

Konbanwa,

Where is my sense of urgency?

I'm not quite sure i'm feeling one.
Darn.
I have been, well, studying. I guess. =D
I got my prelims report book slip.
My L1R5 is 16 points,
I wonder if i would even get into a JC with 16 pts. hahhas.
ACJC is currently top on my realistic list.

First, pictures from my not-blood-related cousin's wedding on 14th Sept. It was at Shangri-la but the food wasn't really awesome or shangri-la standard, or so i thought. Pics were taken with my mum and sis! My whole family went in black, hahas so morbid. XD

Today there was an exhibition in school also, representatives from many JCs, polys and overseas instituitions came. JY was shooting the American Education rep with a gazillion of questions about psychology. Only today did she realise she is taking the wrong sciences because psychology requires chem and bio, and shes taking chem and physics instead. HAHAS. Then this poly rep asked if we were interested in finding out about poly education and we kinda ignored him, i feel so bad. Its not like we intentionally did so, his question was sudden such that when he finished his sentence we already walked passed his table. But i think it seemed like we were snobbish girls who would definitely not be considering poly education, but that isn't true! Apologies to that poor guy. XD

Jas and I were attracted to NAFA (Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts), the lady was really nice, answering my gazillion of questions. The fashion design course really attracted me i would say, but i'm thinking of completing at least my A levels first because NAFA is not like JC, you can kinda enter anytime. But Daph and I filled up this form so we can be notified about the fashion show NAFA is hosting in Jan! Ahhhh, excited! Another reason why i won't consider the course is because the fashion industry is really really really difficult to excel in. It's the kind of industry where you're either extremely talented or you'll probably fail. But I really really want to become a stylist aka dresser and its stated as one of the career paths after the NAFA course. ): Why do you have to know how to draw and sew extremely well if you're just gonna buy and dress people up. I shall research after O's!

Jas and I have plans to take up many courses this year end, enrich ourselves! Right now i should enrich myself with chem and physics, and SS, and TKAM. Guess what was my best subject!!! Chinese! My only, one and only A1. omg.

Anyay, before I go, I'm hosting a Korean Cosmetic Lens Spree. So anyone interested can join, Im closing it this weekend because I have more than enough orders alr. Lenses come with/without power. Lenses are also ISO (and many others) certified by a certified company: Geo Medical in Korea. If you didn't understand that sentence, it means that the lenses are 100% authentic and medically safe to be worn. Hahhas. By the way, its only SGD12 a pair of 1 year lenses. Click the link below if interested. (:

http://mos-geo.livejournal.com/

I will probably update one more time before O's? Then its H-I-A-T-U-S til NOVEMBER.
Jya ne!

Sept Hols.

2008-09-05T23:45:00.009+08:00

Konbanwa!

BEWARE.

Cheryl is on EXTREME rant-mode.
I have been all fan-girly all day, i'm about to explode.

Firstly, NIKE+ HUMAN RACE 10K pictures.

I won't say i was very impressed by the event. I expected more form the organizers, it seems that the Great Eastern Womens 10K organizers were better. HAHAS. BUT, the BOYS LIKE GIRLS was freaking awesome. Since The Click Five at Hollaback, I haven't heard or seen a better concert, in SG that is. The crowd was wild, hundreds of fans stayed til 9pm just to watch them, of which includes us. I had so much fun singing along to all their songs, the last time i did was at Hollaback. AHHHH.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

SHINee!

NEXT. SHINee released their FIRST album. OMG. I waited like crap til 28th AUG. STILL NO LEAK. Then i found out that their album preorder exceeded the expected numbers or that may not be the reason but the release date was pushed back to 29th AUG. FINALLY AFTER MUCH EFFORT, I FOUND IT. You can't blame me for being a pirate honestly. I LIVE IN SINGAPORE. Beautiful green singapore where jap and korean albums seem to arrive like MONTHS later. I honestly will buy their album to support them, its too good not to have.

Two jackets, same songs. (Smart SM entertainment wanting to burn a hole in fangirls' pockets)

I've been listening to the album since 29th AUG. This month is officially K-POP month. I've beem listening to Rain's Sad Tango which is really good in japanese but NOT english. the english version is kinda... Also, not getting sick of WONDER GIRLS yet, as well as SE7EN. Some of his slow songs are really good i realised.

Back to SHINee, I am most impressed by JONGHYUN's solo song. Its called 혜야 (Y Si Fuera Ella), i think its a remake of a french song? But his vocals are amazing. OMG, he just waved KIM JUNG HOON and JAEJOONG goodbye and took top place for vocals. SHINee's main song for the album:

SHINee - 산소 같은 너 (Love like Oxygen)

Although disappointed that NEWS has NOT released any new singles/albums, I have not forgotten them. I'm going crazy over their new RUSS-K ads. Did i mention that not only can't i resist guys who can sing but also those with good fashion sense? RUSS-K is an swesome awesome brand. Did not orginate in japan but NEWS is the spokesperson for their japan range. Love the new range of fashion, its about convertable stuff (inside-out) 2-in-1. Their latest photoshoot:

If you look carefully, the reflection is not really a reflection, its the other side of the jackets they're wearing. HOT~

NOW, we move to the unimportant stuff, my day. I'll make it short. My holiday has been mostly unproductive. There were times i sat down and really tackled qns. But there were more times i sat down and tackled dramas. =D I watched the whole of FULLHOUSE for the i-dont-know-what-time in 2 days. meaning no studying for 2 days. Rain's body is really hot~

Had double tuition today, jap and chinese. hahas. wasn't that bad. i was glad there was tuition, makes me disciplined. at least i do something. Other than that, I've been watching SHINee vids all day. Love their reality show. Very scripted but still enjoyable. Oh ya, they're also the spokes person for HANA YORI DANGO in Korea where their song IN MY ROOM is the soundtrack. awesome lyrics to that song.

AHNYUNG HASAEYO!
ITS SHINING SHINEE!
.....
We hope that you would love HYD as much as you love us!~

That was their promotional clip, so cute! I wanna watch HYD, in case you dont know. HYD is the japanese version of METEOR GARDEN, yes the one with F4. LOLS. You should catch the HYD drama season 1. but please don't watch season 2. makes you irritated. hahas.

The HIGHLIGHT of the week. STALKER-SAN is after me again! (yes, its a MISA-MISA imitation). honestly, its the highlight cos im freaked out. why won't he leave me alone! Recently, he's been msging me again, he doesn't get the message of "Sorry, I don't know you, please don't contact me again." And hell, he msges me the most random things. like i've known him for years or something. then yday, i received a call at 1AM from a private no. I didn't want to answer at first, i never or seldom answer private no. calls. but i thought a 1AM call might be important business.

so anyway it was a short conver but the guy sounded so much like joel, and when i asked are you joel? he kinda said yea. so the whole time i thought i was talking to joel. i hung up within 5 minutes because it felt really awkward. he was just mumbling the whole time, i thought joel was sick!

then in the morning i felt something was fishy. so i smsed joel are you sick? and then i found out joel never called me. he was in camp the whole time. SHIT. i don't know if the person who called me is STALKER-SAN or not but i hope he really leaves me alone. both STALKER-SAN and the mysterious caller. AHHHHHHH!~

Sorry for the long post. Oyasumi!

SHINee hwaiting!
NEWS gambare!

Adidas Decade Low

2008-08-21T16:43:00.003+08:00

konnichiwa,

I wished i never asked where the prelim results were. Now i don't want them, take them back! So far its NOT good at all. Hopefully, miracles will come. I'm counting on you, geog!

So, i decided i should get a new bag. and an adidas freak should get a new adidas bag. i have 3 adidas bags and counting, more! Today i spotted the Adidas Decade Low Star Pack online:

I have to have that! Bag AND shoes. It's practically screaming: "Cheryl!!!! I'm yours!!!" Of course i want the bag more, considering i just bought Adidas shoes recently. so the sneakers are not that a crave (no money to splurge excessively). But im dying to have my hands on that bag, its a new release and i doubt it would come to singapore. So if anyone knows where i can get it, US website etc etc please tell me, while i keep my eyes OPEN.

Recently we've just been checking papers and getting "sweet talk" from our dear principal and teachers. i admit its partially our fault that we did like shit for prelims, considering that we no longer have PAE so everyone didnt put in their best etc etc. But the papers are damn hard and they're marking it so strictly (because they know its not counted too). "KEYWORDS!" they say. No keywords, no marks. They shouldn't take advantage of prelims! ): Can you believe it? There is only 1 miserable A1 in the whole cohort for English. and its SCGS. S-C-G-S.

As far as i know, no dramas for me until NOV. I shall mug like hell for a freaking single digit score. Just 9 points and i would jump off the cliff in joy. 10 points and i will jump off the cliff as suicide. (don't need to point out that im jumping off the cliff anyway, i know.)

An interesting conversation this week:

Daph: I'm gonna buy strawberry shortcake later!
JY: Huh, why would you want to?
Daph: I don't know, should be nice what. I'm buying it cos it looks nice.
JY: Huh, do you know what strawberry shortcake looks like?
Daph: Of course! If not how to buy?
Cheryl: Do you JY?! (irritated by JY's weirdness)
JY: Yea, my sister always watches it on Nickelodeon.

Damn it! That's why i say people with high IQ always have low EQ/AQ. That straight As girl thinks daph wants to buy a doll instead of a cake. Sheesh!

Time to mug while i dream of my Adidas Decade Low.

The Human Race.

2008-08-16T23:37:00.004+08:00

It's getting harder for me to get myself off the bed recently. i intended to wake up at 9, but i lazed until like 10. before picking up my book (beside my bed), reading for 15 mins before finally coming down. when you sleep on a double-decker bed, its harder to convince yourself to wake up i guess. even when its freezing mad im too lazy to get down and raise the temp of the air-con.

so today i had jap tuiiton, she tested my oral. and as usual, i was dumb-struck. lost in messed-up sentences. i wonder why i score so high in my jap compos when i cant even speak fluently. hahas! the dread of jap orals is fast approaching!

i went for the nike run briefing with daph and JY too. after so much volunteering at sports events, i'm convinced i don't do it for CIP. i actually really really like the atmosphere at sports events, which makes me wanna go back. esp when you volunteer with friends, its so fun. =D quite fulfilling too.

In case you don't know what nike run is, its a worldwide event. Where many, i really mean many, people run on the same time, sponsored by Nike aka The Human Race. im excited! this time its fun-er cos 1)We get nike shirts 2)its also a music event, so theres concerts throughout the day and the main guest artist is Boys Like Girls! i kinda like their music, so yaye! free concert!

The briefing was boring though, quite redundent for 'expert' volunteers like us. the number of events we volunteered at are like countless. namely, great eastern, city duathlon, nus triathlon, osim tri, ironman, yada yada yada. we can even be event organisers i think. okay, enough boasting.

yes, im restraining myself from talking about music or dramas. i know i talk about them too much. but you must understand my life revolves around those two. =D life would be quite pointless without them. for me at least.

tmr is rise and shine, math, and math, and math. tuition. and maybe english? my o lvl oral is on tuesday! kowai~ please, give me an easy picture, an easy passage and an easy conversation.

WHERE ARE THE PRELIM RESULTS?

Last Friends.

2008-08-12T21:58:00.003+08:00

Konbanwa,

I have watched the best japanese drama for the year. just as i was getting sick of all the cliched taiwan love stories, nishikido ryo (the love of my life) finally starred in a new drama. Last Friends. (Rasuto Furenzu) I love everything about this drama! The opening, the song (Utada Hikaru - Prisoner of Love), the cast, the storyline. it is really and definitely the best this year, and possible the best jap drama ever.

i love realistic storylines. not those girl likes guy, guy hates her, supporting actor helps her, he falls for her, she rejects him, main guy breaks up with his gf for her, she runs away, he finds her, they get tgt. awwww, gimme a break man. Last Friends is about the problems youths or young adults face nowadays: Domestic Violence, Bullying, Sexual Harrassment, Solitude, Betrayal, Adultery, Gender Identity Disorder and most of all, Unconditional Love. Everything into a natural, and i dare to say flawless, story.

It was so good, i finished the whole 11 episodes + special in 2 days. i would have done so in one if i did not have school today. in case you dont know, its super rare to have me WANT to finish a whole series so fast. hahas, i have so many dangling series, all half-watched and forsaken. i think i should become a dramam critic. =D so anyway, i though i would love to share the song. utada hikaru's vocals are really awesome. actually i listened to this song in the beginning of the year and it didn't catch my attention. then when it first played during the drama, i heard the lyrics and fell for it! yes, i have selective hearing, sometimes i turn off the lyrics and only pay attention to the tune.

Family, Friends, Husband & Wife, Lovers ...
Our relationship seems to fall in one of each but we're none of them.
We will cherish this fragile happiness and continue to try our best to live on.
It's fine if we stay as friends,
If possible, we hope to stay that way forever,
And if anything happened that we should separate,
With any luck, one day we will meet each other with smiles.

Forever, my dear friends.
You are my last friends.

Utada Hikaru - Prisoner of Love

平気な顔で嘘をついて
笑って嫌気がさして
楽ばかりしようとしていた
You tell lies with a straight face
Laughing in a sick way
You tried your best to avoid tiring things

ないものねだりブルース
皆安らぎを求めている
満ち足りてるのに奪い合う
愛の影を追っている
Feeling blue over asking so much
Everyone is seeking for peace
You’re struggling for more, but you’ve had enough
Now you’re just chasing after the shadow of love

退屈な毎日が急に輝きだした
あなたが現れたあの日から
孤独でも辛くても平気だと思えた
My boring daily life has suddenly begun to shine
Since the day you appeared
Now I can think that I’m all right even when I’m lonely or in pain
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

病める時も健やかなる時も
嵐の日も晴れの日も共に歩もう
Through sick times and healthy times,
On stormy days and sunny days, let’s walk together

I’m gonna tell you the truth
人知れず辛い道を選ぶ
私を応援してくれる
あなただけを友と呼ぶ
I’m gonna tell you the truth
I chose a secret painful path
And you came to support me
You’re the only one I can call a friend

強がりや欲張りが無意味になりました
あなたに愛されたあの日から
自由でもヨユウでも一人じゃ虚しいわ
Fake displays of strength and being greedy have become meaningless
Since the day you loved me
Even when I’m free and have inner strength, it’s pointless when I’m alone
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Oh もう少しだよ
Don’t you give up
Oh 見捨てない絶対に
Oh just a little more
Don’t you give up
Oh I’ll never abandon you

残酷な現実が二人を引き裂けば
より一層強く惹かれ合う
いくらでもいくらでも頑張れる気がした
If this cruel reality tries to tear us apart
It’ll just bring us closer than ever
Somehow, I have a feeling that we’ll be able to do our best
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

ありふれた日常が急に輝きだした
心を奪われたあの日から
孤独でも辛くても平気だと思えた
My ordinary life has suddenly begun to shine
Since the day you stole my heart
I thought I could deal with loneliness and pain
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
Don’t leave me alone
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Did i mention that it hurts to see my Nishikido Ryo beat the crap out of the girl? Aww well, but he acts well as a bad guy, maybe because he's really one. HAHAS. well, jap homework is waiting for me. tmr im going back for jap class, after a long long time. oh yes, Shu Min is back, okaeri!

jya!

Underworld

2008-08-10T15:46:00.008+08:00

Heyoo!

PRELIMS ARE OVER! so i've been slacking off the past few days. i think SC is one of the schs to finish prelims the earliest. most schshaven even started.!

Friday was spent at JY's house. thye watched kungfu dunk before i came. i watched it recently so i don't mind missing it. but i love love love Jay's character in the show. reminds me of happy-go-lucky yamapi in nobuta wo produce. and baron chen's hair is still looking hot as ever since kungfu dunk til fated to love you (drama). oh yes, we had girls talk the whole day. our topics were jumping from one weird category to another. it started off with the 2 of them insisting i was spending th day with my boyfriend. weirdos. then we were talking about ghosts. jiayin maintains that ghosts control whether we can see them or not. but jas and i believe that its impossible to see them. neither them or us can control something like that. hahas, then jy's bf arrived. and she threw us out th house. what a good friend. ok fine, actually we went fr lunch, then she refused to let me and jas go back. so to entertain ourselves, we went town. we were intending to shop wisma. i wanted new heels and jas said she needed new tops. but in the end we ended up at borders. spent the rest of our time there and went home. bookstores are always so interesting. =D

sat was national day. i think im a very unenthu person when it comes to things like ndp. maybe cause im so sick of watching the same thing. my mum says im unpatriotic. i refused to wear red, not like i have any red clothes at all. and i was arguing my point that if we all wear red, we will lose each other cos everyone's in red! she didnt believe me. =P so anyway, ndp was fine. normal. boring. i went there with 2 things in mind, the airshow and the fireworks. =D the Black Knights are cool. =D hahas. pictures!

i think im quite crazy. when i watched initial D, i was dying to sit in the car with jay chou. when i watched the airshow. i was dying to be in the plane. i think when i start watching code blue (jap drama) i would die to be in the helicopter with yamapi.

i have been watching movies the past few days. borrowed from jy: Transformers, Eragon and Underworld. all super super super nice. im enjoying Underworld like mad. I kinda picked up the DVD and this surge of electricity went through me. then i flipped it around. Vampires and Werewolves. Cheryl's favourite. so i just finished watching the first one. will watch the second one after i blog. =D There's a third one coming out next year!!!!!

tomorrow im going shopping with jas again! to complete our incomplete shopping trip on friday. i dont seem like im taking the o lvls do i? hahas. jap prelims are coming! and my tutor has returned from japan! i shall ace it! (like i will.)

i shall share a song before i go. very very sweet song. awesome lyrics. great tune and touching music video. DBSK's voice (esp jaejung's) is like a lullaby. i've been listening it to sleep. and when im up in the morning my ipod is still playing and i feel like i wanna go back to sleep. hahas. anyway, the MV is a mini drama so there's some dialogue in between, i shall translate it for the benefit of anyone who wants to listen to it. so the drama makes sense. =D the regret on the guy's face really reminds me of yamapi in proposal daisakusen (drama).

東方神起 - どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう？
DBSK - I Wonder Why I Fell In Love With You

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Girl: Long time no see.
Guy: Long time no see, have you been good?
Girl: Yea.
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Girl: I'm... getting married.
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Guy: Be happy ya?
Girl: Yea.
(Walks seperate ways...)
Girl: Goodbye.
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从前从前有个人爱你很久
但偏偏风渐渐
把距离吹得好远
好不容易又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜

P-R-E-L-I-M-S

2008-07-23T20:41:00.007+08:00

konbanwa,

I apologize for the late update, was waiting for a collation of photos! Last week was racial harmony week. week because i dont exactly know which day its on, every school celebrates it on a diff day so its confusing. not that its important i guess, as long as we celebrate it. PHOTOS! it was a mass camwhoring session in school i would say. Pictures are in randommmm order. Yes, please admire my pretty yukata from japan. (: The class pics in uniform are from some random day the previous week.

Now i just just just cannot cannot cannot waiyt for summer fest at changi jap sch! 23rd august! i saw this comment by someone in some forum: "Summer fest is when we prance aorund singapore in our pretty yukatas and laugh our heads off at ignorant people who think we're weirdos wearing a kimono in singapore." excellent. =D

BUT, the big but. before that, theres always the storm. Rain before shine ya? PRELIMS IS NEXT WEEK. realization has struck me hard. but at least im getting the revision going. Chem and Physics is my greatest fear at the moment. i seem to have put too much emphasis on math. been doing alot of math, maybe because i enjoy it best. math is really fun when you can solve it. hahahas.

I've been dying to go to the cinemas. I'm missing out so much on movies! i keep telling myself i have to watch something but i can't find the time. tsk. on my list is Wanted, Get Smart, The Dark Knight and Twenty-One. and i have decided that for my post-prelims enjoyment. i shall finish the Terminator: Sarah Conner Chronicles series. I miss Thomas Dekker so much and Summer Glau. Ugh. prelims hurt.

Recently the NDP rehearsals have been going on and on. the planes have been flying round and round. my ears are being tortured at the height of 26 storeys. anyway, my dad happen to win 6 tics for NDP actual day during the balloting. lucky huh? can you believe i've been to every NDP since i was born? LOLS. every single on. in fact when i was younger, i went to all the previews and the actual day. cos my uncle used to be a kinda high ranking officer until he retired. yaye for luckiness.

soro soro shi tsu rei shi masu. hahas. it means its about time. 9pm means 3 hours to battery flat. i've been sleeping too much. more than i can afford to. oh yes, did i mention daph aggravated me with her LG Secret? but actually im kinda glad i chose the samsung live loud over Secret. except for the fact that Secret is freaking cool.

A glimpse of what i see every morning when i wake up. =D the gorgeous ceiling is painted by my aunt. Isn't the balloon pretty too?

Live Loud!

2008-07-08T20:00:00.006+08:00

konbanwa,

Th long weekend was an unproductive one. sigh. but it was fun!

Sat was FMSS carnival. went with daph, ctas and jas. in the end we all didnt buy coupons cos jas had $200 and we had to help her spend it. i met alot alot alot of people i knew. its like a primary sch reunion. hahahs. but some meetings were awkward. after so long, you don't know what to say mans. we bought alot of thrash really, had to spend off th money, daph only wanted t buy balloons. hahas. jas only wanted her chicken. =D met joel and jon too! was quite happy to see them, we used to be such good friends. so anyway, joel had a few gigs and i stayed to support him, so in the end i didnt go for st. marg's carnival. and jon gave me an onigiri! yum, it was really good.

Sunday, my brother renewed his hp contract but he couldn't find a hp suitable for NS. in the end my mum called me to come down and choose a hp. it was quite sudden and i wasn't really updated with the latest models but i think i made a good choice. i chose the Samsung i450 Live Loud Music Edition. I have a liking for Samsung, while i think Nokia is really horrible. Sony Ericsson is not bad too while LG is only good in appearance but i heard their phones are improving. anyway, the phone is gorgeous. interface is awesome. applications are really good too.

I love my pretty wallpaper, love in her eyes.

The phone when slid upwards opens the music player.

The red band controls the player like an iPod.

So i spent the rest of Sunday uploading my music and pictures and downloading themes for my phone. =D Studied abit of chem on monday and had tuition.

Prelims in is 3 weeks!!! I can do it! I will do it! =D But now i have to do my jap homework and i will do it. XD

Jya, mata!

Kiseki

2008-07-03T19:14:00.002+08:00

Tadaima! =D

hahahs, im in a happy mood. today JY didn't come to school again. I swear that girl is shortening her own life. just 3 months ago, she had breathing difficulties for a whole month. then just last week, she had intestine infection. and this week she has stomach infection. and EVERY DAY, she has gastric. why? because she thinks that by not eating proper meals, she can save money for her college fund. and you know why i think she's not thrifty? because she saves money at the expense of her stomach and wastes money by not returning overdued library books until a year later. she is every cause for worry. her IQ is fantabulously high, but her EQ sucks. if for O levels composition i get the topic: An Interesting Person, it is sure to be JY i'm writing about. thanks JY, you just inspired me. =D

okay enough of my sarcasm, today daph, jas and i decided to pay JY a visit. or you can say, spring a surprise on her and catch her in her scandalous act with JD (initials only so as to protect personal identity). but it happens that today is just not our luck. even toon (her real bf) wasn't with her. hahas. so we happily ate fries and drank bubble tea infront of JY, and obviously she complained since shes not allowed to consume both. hahas. =D *laughs sadistically*

then we played with cute little jiahui (JH) for awhile. she is cute beyond words. and she had this little orange squishy balls. you put them in water and wait for about a day and the turn into pokemon! omg, so cool right? we couldn't resist it so we gave it a try. JY is suppose to bring it tmr. hahas. and then we played UNO. which i happily UNO gamed too soon, cos i ended up watching the 3 of them battle it out til everyone gamed. hahas, they blamed it on my shuffling skills. when i shuffle a deck of cards, everything falls everywhere. XD i suck i know.

then when we were about to leave her house, she realised she couldnt find the keys and there was only one pair which the whole family shares. (omg right?) just when we thought we were locked in, it appeared. hahas. so the 3 of us shared a cab home.

now i shall take time to confess to my sins. i am freaking becoming a online shopping addict. i used to host sprees without have the temptation to splurge. but it seems its getting worst. i spent like USD150 in 2 weeks. shit. oh thats including my sister's and mum's stuff. hahas. but its bad. someone counsel me. and not to mention, my mum just recently bought my a new swimsuit from triumph. (no its not a bikini and its not anything skimpy -.-) but is pretty and simple. hahas. so henceforth, i shall make an effort to be thrifty. because i want my savings to multiply. =D

to end off, heres my new favourite song. you have HAVE to listen to this one. i think its awesome! and the lyrics are so touching. i love them! at first i have never heard of GReeeeN, but then i saw the oricon charts (my latest hobby after reading wiki) and they topped it for weeks. they were #1 for daily ranking, weekly ranking and monthly ranking! so i had to listen to them. (P.S the MV is official but footage is from the drama which used the song. its abit draggy at the beginning but be patient. =D ) enjoy!~

GReeeeN - Kiseki

because i like it.

2008-06-30T20:16:00.002+08:00

Konbanwa,

Yesterday i broke my record of not being sick for the whole year. I was starting to wonder what is wrong with me, im 16, studying like mad and not getting sick. and now im down with a cold and a sore throat. actually, it was the sore throat that brought on the cold. XD terrible. i don't know if its a bad thing or a good thing but i havent gotten a fever in 3.5 years. and w/o getting a fever, i usually refuse to skip school. (excluding the days i pon because its not worth going). but i kinda skipped jap class today. because travelling to bishan and back while you're sick can be quite tedious, esp with a peak hour train.

anyway, after much discussion, im finally going to prom. its not like im dying to go but i strongly believe in my philosophy of life. it may sound slightly cliche but it means alot to me and i realise i get by things alot with it. its just like asking yourself WWJD: What Would Jesus Do? and automatically your troubles seem to lessen and you'll feel less lost. oh yes, my POL is to live life as much as possible without regrets. i want to do whatever i can when i can, because i really hate the feeling of regret. it totally sucks, i think some of you can understand what i mean. im not talking about regretting not doing your homework, thats stupid. hahas. but regretting something more meaningful. =D

oh yes so back to prom, there was this big problem of people not wanting to go and people wanting to go. so at first we all decided not to go. then suddenly we decided to go. its quite stupid really. but im glad im going with my gfs, i really wanted the night with them. so anyway suddenly our table is filled with 7 people and we need 3 more. hope sarah gets us nice people. (:

the birthday months are coming! suddenly it seems like it is someone's birthday everyday! but i settled jas' present. im so glad she found a pair of heels she likes. even i think its pretty. yaye. now who else do i owe presents? XD

this sat is FMSS carnival, and im not exactly excited actually. although i'll see people i know which is sweet. but as usual daph would wanna go to the haunted house and although its really not scary but i hate to admit that its bad enough im afraid of the dark. did i mention that the escape theme park one almost made me cry? yea, you must be thinking what is wrong with me. cos its pathetic compared to disneyland's or something. but i hate it. XD hahas.

and since it's Andy's birthday, i shall end off by wishing him: Happy Birthday Mr. Act Cool! =D

I want
I need
& I will,
go to Japan.

ever thine, ever mine, ever ours.

2008-06-19T14:10:00.006+08:00

kon kon! =D

I was motivated by Edric to blog. he commented "I can't keep up with your stagnant blog!" hahas. nah, kidding. i was motivated by my irritation at the pile of homework i have left.

sch is like freaking reopening, and i have english, amath, emath, japanese (ALOT), physics and chinese homework. i confess to my sins of slacking last week, totally. for a sec 4 student about to take o levels, i am super lazy. ): can someone scold me please. and its not like im smart enough to afford to be lazy.

G-U-I-L-T-Y.

anyway, the only way to improve my homework depression is to talk about SHINee. (prounounced as SHINY) muahhahhas. thanks Kellie for the intro! music freak me has a new favourite boy group. SHINee from Korea! hahhas. they can totally dance and they can definitely sing. shit, i love them. for debutees (if there is such a term), they are awesome. =D Jonghyun is my favouriteeeeee~ he sings freaking well. i apologize but i have this thing for guys who can sing, i think its kinda a condition for my boyfriend too. =P

SHINee - Noona is Very Pretty (Replay)

I actually watched the audition clips for two of these guys. the 14 year old one danced super well. oh did i mention they are 14-18 years old. be amazed! i have been listening to their single for 2 weeks now. continuous, replaying it. Replay, Replay, Replay~

oh yes, i keep forgetting to upload photos. and so when i forget, i never get around to doing it. attended my brother's BMT graduation thingy last week at Tekong, was quite okay except for the freaking weather. met Gab and Fab there because Joel graduated too. ahhas. but apparently, Joel took too long queueing up for his food, i didn't get to see him. oh and i should really apologize to joel for delaying our movie date again and again. cranky people have cranky schedules. i will really make it up to you!

talking about movies, i want to watch Get Smart and Wanted! loooks good~ but i have been frequenting the cinemas too much i feel. esp since cinema prices are continuously rising, im feeling utterly broke. my bank savings amount doesn't seem to be rising too with my blogshop on hiatus.

the more i watch behind and scenes and snippets of Twilight, the more i can't wait for the movie. all the stenphenie meyer (i realised they pronounce meyer as mah-yer and i thought it was mayor)fanatics are practically going crazy. 12.12.08 it seems so faraway, by then O levels will be over. i found a pretty poster:

and thats where i got my new msn nick: The forbidden fruit tastes the sweetest.

i have been watching lots of movies online too. being a pirate. XD http://watch-movies.net/ is my source, its a legal site okay! hahas. because they disclaimed that the videos are not theirs. smart mans. hahas. Forgetting Sarah Marshall was such a bad show, i almost died watching it. super draggy. but Sex and the City was good. but like everyone says, its more chick flick. who cares if its M18. =P

i really want to go on typing. really really want to. but if i do, i might not graduate this year. =P oh did i mention i just finish reading a japanese story? the book was for primary fours but i totally couldnt understand it. i attempted, i swear i did. read through 20 pages. and gave up cause it got more complicated. and smart me decided to find an english version since its on Gulliver's travel. and i read the english version. so now i can do my book review. =D

There was this book that Sarah Jessica Parker was reading in Sex and the City, its on love letters. and i liked the quote from Beethoven:

Ever thine,
Ever mine,
Ever ours.

LOVE & TRUTH

2008-05-24T14:40:00.004+08:00

hisashiburi,

i confess that im too lazy to blog. hahas. june hols have started and i have mock tests next week. apparently, having prelim papers are not enough, so we need mocks. and next week is officially mock week. "Don't make a mockery of yourself next week!" - Mr. Lau

well. i feel utterly relaxed. slightly guilty but no stress yet. i have the whole sec 3 and 4 syllabus of geog to prepare by next tuesday and i have officially completed 1 chapter only, my favourite. (: Plate Tectonics. hahas.

let's move on~ for those that don't know yet. everything in my house is breaking down. first my laptop's LCD died. why the hell it did i don't know either. i treat it so excellently well. =D then my computer had to be infected with virus for the i-don't-know-what time already. then my living room tv crashed too. the screen just gave up living. everything has died. Ms Goh asked if we really think the end of the world is arriving, i totally think so. =D or at least the end of my house. thankfully, my dad thinks we should get new car. so at least we might be replacing something before it breaks down. =D

Secondly, what is wrong with this world? what on earth is the myanmar government doing?when i asked my mum if we should donate some tin food since the school is collecting, she said theres no point. why? because the people in myanmar would never get it! gosh. i can't believe SG gave them so much good rice and the people are still getting rotten rice. thankfully i saw today's papers and it says that they have finally allowed aid workers into affected areas. my god.

and then theres Pedra Branca, i am utterly amazed at how 2 countries can fight for so many years for an island thats hardly the size of a soccer field! i eman yea, the island is impt, theres a lighthouse thats crucial for the South China Sea, so does that mean we are fighting to prevent ships from crashing into one another? anyway, SG won it and we gave M'sia what? HAHAS. Middle Rocks- i really wonder what they can do with it. the toilet in hotel suites are even larger than those rocks. sorry if i sound too critical. =D i'm just puzzled.

anyway, recently i love checking out the Oricon charts. So glad to see NEWS' new single - Summer Time hitting #1 again. every of their albums and singles have hit #1, hope it'll keep that way. but honestly, the largest wow i got this morning, was from KAT-TUN'S new PV. i have been bored of their songs and PVs lately, their previous single was not enough for me. LIPS was so...so... well. and then BAM, today i saw DON'T U EVER STOP. i was like WOW, that is new. and that is GREATTT! shit, they improved so much. their dance looks so much better too. although, the PV was quite meaningless, no storyline behind it, i loved it. =D i immediately smsed Kellie, she should stop saying Dong Bang (DBSK) is so freaking good that their unbeatable. i see KAT-TUN potentially reaching DBSK's level. fine, YUNHO can dance, so? ahhas. =D dont get me wrong, I am a DBSK fan.

KAT-TUN - DON'T U EVER STOP

Pardon me for using Veoh, Youtube gets on my nerves. =D This is my new favourite PV of the month. =D

Time waits for no man, til the next time i don't feel too lazy to blog i guess. =D

String my heart onto your line of tragedies.

The GazettE

2008-04-13T14:34:00.004+08:00

konnichiwa!

Cheryl desu. =D i know it's been a long time.

lets start briefly from a little way back. i actually had alot to blog about, wanted to blog so many times but im seriously lacking the time. the time i spend online, i would rather watch dramas etc. plus i have quite some work to handle at my blogshop, i seem to be continuously processing orders despite the fact that i wanted to go on a hiatus. sighh. online shopping is addictive. =D

anyway, 28th march, my brother's band took part in the semifinals of Stardust 2008 organized by NUS. my whole family went to support him. the rest of the supporters were just the girlfriends on the guys in the band. anyway, since they got into the FINALS (yahoo! =D), there should be much more supporters then. Anyway, finals is 16th May the The Arena, feel free to come down, but you will need tics. Its the finals for soloist and bands, so u won't have to listen to continuous alternative rock. =D

lately, i have started to like the GazettE better. nopes, not much of an influence from Willa. (a crazy GazettE fangirl)

They are quite obviously from Visual Kei, check up Wiki if you wanna know what VK is. =D but their not so loud songs are really quite good in my opinion. obviously, i still cannot like the ones where they scream throughout the whole song. hahas. my fav guy is Reita, the one with the white band on his face. =D his hair is so awesome. kyaaaaa! Reita!!!!! (i'm turning fangirly any moment, beware!)

Anyway, this is one of my favourite from them, their latest. The whole PV is very symbolic. If you can't understand it, then at least know that the girl is a stillborn. and no the white liquid is not paint, it's sperm. hahas. Enjoy!

the GazettE - 紅蓮 ( Guren )

okay, back to my life. next week i have 4 tests. Geog, amath, SPA Chem and hcl. i am d.r.e.a.d.i.n.g all of them. last week was quite bad. with two major tests and JY giving me a heart attack. 2 periods before our Eng oral prelims, JY started having breathing difficulties and was sent to TTS hospital. when daph told me the news i was like omg, is this a joke. hahas. she thought it was a joke too when jas told her. after oral we were deciding if we should go see her, but jas had to take her o lvl cl oral so she kinda ended late and JY was going to be discharged alr. until now she still has difficulty breathing properly. omg, JY what am i going to do with you? the doctor (which i presume is not clear either) said it was due to stress, gastric and hyperventilation. how can it be that it still affects her until now and shes not getting any better?!!!! omg. i am quie angry with SG doctors, whenever they dont know what to diagnose you with they tell you you are stressed. -.- tell me which average singaporean is not stressed?! zomg.

anyway, just hope JY gets better. how is she gonna take O lvls like that?! ): i am so worried. and i am very upset.

anyway, next week is SCGS's open house/carnival. i have hardly sold any of the 10 sets of coupons i am suppose to sell. will someone help me out here? buy coupons from me, bring all your friends to SC, for what reason i dont know. but HELP ME!.

oh yes before i forget, just this wednesday it was YamaPi's birthday. i must wish him a very happy birthday. =D (excuse me while i talk to myself.) yamapi-kun, tanjyoubi omedetou! mou nijyuusan sai ne!

sighh. i still have tonnes of work to do. cause i slacked yesterday and friday. i finally finish watching 鬥牛 · 要不要 and the ending wasn't very good. ): but hebe is still pretty and mike he is still hot. =D (not forgeting my li wei)

jya ne!

Koizora

2008-03-22T23:07:00.008+08:00

konbanwa!

♥Firstly, wishing everyone a HAPPY EASTER SUNDAY! =D
and then, wishing Damien a very very Happy 17th Birthday!

Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to Damien!!!
Happy birthday to you! =D

Honestly, we know each other not for long but you're an awesome friend. =D Hopefully, we'll have that forgotten outing of ours soon. hahas. The march hols one!

♥Friday was spent studying, sat was spent on jap tuition and outing with the girls. tmr i will be going for easter service at JW. kezia invited. hahas.

♥Okay now's the part, WARNING! 1)I'm gonna start ranting about movies. hahhas. 2)Alot of spoilers if you haven't watched the movies.

♥KOIZORA IS LOVE!

Yes, i know theres alot of negative feedback about this show, but honestly i think those people have no idea what they are talking about. i wanted to challenge their ideas so i watched it. hahas. its very dramatic yes but is so awesome and touching. surprisingly i didnt cry too much, i think i spent most of the time drooling at Miura Haruma (The white-hair guy). He is so very hot that he immediately took 2nd place on my list of favourite japanese artists. Not that i like him only for his looks, but he is really talented, he's only 18 this year! he started performing at the age of 5 and he's a really humble and shy guy in real life. that makes him so cute!

Overall, all the actors acted their roles very well, the story wasn't too unrealistic either. There was a mixture of humour (there are really very funny parts, the people in the cinema kept laughing because the couple is really very cute tgt.) and not too lovey-dovey, the couple is very matured for the ages they were acting actually which is arnd 16-18. Mysteriaa gives it 4 out of 5 stars. =D My sister said it was very awesome and on par with L, Change the World. but i gave L, CTW 5 stars. =D i might be a biased fan actually. muahhas.

Anyway, if you have the time you should really watch Koizora. You would realise its only showing at Cathay cinemas and almost all the session are fully packed. i had to book my tickets online at 5pm although it was an 845pm movie, because at 5pm there was only about 30% left of seats. Oh yes, and you should get the soundtrack of this movie, awesome. =D Aragaki Yui and Mr. Children.

♥Today i caught Step Up 2. like finally. omg. like what everyone said, it was slightly overated. but the choreography is really very very good. anyone who loves dance especially free style or bboy would enjoy the movie i guess. It has quite a few bits of humour too. =D but up to date, i feel that the best dance movie i have watched is Honey. i have yet to watch Stomp the Yard so i dont know about that. but Take the Lead is a good show too. =D Anyway, 3.5 stars out of 5 for Step Up 2.

♥Umms, im done ranting. hahas. anyway today after the movie i came home to an empty quiet house as usual since my bro is at NS now and my family is in Msia. then i decided to go against my study instincts. and i started watching dramas again. XD i cannot resist zaizai. hahas. anyway i realised recently that F4 reformed to JVKV last year. I think i like JVKV so much better, i was never quite a fan of F4 but i think i will be a slight fan of JVKV. their new songs are really good. (:

♥and after much procrastination, i went to the gym. hahas. dragged myself down at 930pm because 10 rounds race is coming up next week. and other than my netball trainings i have been totatally slacking off with keeping my stamina. for someone who has not entered the gym this year, i think i did quite well tonight. hopefully ten rounds race next week goes fine. =D

♥as usual, i have much catching up to do for homework. =D jya mata.

你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念褃挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

wear your heart on your sleeves.

2008-03-15T17:09:00.003+08:00

konnichiwa~

i was inspired to blog. by who you ask? random blogs i was reading. so brief update. =D

♥ You love to hate the one who loves the one you hate to love.

i can bet you read that many times before you understood it fully, maybe you still can't understand it but it makes sense, just takes you sometime. =D i googled it and loved the confusion. muahahas.

♥ Wednesday
It was supposedly homework day. Went to sch for a 3hr lit lecture. was suppose to present Chpt 25 of TKAM but we didnt get a chance too. we stopped at Chpt 24 instead. Went home and slacked abit before heading down to Jas' house. it was raining mans. i love it but hate it. if thats possible. when the girls fetched my from the bustop, there were practically having a rain fight. JY spoilt the umbrella by the way. Jas' new Esprit umbrella. hahhas. the amount of homework we actually completed was W-O-W. i finshed up one, ONE amath wrksht and a few questions from the Rev paper. omg. Jas and JY both finished one, ONE compre paper while jas happily left the summay half done. hahas. daph did not even complete her one, ONE SS SEQ qn on globalisation. hahas. she was doing halfway when she got really bored and watched the first episode of death note on my ipod instead. hahas.

& then, we started doing stupid things. i "played" with her drum set. her sis got a new drum set, total awesomeness even though she cant really play. hahahs. then we started piano-ing. i finally got all my piano scores back! jas "stole" my richard clayderman scores for almost a year. lols. and then we were deciding between ordering Sakae or Pizza for dinner and jas chose pizza. then we played Xbox. super funny. i lost terribly. i totally suck at the game. and i almost died playing it or trying to win despite continuous attacks from JY.

finally, at 930pm JY and me departed for daph's hse. a stayover. hahas. an impromptu one.

♥ Thursday
JY and I tried to sleep at about 1,2am. but daph refused to. they wanted to watch Colic (a horror movie) in the middle of the night. obviously i didnt want to. so i think we spent almost 3 hours chatting about anything and everything. and then when i was going to fall asleep having woken up at 6am that morning, daph decided we had to smell every single perfume/lotion/mask/etc she owned. hahhas. it was "torture".

we woke up at 1130am the next day. and there was no progress in homework. omg. we watched Colic first, can't say i enjoyed it. i hate horror films. especially a thai one. it was quite gruesome. then JY's bf arrived and we went to fetch him. the first time im meeting him although the other girls have met him quite a few times alr. we watched I Am Legend. the first time for me and daph while JY and her bf alr watched it. since i considered it half-horror i wasn't really interested. i multi-tasked. watched a new taiwan drama called Zhe Li Fa Xian Ai at the same time. daph caught glances of both. the starting is super funny. Vic Chou is a writer trying to write a new book, then his love story is super super humrous, its the intense kind of love and suddenly he goes "ting dian" which means short-circuit. then when he doesn't know how to continue his story a few lines later, he went "you ting dian" which means short circuit again. HAHHAS. the scene is super funny.

then JY and her bf left for PS, daph and I watched the 2nd episode and i left for home since her family was going for dinner. yet another unproductive day.

♥ Friday
Woke up at 6am. 8am i was at pasir ris mrt. 830am i was on a bus to the Jetty. 9am I was on a boat to Pulao Tekong. it's my brother's NS enlistment day. he is going in for 3 months of pre-training i think. he wont be home for 2 weeks. and i can feel his pain about losing his hair. but no one dared to mention it.

They brought us round for a tour of the island etc then we had lunch with him. they called it our "last meal" with him. i think singaporeans really speak wierdly sometimes. one of the guys went "Parents and families, please wait while your sons practise their swearing." hahhas. he meant practise the allegience pledge. people who dont understand will think their scolding each other or something. and then another went "this is the 24 hr medical centre, its where your sons come to fall sick." lols. he meant its where they come after falling sick. reached home at about 3pm. i wish him all the best in NS. =D

oh yes, and my brother's band is actually a semi-finalist in the Stardust 2008 talent competition organized by NUS so wish him all the best in it too. (:

♥ Saturday
Had jap tuition. did some revision etc. lots of homework left undone. im slowly switching to urgency mode. hhahas. shit, i think i can't finish my homework. zz. so i guess i better go catch up now, its good to know im not the only last minuter. like Nic always says: Procrastinators unite... tomorrow. i think im a liscensed procrastinator, a professional one too. =D

♥ Start a new fashion: Wear your heart on your sleeves. (:

Is It You?

2008-03-11T17:31:00.002+08:00

This is an awesome song, love it so much. it's also one of the soundtracks for Step Up 2, i CAN'T wait to watch it, omg. i just love dance movies. i was just watching Take The Lead again last week. awesome-ness. =D Anyway, the lyrics for this song is quite meaningful. i see people everywhere commenting on the lyrics saying its exactly how they're feeling. (:

Cassie - Is It You

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

[Chorus]
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's heart is right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

[Chorus]

Take for grant
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share

[Chorus]

hope you like it. (: i have been song crazy recently. movie-crazy too. drama-crazy and MV-crazy. so anyway now its the hols but it doesnt really feel like the hols cos the homework is just amazing. i think the teachers think we're on a one month holiday instead when they gave homework. or they simply forgot we take 8 subjects and in my case, 9 subjects. hahahs.

its tuesday and i hardly touched my homework. so typical. like nic's fav phrase: "Procrastinators unite... Tomorrow." hahas, if you actually understand that. so today i slept in and then was in a bad mood due to some other issues. somehow i came to this conclusion that i hate people or humans in general. i wonder if that's true. sigh.

then i watched Pride & Prejudice. it was awesome. i sort of expected it to be boring. since my cousin takes it for A level lit, i thought it was just another Romeo & Juliet and i was wrong. it was really really good actually. maybe because i like Keira Knightley alot, shes so so gorgeous. but i kinda feel i don't mind taking it for A level lit, better than Romeo & Juliet at least. hahhas.

and then i ended up downloading more jap tv shows. they are so entertaining. anyway if anyone wants to watch, i download most of them from this site: http://newshfan.livejournal.com/ she provides subbed clips of jap variety shows where the guests are usually Johnny's Entertainment stars. so its full of NEWS & KAT-TUN etc. =D i must be being an irritating fan again. sorry to the non-fans reading yea, no offence.

anyway, i'm really hoping to get more work done. starting from like, now. =D

Hisashiburi!

2008-03-05T20:58:00.007+08:00

Hisashiburi!
("Long time no see")

hoho, I don't have much to talk about since life is pretty much the same. =D So i shall share a song instead. Have been listening to this song for 2 months and I'm not sick of it. Love it infact. =D Lyrics are in Jap, so if you did not enable jap script on your com, you can't see anything i think. and Ignore the video cos it's not insync with the song, is not the real MV but someone just took clips of them and yea, put it tgt. a fanvid they call it.

NewS - 愛なんて
(Ai Nante - Such A Thing As Love)

どれだけ　歩いてきたんだろう?
振り向いたら涙の跡
Just how far have I walked
If I look back behind me, I'll find a trail of tears

傷つけ　傷つき　辿り着いた場所
今ここに君がいる
I got hurt, and lashed out in turn
And now I've finally reached this place where you are

愛なんて　君だけさ　いつでも求めすぎて
愛なんて　君なしじゃ　意味ないよ　生きられない
Such a thing as love
It's only you
Who always demands for too much
Such a thing as love
If I don't have you then there's no meaning to life
Then I wont be able to live

本当に　心で愛せているの？
今でも不安だよ
Do you truly love me with your heart?
Even now, I feel insecure yeah...

一人きり　夢の中　辿り着いた場所
震えてる君がいるよ
On my own, I reached that place within my dreams
And when I got there, you were there, shivering

泣かないで　離さないよ　全てを投げ捨てても
未来なんて　君なしじゃ　見えないよ　いらないよ
Don't cry
I wont ever let you go
Even it it means that I'll throw everything away
Even something like the future
I cant see it at all if you're not here
I don't want that at all

朝の陽だしに　君の寝顔と　照れた笑顔で　嬉しくなれるから
そんな日々を感じたいよ　永遠に
The morning rays of sunlight
Shone upon your sleeping face and I smiled, embarassed
Because we were happy then
I wish that the love I felt during those days
Would continue forever

愛なんて　君だけさ　いつでも求めすぎて
愛なんて　君なしじゃ　意味ないよ　生きられない
Such a thing as love
It's only you
Who always demands for too much
Such a thing as love
If I don't have you then there's no meaning to life
Then I wont be able to live

愛しても　愛しきれない
未来なんて　君なしじゃ　見えないよ　いらないよ
No matter how much I love you, it seems like it's never enough
Even something like the future
I cant see it at all if you're not here
I don't want that at all

If you like it you can ask me for the MP3, NewS has a new SINGLE OUT! hooray. It makes me happy. I miss their songs. So sorry if i'm ranting, had Jap class today so I'm in a super jap-py mood. =D

shall talk abit about today. school was normal, but i can't forget what Miss Lau taught us. 1)Don't follow your dreams (Theres a very funny story behind this one, too long to type i'm afraid) 2)Don't be a teacher (Totally agree, even though i wanted to be one and i might be one =D) 3)Marry a guy smarter than you (well, i realised alot of people think so too, although im neutral. hahhaas)

oh yea, kellie and I has a great MRT ride to 3rd lang class tgt. One the way to meet me she got so excited just because she saw Shawn (however it's spelt) from I Not Stupid at the MRT. she went ranting about his height etc etc. and i was being a wet blanket telling her that singapore is so small, you see actors so commonly. It's not like we're in the states and we just saw Orlando Bloom (omg, i would die for a picture with him) =D he will always be my Legolas from LOTR. (: looooove orlando bloom. hahas.

oh yes, we were discussing PDA too. nopes, not that little electronic device everyone has. Public Display of Affection. hahahs. she was so irrotated by the couples acting intimately on the train. i agree i am sometimes, but not too sensitive since its getting kinda common nowadays.

and kellie taught me more korean today! hahas, that korean freak. she should just drop french and take korean instead. she's so good just by watching dramas. today, i learnt how to say 1)Shut Up, 2)I don't like/agree, 3)I hate you and 4)We're friends. hahhas. its sounds kinda stupid. and yes we learnt the stupid things first, like how i teach her shutup, go and die, don't be an idiot in jap. so basically she scolds me in korean and i scold back in jap, and that is our practice. HAHHAS. =D

i realised how much i love languages. (excluding chinese i'm afraid) I would love to master Japanese, Korean and French and Italian and Spanish and oh well i guess thats too unrealistic.

enough ranting, i have a test to study for tmr. let's see how long later i will update this time. =D don't worry, i still love my blog. oh yes, and i know i haven't change my skin. i'm too lazy too. =D

well, till the next time then.
jya ne!

Anticipation.

2008-01-24T23:17:00.000+08:00

Yo!

homework undone! and i'm very very tired. ): kinda, was falling asleep during tuition. XD yea so anyway, today was quite difficult to pass. every body was freaked for their results. seniors came like early in the morning to crash our morning assembly one last time before they collect their results. hahas. so anyway, i was rather calm actually but quite excited. it seemed like a really long day. then at 11am they announced over PA system the school stats this year.

and wow, the top scorers this year was from my sch and MGS. at first, you think is rather impressive. its a first time for SCGS. but then when you think, RI, RGS, NYG, ACS and Duman etc are all now fully IP/IB programme schs, you realise why SCGS and MGS stood a chance anyway. hhas. but i wont deny the girl from my sch did well. its amazing how she got straight distinctions for 11 subjects. im taking 9 subs. meaning she takes 3-ple science, a third lang like me and an elective programme, probably Music Elective or something. and she got As for all of them.

okay anyway, back to me. honestly i think alot of people were really very unfeeling to the others. firstly, those who obviously did very well had to squeal so loudly while the rest were waiting for their turn. by the time more than half the cohort collected their results, there was quite alot crying, depressed over their results. but some of the rest just had to jump around and look superrrr happy, squealing at the top of their voices, making them feel worst. i was honestly quite irritated. so was Cherie. yea, its good they were happy, but it was kind of over-doing it. we aren't even the graduated sec 4s. -.- it was just one subject.

okay yes i know i havent said what i got. im actually very happy with my result. considering that my HCL is always along the C5-C6 line. so anyway, like most people, i didnt know where to look for the grade. HAHAS. someone even asked "lao shi, kan na li arh?" lols. so the first thing i saw was 'A' and my heart leaped. it was a relief. because if i've had receive a B3 or lower, i would have honestly cried terribly. because i felt that the CL paper was rather easy. anyway, then i saw the numeric grade, 'ONE'. =D thank God man. to me its really very motivating for the rest of my year.

so hopefully i can really focus for yearend. 13/14th October is the start of this year's O lvls. so til then, everybody please remind me to study. =D hahas. i don't mean to be a nerd, i just want to work the hardest i can for this one chance i get in life. (: because i really want a scholarship to Japan or US which my father hopes for me to.

okay im talking too much for a thursday night. i'd better go do my geog homework now before i get thrown out of class. (:

oyasumi!

L Change the World

2008-01-23T16:28:00.000+08:00

konnichiwa!

quick update. firstly, sch was tiring today, even though 2 teachers didnt come to school and relief tchers came in. and he reason why i can be blogging at this time on a weds afternoon is cos i didn't got for jap class. mainly because tmr is SS test and im screwed studying for it. im like on page 6 out of 28. and is mainly memorisation work since its SEQ tmr.

anyway, i'm working on my new blog layout, inspired by jas. her doodles in her notebook are very inspiring. that girl makes me so jealous with her designs man. and nicola makes me so jealous with her fashion designs. im still working on a variety of model postures, if only i had more free time to design. ):

tmr is results day! oh no! i am so excited but so scared at the same time. i'm receiving it at about 11am while the graduated sec 4s are receiving it at 2pm. arghhh, nervous!

okay, anyway was look at upcoming movies. wanted to watch 27 dresses but jas and jy is against chick flick movies these days. so i think im gonna watch that online. jy is like watching all the movies i wouldn't want to watch. mostly horror shows and others like cloverfield (sorry its so not my type of movie) and whatever alien-related movie etc.

movies im looking forward to? L Change the World. seems pretty thrilling, sorry if you think its stupid but i'm a death note fan here. =D i think its a great storyline. a pity Light is dead so he won't be in the movie. short synopsis: its about L's last 23 days before he dies. Misa (Toda Erika - love her! =D) is in it too. it's before Watari (L's "secretary") death too. and of course theres a new Kira, some girl apparently unknown to me. Shinigami Ryuk is also in it too! looking forward to it. =D it opens on 9th Feb in Japan and end of Feb in SG, if i can't wait i will prob watch the jap version and try to decipher words. HAHAS.

L Change the WorLd Trailer

Another movie is Twilight. if you're a stephenie meyer novel fan you will be elated to know that the role of Edward is finally casted. Bella Swan was casted in December, playing her role is Kristen Stewart. and Edward will be played by Robert Pattinson (Cedric Diggory in the Harry Potter film Goblet of Fire). i think Kristen is a great choice for Bella but im not so sure about Cedric. i see Twilight fans everywhere unhappy about this casting, i think Tom Sturridge would have been better. anyway, it comes out 11 Dec or something this yearend, i just can't wait. (:

dramas im looking forward too? TW drama 翻滾吧！蛋炒飯 starring Jiro Wang, Danson Tang and Genie Chuo. i hope to watch ISWAK II if i have the time, it came out last year end. oh yes, and i have to finish jdorama Yukan Club. =D Jin is waiting for meeee!

yea i know its a crucial year for me so don't ask me why i have so many drama/movie plans.
i think i have said enough, sorry for ranting. =D i better go study Iraq and Kuwait!

Jya ne!

Taylor Swift - Teardrops On My Guitar

2008-01-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

Taylor Swift - Teardrops On My Guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I need him everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

[Chorus]

He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

& that was the first gift you gave me,
you have no idea what it means to me.

4 PRUDENCE!

2008-01-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

konbanwa!

quick update. =D shoots, it's late.

anyway, today's first day of school again, im officially sec 4.
the teachers happily announced that our prelims begin on the 1st of August and were overly emphasizing on how we shouldn't take the prelims lightly just because we're the first batch without JAE. in fact, i think thats a bad thing. i really wanna know what JC is like before i actually go for it. cos if it sucks, which i think it does (GP and econs freak me out alr), i would really wanna just go overseas. (JAPAN! XD)

anyway, it was a slack day. only 1 lesson, elec lit lecture. most of the time i wasn't in class but out peerleading. cheryl is a senior peerleader! =D so mainly, i guide the sec3 peerleaders in orietating the sec1s. had fun playing games etc today. my class was responsive, luckily. HAHAS.

I really like the back of the SPL tee. (: i decipher it as love comes from the heart. =D

anyway, i checked up my jap class posting. Mon and Weds (again) 430pm at the Bishan Lang centre. but i think if the ghim moh centre has jap for sec 4 i would do an inter-centre transfer. the distance is a big diff.

oh yes, Joan is so awesome. somehow, she knew i was DYING to read Duet Jan issue with NEWS on the front cover and 3/4 of the insides all my fav Johnny's Entertainment singers. theres like ALOT in this issue. NEWS, KAT-TUN, TACKEY & TSUBASA, ARASHI, V6, HEY! SAY JUMP, J.JRS, KANJANI8, KINKI KIDS and omg so much more.

This is the front cover, someone scanned it up. (: anyway, she came back from Japan with it and lend it to me for reading! omg, i love her! =D and though i did ask my tutor to buy for me while shes in japan, she said it might be out of stock alr. ): hopefully i get a copy to keep myself. i really want 1 kinda badly. =D because RYO'S face is so gorgeous in it!

Just a random shot, it's an extra booklet within, BEST of DUET 2007 with all JE! almost. =D i'm sorry for being a jap freak. =D

anyway, it's kinda late. tmr is yet again peerleading. hope all goes well. =D oh yea, let me rant abit more. my brother's band (A BITTER AFFECTION aka ABA) had their first MV done up. so, decided to put it up. it's kinda good for a start i guess. his previous band (Offkey'd) disbanded so this is the new one. most of the footage is from their live gigs.

Burn by A Bitter Affection

i don't have the lyrics but you can just listen. (: and now its 12:46 am. tmr i end sch at 4pm again because of peer-leading so i guess its bedtime. if i can fall asleep, yesterday i couldn't sleep til 330am. totally not used to it. hehhs.

random shot. =D
mina, ki wo tsukete kudasai!

oyasumi!

Nicole Scherzinger - Baby Love

2007-12-30T23:10:00.000+08:00

Konbanwa!

Quick update. (: Yesterday i was super late for usher, reached church at 520pm, in the end i didn't usher. Cassandra was kinda crossed, even though shes not even my IC. hahas, whatever. At least Cindy knew, and Jessica was very nice about helping me do least minute arrangements, thanks girl!

After service had a great fellowship. if was W461 combine with W341 (3 members came for service only) HAHAS. it was Mag, Kez and Francis. So we ate at bedok. Alot of laughing and joking. Francis was very straightforward. He said "I think you seriously look like a Primary 5". hahahs. i had no comments. XD then we ate this watermelon desert. super nice. Mag, Kez, Me and Cherie shared half of this hollow watermelon filled with ice shavings, fruits and nata de coco. then we poured the china apple juice into it. it was very refreshing. hahas. The journey home was equally amusing, just watching the guys "debate" and Russell losing everything. LOLS.

Today, i finally used up 4 out of 14 free movie tickets. It's from the creditcard deals thingy. for every $50 u spend u get 1 free ticket or something. So my dad just keeps accumulating them. hahas. Went with my sis and cousins to watch Alvin & the Chipmunks at Marina GV. Very worth it in my opinion, its very entertaining. i was quite surprised when i saw that the voice of Theodore is by JESSE MCCARTNEY! cos i kinda like him alot since young, one of my fav idols. anyway, the chipmunks are really super cute. hahas. and of course, theodore was my fav. fat, ignorant and cute. =D

after the movie we walked to Suntec to meet my uncle. we decided to kill time by going to Safra Mount Faber and see if another family we know was bowling there. but they kinda left so we just walked around to the pool room etc. then headed home until dinner. a pity i didn't get to watch Mr. and Mrs. Smith which i was waiting all week for. hahas.

Anyway, one of my fav songs for the month, not a new song though:

Baby Love by Nicole Scherzinger

I remember like it was yesterday
First kiss and I knew you changed the game
You had me, exactly, where you wanted
And i'm on it, and I aint ever gonna let you get away
Holding hands never made me feel this way
So special, boy its your..
Your smile, we so in Love (lalalalaaa)
Yeeeah we so in Love (Lalalalalaaa)
And I just can't get enough of your
Lalala Lovee
Yeeah we so in love LOVE
I want you to know...

[Chorus]
You are my baby love my baby love
You make the sun come up
Ohh boy (ohh boy)
You're my every everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love my baby love
You make the sun come up
Ohh boy (ohh boy)
You're my every every every everything

In a minute now we're still holding it down
Butterflies everytime he come around
You make me, so crazy, its crazy, ohh baby
I don't ever wanna be with no one else
You're the only one that ever made me mad
You're special, boy it's your, your style
We so in Love (lalalalalaaa)
Yeeeah we so in love Lalalalalalaa
And I just can't get enough
Of your lalala Love
Yeah thats all i'm thinking of
LOVE, I want you to know

[Chorus]

You always and forever you my sunshine
On my mind constant
Think about you all the time (you're my everything)

You ma new school (love)
You ma old school (love)
And it's so true you're the one i'm thinking of

[Chorus]

You are my baby love my baby love
You make the sun come up
You make the sun come up on a cloudy day,
You're my number one, you're my special thing
Ohh boy (ohh boy)
You're my every every every everything

Everything everything ohh
Everything everything ohh

You are my baby baby baby babe love
Jya ne!
Just one more moment before we say goodbye.

Masquerade ball!

2007-12-29T01:23:00.000+08:00

mata konbanwa!

i shall start from masquerade ball! we had thanksgiving on weds. it was quite fun. but last year's dinner & dance was more interesting when it was a whole zone thing. thsi year the split it into secondary and tertiary. so only the secondary students were at the masquerade. (:

lights! camera, camwhore! =D

Ignore the ugly background, my house is a mess. hahas.

That's what i wore, a black tube dress with my gold MNG cardi. (:

Daph's and my mask. Mines from Venezia, Italy. HAHHAAS. (: and it's handmade, i really like the design alot. the gold swirls are gorgeous. (:

And so, during the masquerade...

From the top left, Serena, Mag behind Geraldine, Cheryl, Kezia, Daphne, Russell, and bottom, Wesley and Marcus!

My cellgroup, W461. It's kinda suppose to be larger but only about half the CG came. (:

Nearing the end of the event...

Yet another group photo, a more complete one. (:

Magdalene (and her gorgeous Zara dress) with Russell who insisted that jeans is cool for a formal event. LOLS.

Outside the location(Riverwalk) by the Singapore River...

Cheryl & Daph (: kinda dark.

In the underpass, 6 lovely ladies in black!

On the way home...

Camwhore again, girls just love reflective surfaces!

Mag, Arabelle, Russell

And for gift exchange...

Emily gave me this super adorable penguin from Precious Thoughts! He even has a scarf! My sis and I named him Mellow. Say hi to Mellow!

And so today, we had family dinner, celebrating my Grandpa's, Grandma's and Uncle's birthday together! Went to my dad's country club restaurant.

Cheryl & Ian! (: i seldom take pictures with my brother.

He's acting idiotic in this one. LOLS.

My aunt and uncle, and 2 cousins, Anita & Alyssa! (:

Sesame rice balls! Don't they look too cute to be eaten?

Lastly, a nice family picture!

Phew, i'm tired. hahhas. not much plans before school reopens. really, i have to rush my homework. if anyone wants to help me, i would really appreciate it. hahas, you can help me research. =D

and so, til the next time i find something interesting to blog about. (: everybody, rest more and brace yourselves for school! Clean off those nail polish, cut those nails, and quickly grab all the black hair dye before stocks run out. LOLS.

Jya ne!

Post-Christmas

2007-12-28T02:52:00.000+08:00

konbanwa! =D

i kinda drank a mocha frappacino from starbucks just now. so still abit awake. and i thought if i did a mass update tmr it might be too scary and wordy. so heres an update from my malacca trip till now. (: sorry for being late, quite alot of homework to rush. Miss Last-Minute is my name! hahs. you might have to click to enlarge the pictures, but don't worry i resized them smaller from my digi cam. =D faster loading, but big enough for veiwing pleasure!

Basically, 4 families went tgt. we stayed at this hotel called Makota. i always stay there while im in malacca, because one of the families is related to this man called Uncle Diamond who owns a unit there. (:

The view from the balcony, the left shows a relcaimed island further offshore. there was actually a project for a small resort, but its typical Malaysia to have abandoned projects when they run out of money. so its kinda a deserted place now. quite sad cos it's a pretty island. the right is just another view. the shoreline is actually a mangrove swamp. its a pretty view in the morning basically, air is quite fresh. (:

This is just some random artificial waterfall that i thought was kinda pretty, so my sis snapped a shot while we were in the car. (:

anyway, we spent most of the time shopping, so there was some christmas decor at the shopping centre. (:

A pretty candy house. (: this is kind of the only pic my sis doesnt look grumpy in. =D she kinda dislikes shopping. hehhs.

More decor. the cupcake is kinda cute. =D

Oh yea, and before i forget, here's wishing all a Belated Merry Christmas! (: Thanks to all who sent me messages, msned me or gave me a gift! (:

oh yea, and one of the highlights of malacca is really the night market. its very very crowded. but its really worth a trip. you get to see alot and buy alot of nice things. (: its like only on weekend nights. this whole road is closed. and people set up stores. its just like closing orchard road and lining it with street stalls. (:

Then we walked past this pineapple tarts shop. and there was this huge pineapple tart! don't worry, the tart is not from 2004. LOLS. they rebaked it this year in sept i think. the sign says so. i look kind of crappy in there cos its the end of the day and i was kinda tired. =D

anyway. shopping wasn't that productive. i didn't feel so spendrift. so the most expensive thing i bought was this MNG cardi. its pretty and gold. i wore it for the masquerade ball which i would blog about tmr after i get all the photos. hehhs.

this is a random shot of the series of books i have been reading. (: SWEEP by Cate Tiernan! from the titles you can tell is some magical story. its kinda witchcraft. but very interesting. =D and its not like Harry Potter, and im not a HP fan. i think this series is better than HP. (:

anyway, i cant rmbr much about what happened after i came back to SG. i know i went to nic's house to bake Xmas brownies. which was quite a success except for the first batch which was slightly burnt but still yummy. the 2nd batch was a nic & cheryl creation, we called them dalmation brownies. cos we tried to make 2 layers, one of white chocolate and one of dark chocolate. the layers werent so distinct but it was the yummiest batch according to feedback collected. HAHAS. and 3rd batch was simply normal choc brownies without nuts.

oh yea, and theres Xmas service which i ushered for last sat. the drama was nice as usual. but my fav is still the lighting of candles after the drama. its so pretty to see a whole hall of people with lighted candles. and the part about passing the flame is so heart-warming in a way. (: oh yea, and i killed my feet with the new 3-4inch heels ): had some saddening blisters but dori was sweet enough to get me some plasters. (: thanks dori!

yeaps, and there was the part about falling sick. one of my worst since i havent been sick for a long time. my bro spread it to my sis who spreaded it to me. i had a flu/cold with sore throat, kinda bad cough and slight fever of Xmas day. hahas. and so i overslept and didnt go for svc. and it was kinda lucky that JY overslept too. since i was suppose to meet her at 11am and i woke up at 12. (:

anyway, i had a stay at home christmas with my family. hahhas. and im dying for a drive thru orchard road to see the xmas lights this year. guess its gonna be one of these days, i pestered my dad. (: and he complained about the jam. but i told him if theres no jam you would drive so fast i can't see anything! =D ahhas.

okay, it's almost 4am. bedtime! i promise i will update tmr. (: since i celebrating 3 birthdays tmr over dinner, there might be more photos. (:

oyasumi!

jya ne!

2007-12-15T02:05:00.001+08:00

& you're on my heart, just like a tattoo

2007-12-10T15:40:00.000+08:00

konnichiwa! (:

a pity there won't be pictures on this post. because i'm using my computer instead of my laptop now. and i just reformatted my computer. so all my files still in the external hard drive. =D

i have been refusing to go out as usual, not like the weather is favourable anyway. it rains everyday. how i wish it snows everyday instead. (: poor me has never seen real snow. just last week, some kid staying above me a few floors up was playing with styrofoam bits. he was throwing em out his window while it was raining so it really looked like snow. obviously its bad cos he was littering but it was a beautiful effect. =D since i have a huge glass window that covers the whole wall.

anyway, last week. daryl finally gave me and daph the treat he owed us. =D we went to clarke quay. i took a ride from daph's friend, gabriel again. my mum was quite worried actually. she didnt want me to take a ride from a 19 year old guy that i hardly new. esp since he just came back from US, my mum insisted he wasn't clear with the roads. but in the end she gave in, since daph insisted that she was going to redhill and giving me a ride would be fine. =D

while waiting for daryl we walked through the bars and restaurants area, and i saw my bro! he's working at this scottish bar called highlander. and we saw someone having a photoshoot and for a moment i thought the model was celeste chen. looked kinda similar but if u go closer its not. anyway, daph was starting to have a fever cos she was already down with a bad throat. and so it was freezing cold and she insisted she didnt want to walk anymore. but we went to "fetch" daryl from the MRT anyway. hahas.

we couldnt decide where to eat, since daph was feeling quite sick already. hahas. wanted to eat atWaraku, this japanese restaurant i ate at the last time. but the queue was marvelously long. 5 tables waiting. so in the end we went to this place called Fishermen's Waft. i ate a Cream Dory Fillet! it was really quite good. so we just chatted, caught up with each other and talked about primary school times. uber fun. hahas. then daryl spotted this "mushy peas" in the menu which they said was a secret recipe so we decided to try it. hahas. and in the end, it was really just peas all mushed up. so we were making each other eat it. wanted to play some game and the loser eats but in the end we left it alone, since daryl gave a disguested face after trying one spoon. hahhas!

then we started a photo war! daryl wanted to help jason take some photos of me. so maybe he could bribe jason with it. but whatever, i always win. =D so i deleted everything he took. after dinner the 3 of us walked clarke quay. we saw denise keller! then we went to hooters to "laugh" at the ugly uniform. but it is kinda bad fashion sense in my opinion. lols. then we walked daph to this ramen restaurant to meet gabriel who would sent her home. i declined the ride home and daryl sent me to outram park because i didnt want him to sent me all the way back home. lols. anyway, tanoshikata desu!

anyway, saturday i went shopping with my family. bought 2 new pair of heels! i loveeee them. (: really quite happy. hahas. but i need a newer wardrobe honestly. and thanksgiving party is coming up. last year we had DND, this year it's Masquerade. omg, that is difficult. but im going shopping with daph anyway, soon. i need to buy Xmas presents. and im really clueless on what to buy.

and guess what. horror of all horrors. i just realised today that the series of books i borrowed from NLB were due 5 dec. i borrowed 13 books. 1 was borrowed by dorigo. 13 books - 5 days overdue. im screwed. hahas. buts its not like i pay my fines anyway. poor NLB, everybody doesnt want to pay their fines. but i have to return them today. oh man, sorry dori, i think the one u borrowed for me is 1 or 2 days overdue too.

anyway, my gastric has ben acting up. its been five days. it comes and goes as it pleases. i wake up everyday to abdominal pain. and right now im experiencing it again. it normally lasts for a few minutes. this is what happens when u have a weak stomach and you don't eat well. it's not my fault that im fussy about food. XD

okay, i have lots to do before school reopens. sch reopens = o levels terror. i have so many tests in january itself. im dead. the homework is piling. and im leaving for my short holiday this saturday. things i need to do:

YPack my entire room, keep all my lower sec stuff!
YFinish all the holiday homework, which is a freaking long list - this will take alot of time!
YFind someone (not a teacher) to tutor me chem! My chem is really down the drain, i really need help for this!
YRevise everything esp Math! because or else i can't do my homework!
YSettle all the ongoing sprees on my blogshop before i leave SG!
YPray that i don't end up in hospital before i finish everything above!

okay, anyway. i think i should watch less anime and dramas and start working on the above. The current dramas/animes i'm watching that i must finish:

YSore wa totsuzen, arashi no you ni (It was sudden, like a storm) - 1 more episode to go!
Y100% Senorita - im only at 17/40 episodes, i think im not gonna finish this!
YGong Zhu Xiao Mei (Romantic Princess) - 10/13 episodes, getting draggy, i think i'll stop too.
YDeath Note Anime - 7/37 only but im gonna finish this, it's good.
YD.Gray Man - i've watched bits and pieces, i dont even know if i should watch it properly!
YLiar Game - i want to watch this! hope i have the time!
YCorner with Love - i'm still deciding if i should watch this, Barbie Hsu and Luo Zhi Xiang, lols!

okay, anyway, i think this post is getting tooooo long. i need to go start packing my room. (: til the next time then!

jya, mata ne!

muirn beatha dan

2007-12-03T17:07:00.000+08:00

mina, tadaima! (:
hisashiburi!

ima, yasumi deshyou?
watashi ni totte kono yasumi wa tsumarainai desu ne!

there's actually nothing much to talk about. except for the fact that i have not started on all my homework. and with the 20 dec deadline drawing near, i feel like dead meat. but i can rant. (:

oh yes, im excited for my contact lenses. i'm going to collect them tmr. went to do them yesterday. my degree on my left eye increased by 25. so now its L-275 R-250. i wanted to get acuvue lenses at first but because of my astig, it would be super ex. so i took bausch & lomb instead. my counsin put on hers yesterday and she said everything seems to be floating. lols.

hms, so what have i been doing for the hols? i only worked one day. XD got my $8/hr pay. woohoo. (: and the rest of the time, i've been reading a series called SWEEP. 14 books plus a final novel. so i went all the way to toa payoh and lugged 13 books back. ahhas. and dori helped me to get one of the books. im on book 12 now. i need book 14! and its only avail at sembawang or toa payoh. need to go ALL THE WAY back again. ):

oh yes, and i'm still a drama freak as usual. i think this holiadays i watched so so so many dramas. taiwanese, japanese and korean. and movies too. lols. i just finished this jap movie called NANA. it was originally a manga series then an anime and now movie. anyway the synopsis really caught my attention. you can read it at wiki if you're interested. the movie made me interested in jap rock. previously, willa introduced me the gazettes. and their music is nice but too loud in my opinion and the way they dress like girls freaks me out. but the music in this movie is soooooo nice. (: Yuna Ito has an amazing voice. and Mika Nakashima is really hot when she sings. =D and so for the benefit of my readers, i have uploaded the 4 main songs from NANA and NANA2. (: and you should watch the movie too. its available at crunchyroll.com

this is one of the bands in the movie! i like shin so much! the guy at the extreme right. the moment i saw him, i was like omg, that guy is so hot. hahhas. if you think he's familiar, he is actually L from Death Note. i loveee his hair.

This is the other band. their songs are amazing too. and the girl Yuna is really gorgeous. (:

yayes, enjoy man. (: anyway. i have to start on my homework. but i'm gonna go watch drama first. decided to watch with yoo hee. the one they're advertising on channel U. only because kim jung hoon is in it. =D hahhas. and it seems kinda funny, very similar to My Girl.

i shall update again soon. (: yayeness. oh, and did i mention i painted my nails black? i love them now. =D

jya ne!

muirn beatha dan, to love for life is destiny.

job-hunting

2007-10-29T21:39:00.000+08:00

konbanwa.

kyou wa tsukarei desu.
kino wa tanushikata desu.

hahhas, yday was lunch date with shumin, wanhui and joan. =D aka jap tutor, math tutor and baka-san. =P was uber fun. we went to clarke quay. ate at this japanese pasta shop called waruku or waraku. forgot. XD hahas. then shumin said eigo dame, nihongo dake! but we used english in the end. lols.

then after joan left, we ate desert at azabu sabo i think. i cant rmbr the name. we shared a hokkaido parfait. lols. green tea ice cream! my favouriteeeeeeeeee. =D oishikata desu ne! shumin sensei to wanhui sensei, arigatou gozaimasu! nihongo ga ganbarou to omoimasu!

today was study somemore and die day. LOLS. went to school for extra lessons. aftr sch went home and changed before meeting JY and daph at heeren. JY and me went for our interviews. the guy said we could start work. LOLS. JY said shes satisfied but i think i might die working there. and i shall not disclose the location. because i dont want people popping out of nowhere while im working (if i actually accept the job).

so anyway, walked around heeren mostly all hiring full-timers. but anyway one more interview to go to on weds at centrepoint. =D im quite interested in this one, hope everything goes well. =D

anyay, daph got a free tablet PC and its quite nice only heavy, sighh. ): i havent even gotten my ipod. i've decided not to buy touch. maybe just stick to classic 80gb instead. =P and omg, JY wore damn nice todayyyyy. i bet eugene wants to seeeeee it. hahahhahs!

and oh yes, irwin offered me a job too at the cafe i worked last year. but omg, yio chu kang! ): total farness. hope i get the centre point one. then JY can work at heeren with her sis. and we can meet for lunch or something. yayeeeee.

and why is everyone asking me out for lunch? lols. im busy man! XD O Levels chinese in 2 DAYS. omg, im screwed. thank God theres no school tmr. phewwwww. im gonna chiong one day.

okay im really quite tired from walking today, especially since Miss JY totally dislikes heels but wore a really high charles and keiths today. then she started to get blisters so i swapped heels with her. tsk tsk. JY needs walking lessons. how can she hate heels! Cheryl lovesssss them. =D hahahs, pretty un-ladylike JY.

im gonna study some chinese. then bedtime! =D
i need to go shopping, im in dire need of fashion-therapy.
im in dire need of him. (:

oyasumi nasai mina san!
shine we are.

月牙湾

2007-10-16T01:27:00.000+08:00

F.I.R - 月牙湾

敦煌天空的沙粒
带着我们的记忆
我从半路看回去
这秦关漫漫好蜿踞
梦想穿过了西域
包含了多少的巉屹
埃及像一本游记
我会找寻它的密语
看月牙弯下的泪光
在丝路之上被遗忘

是谁的心啊
孤单地留下
他还好吗
我多么想爱他
那永恒的泪
凝固的一句话
也许可能蒸发
是谁的爱呀
用泪水坚强
今生呼唤
就让我融化
那一滴雨水演化成我翅膀
向着我爱的人
追吧

YCheryl loves this song!

& will update soon! =D

& that was the first night i dreamt of you; this feeling is getting awkward.

miracle.

2007-10-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

konbanwa mina san! (:
i'm back so soon, surprised?

okay. today has been a horrible horrible day.
quarrelled.
and i couldnt stand it so i walked out.
something i havent done in a long time.
stayed out the whole day.
ignored my phone.
did not bother to repent.
reached home late.
ignored them.
did not say a single word.
i feel like a total bitch sometimes.

it's not my fault.
it's hers.
why must i always give in.
i don't freaking care how old she is.

i'm sorry it made you worried.
i really am.
i thought you couldn't care less either.
but i was disappointed.
very.
i hope this blows over soon.

okay, there really isn't much to talk about today. so i have nothing to blog about. sorry if whatever's above sounds like riddles or gibberish to you. i like typing things out t feel better. (: and since hardly anyone reads my blog, it wont be disturbing will it. =D

okay, tmr is results day. please, let me do well. because i study so freaking hard. almost the hardest in my entire life. i think im im already freaking for O lvls, i dont see how i will cope. and get into AC.

but for now, i should just have fun. =D esp with clique. we might not get such opportunities anymore. so would all you of please not fail anyhting and get yourself grounded. because then i would have to call up your mothers and assure them nice-oh-cheryl is going out w you so nothing is gonna happen. (:

oh right, believe me i won't have th guts to do that.
so for now, im just gonna go sleep.

uglies, pretties and specials have got me absorbed. (:
it's a wonderful series, i thought it was boring at first.
but now im all excited. i finshed uglies.
now tmr im on to pretties.
tally is going to turn pretty!

sorry im gibberish-ing again.
oyasumi!

mina, ki wo tsukete kudasai! (:
shiken ga aru kara, ganbatte ne!

Post-Exam! =D

2007-10-07T00:56:00.000+08:00

OHAIYO!
KONNICHIWA!
KONBANWA!

muahahhas, i don't know what time you will be reading this. so i used all the greetings. =D
yayeness. post-exam mood is quite, not that, erm, well, _______________ .
you fill in th blanks.
exams ended in quite a sucky way.

eng was th last paper and someone's phone rang. so after th paper we had to stay back for like 1.5 hrs for spotcheck. first they did a body search then couldnt find th phone. so they did a bag search. omg. so annoying. so 22 people got caught for phones on. and the culprit who left her phone on sound mood was maggi, tsk tsk.

okay, so i need to get a standby hp for jas. poor jas. ): and i think i might have a spare hi-card. hope i do! =D and yaye jas, that settles your problem. at least eugene can't bug you know, just dont tell him ur number. LOLS. and make sure your sister nvr finds out! =D

anyway. had chem lecture on thurs and fri. can you believe it? right after our exams and on our marking day holidays we have chem lecture. i skipped on thurs, totally couldnt wake up. then i dragged myself there on friday. they said its cause th sec4s didnt do well for prelims so they are preparing us now. omg.

then friday went out w clique to watch nanny dairies. it reminds me of another movie which i can't rmbr of! =D but it was good. i cried! (as usual) and laughed at the wrong part XD tsk tsk. hms. but i though it was not bad. jo and ctas didnt think so though, they said they would rather watch balls of fury. which is totally not my type of movie. looks boring to me. =P anyway, after th movie i saw another movie that i totally want to watch. cos erika sawajiri is staring in it! i love her acting from the jap dramas. its called sugar and spice. hahahhas. excited. =D although i have no idea what the storyline is. and omg, sandra bullock is acting in some freaking scary movie. i saw th ad and it was already scary, whats worst was when you stand further away from the ad, you see a face in the woods. we all stood there and was staring at the hidden face. *shivers.

yeaps, then ctas and jo left. we took neos! jas and i were so reluctant. i look horrible in them. hahahs! (as usual)
　

hahs, then we had our late lunch and cabbed down to redhill to meet daph's friends to get some vcds. so daph chatted with her friends, and me jy and jas had really good fun talking. =D we talked about alot of things. and jy was asking me all this weird qns about my ex. hahhas. tsk tsk. maybe cause i nvr told her much. sry jy! =D you understand dont you! then jas and jy went off to PS, daph and i went home. i just looove hanging out w them no matter what weird stuff we do. =D

today, service was good. vision weekend. arise and build is comingggggg. i was kinda late for communion. but in th end communion was cancelled. hahas. so i served internal for awhile. with dori. we had fun chatting. =D thanks dori, for the chocos too! i think you treat your daughter toooo nice, all her teeth may drop out. and then i saw darling weishan, which i havent inawhile. she said "ni you mei you xiang wo". of course i did love! (: hahahs, and then joel gave me a personalized keychain. =D yaye, thanks joel! i feel very loved. =D although you had to add in how expensive it was and you gave me the if-you-lose-it-or-spoil-it-i-will-hammer-you tone. =D then went back w linda, daryl and zy. we had some fun chatting. (: and i told daryl how he needed some chopping skills and told linda the how embarrassing it was th way he chopped the watermelon. XD i had to see it twice. he will nvr make it as a murderer. =P

on the way home i called my dad and he went "moshi moshi" so i replied in jap some stuff and this woman looked at me. hahahs! zhengyuan said i was showing off. its not my fault my dad started th conver in jap! XD then i reached home and had dinner. and watched huan huan ai which daph lent me. i just finished episode 7. left ep8 in part one then im getting part 2 on monday. =D it really funny and nice. its th same cast from devil beside you. so i loved it. the three of them are so uberly cute. =D huo da is really uberly cute. hahahs.

hms, is late and should run along and sleep now. no plans for tmr. boredom. post exam is always boring. i think. results coming, im gonna freak. please let me do well. =D i need my ipod badlyyyyyyyy. ): hms, daph and jy, if you read this. STAY STRONG! i will always loveeeeee you guys. =D do what you think is best! just hope you'll be happyyyy! i think jy is still shock at my reply when she asked "how long did you take to get over it?". of course it was that long, he was important after all. =D

alright, bedtime.
oyasumi!
mata ne! (:

ai igai no nandemo nai.

Happy Birthday Daryl! (:

2007-09-19T01:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DARYL!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

i can't believe im doing this!
and for D.A.Y somemore!
even though it's 123AM in the middle of the night.
i would say Daryl threatened me.

`Daryl but it don't matter, cos i got you says:
WALAO EH U HAVENT UPDATE U HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARYL YET OK
`Daryl but it don't matter, cos i got you says:
i dont care u update first
`Daryl but it don't matter, cos i got you says:
U BETTERRR

hahahahhas! after not blogging for so long,
this is such a wonderful update.
but nevermind, daryl has been such a wonderful friend hasn't he?
since primary school days,
hahas, daryl i remember all your embarrassing moments! =D
im kidding. hehhs.

so it's wonderful you've turned (ahem) fifteen,
it's really fun being around you,
cos you're so retarded,
i can imagine the meal daph and i will be heving with you next month.
how chaotic it would be. hahhas.
and even though you sang me a birthday song at like 12am on the phone,
i didn't sing you one.
and so now i owe you the chorus of huan ji,
because you want to embarrass me by comparing my singing to jinsha's,
but fine, since im such a good sport,
when i FEEL like singing, i will.
hahhas,
so...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =D

okay im done. EOYs in 7 days! ~~excited.~~ death is approaching. hahhas.
im not even half done with revision!
please pray for me too, i think im falling sick,
and its only abit til exams!
yaye, i love you guys!
thanks for alot of supportive messages im receiving.
they are all very very appreciated.

oh yes,
and do visit my new CG's blog at W-TwoFiveThree.blogspot

and im guessing the next time you see new words here would be 3 october,
cos that's when the exams end.

loves.
ai igai no nandemo nai.

Flavour of Life

2007-08-21T22:06:00.001+08:00

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face
I can't replace

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok, It's ok, It's ok

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cause you're my
You're my
My true love
My whole heart
Please don't throw that away

Cause I'm here, for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay...

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

i just love the lyrics of the song. but i think the tune is okay, even though its so popular suddenly. it's just like hey there delilah. totally love it. =D

okay, i wont blog much till hols? or after geog test on monday. im currently typing with one hand you see. because im just destroying myself by injuring myself everwhere.

during festival of praise, after th service, i stayed back to clear zone then was carrying this huge pile of bulletins. then i slipped while walking and my shin hit the steps and i fell down about 3 steps i think. and bulletins were everywhere. xD and so.....

taddah! thats how it looked like on the first day. and it got worst. out of curiosity, i measured. its 10cm long and 5 cm wide. -.- and it was quite painful. on the same night, while carrying groceries. this bag of durians was swung into my ankle and one of th spikes pierced the back of my ankle, so got a red spot.

and then.... ): yesterday, went ice-skating with th school. 1 minute before we cleares the ring, i fell. like omg-ly fell. jas was infront of me. daph and jy behind me. i was going kinda fast and fell backwards. left hand first, then back, then head. superbly hard. ahahahs. the first thing i did was support my head and confirm i was not having a concussion. in 5 secs i was surrounded with everyone helping me up. it was uber funny.

with an apologetic daph and jy and a super concerned jas, i was laughing and crying at th same time. laughing cause i totally cant stand my stupidity, crying cause sometimes the tears just flow when you hit somewhere hard. like the time the netball smacked my nose. aahahs. and so...

vicky gave me ice and i iced my wrist all the way home. b4 my mum decided i should go to the hospital for an xray, and so i did. luckily there was no fracture even though i had old injury from ice skating last time on the same wrist. only a sprain and so the nurse bandaged it and i was given so much medicine. -.- for a wrist.

thats how it looks like. its super tight but it saves me alot of pain. my fingers totally have no energy, pressing the light switch sends a stream of pain through my whole arm. HAHAHAS. well well, i predict by 20 yrs old im going to break a few more bones.

okay quick update. today, after sch daph, jo and me lunched at ikea before they headed to my house to study. and so they studied i read my book. xD but they werent very productive either. esp daph who cannot resist computers being around. tsk tsk.

tmr is jap presentation day. i've memorised my lines. hurray. hope all will be well. this saturday there summer fest, natsu matsuri at changi japanese school. sooo excited! so far imm going with 5 people. lots of jappy people will be there in their yukatas or summer kimonos. yaye! hope we can get tics! and thursday im finally getting to watch secret, hope its not a disappointment, so many people gave me good feedback. i love jay chou =D oh, don't we? his compositions are so nice. such a talent is rare.

okay i have to study chem now. thursday theres test and im so scewed. i hate stoicometry and mole concept calculations. anyone want to help me? we can crash course in one day. HAHAHS. its so idioticly confusing. hmph.

okay. my hand hurts. ):

good night all!
and hang in there, the year is almost over!
hearts yamapi! =D

& maybe fate made us parallel lines.

suicidal.

2007-07-30T16:17:00.000+08:00

omg, school's freaking ... i'm drowning. okay, honestly i dont have time to blog at all. so its kinda "abandon" blog! speed update! =D

cheryl is elated. but not exactly. she passed, for the the first time this year, a chinese paper. freak. but actually not really. cos she can do better. please applaud for her. =D

and well. mid year results not much out. so far all passed except chem. found out today i got 32/70, but it was kinda alright. cos mr lau said more than half the cohort failed. like wth, if they're gonna fail us might as well not take th paper. if not they should freaking set it easier. so anyway, i did extremely well in my opinion for both math, because i seriously did last minute studying. the day before for both. and i scored for amath quite well and emath around average. i could have done better though, careless mistakes everywhere. crap. receving geog paper in 2 weeks. hopefully, i don't fail. i studied damn hard for it. so much memorising, studied until 430am. tsk.

okay, i shall shut up about tests already. yday went for osim triathlon. was kinda good. had fun with daph and cass.

right. today suppose to have jap CA5. but im kinda sick. haven been kinda sick. and is still sick since friday. i was sick 2 weeks ago, got well, passed the virus to my dad, who passed it back to me now. and i passed it to my sis. so now we all have cold, cold, sore throat, headaches and etc. whatever you can name.

anyway, i made a new discovery. cheryl apparently is immune to fever. HAHAHAHS. it's been 2 years since i got a fever. jealous? =D must be some vaccine i took. lols.

okay. crap. time to study. have to go out for my aunt's bday dinner today. cheerios. and celebrating my brothers bday too. yayeness. STUDY FOR TRIGO AND JAP I MUST. ganbarimasu ne!

okay. FESTIVAL OF PRAISE THIS WEEK. Singapore indoor stadium on friday, saturday, sunday. interested, do go k. if you need seats and it's not in large amounts and you totally dont wanna queue up from the morning til doors open, you can always count on cheryl to get you seats. =D saturday only. yaye. cyaaaaaa people!

SAYOUNARA! =D
MATA NE!

适应没有你的未来

2007-07-17T23:30:00.000+08:00

金莎 - 换季

是泪滴
结束每段恋情
要时间忘记
想忘记
其实埋藏在心里

雨滴
结束每个冬季
晒不干过去
就棉队你
喜怒哀乐的回忆

听
天空晴朗开始好天气
别再由于
让心情也天晴

失恋的人就换季
脱下过季爱情
涂新的眼影
看见发亮的自己
有多美丽
受伤的人就换季
春夏秋冬轮替
总有你的美景
等待下一季
下一次天晴

如果明天的痛会比今天的少一点
后天的想念也许会比明天的也少一些
让你便成从前而让从前变成记忆
这也许会让我有勇气把眼里的泪擦干

goodbye.

2007-07-01T15:06:00.000+08:00

hellos! (:

okay, Cheryl can't update cos she is having her MIDYEARS!
oh crap. but she can rant abit.
besides when her life becomes all about eat, sleep, study, go to school, watch dramas and tuition, it gets BORING!

this coming friday is Miss Independent's O LEVEL CHINESE ORAL EXAM.
she's 2nd to take the examination at 230pm.
and will be quarantined until 3pm for being the first 8.
she's currently freaking out like crap, so if you care would you please say a little prayer for her?
thank you very much.

okay, songs that cheryl are currently listening to are:
#01 This is My Now by Jordin Sparks
#02 Summer Love by Justin Timberlake
#03 The Great Escape by Boys Like Girls
#04 Take Control by Amerie
& The Click Five's new album, titled Modern Minds and Pastimes!
#05 Jenny by TC5
#06 When I'm Done by TC5
#07 Mary Jane by TC5
songs are not in any particular order, anyway if you want new songs just get the new TC5 album, the songs are not bad. but i think the Greetings from Imerie House one, the previous one was better. (:

alright. yday i went for service. Pastor Peter Wagner shared. & he opened with a joke, i managed to find it online so you guys who werent there can read it.
it's total laughness. XD

A Spanish teacher was explaining to her class that in Spanish, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine.

"House" for instance, is feminine: "la casa."

"Pencil," however, is masculine: "el lapiz."

A student asked, "What gender is a 'computer'?"

Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two groups, male and female, and asked them to decide for themselves whether "computer" should be a masculine or a feminine noun.

Each group was asked to give four reasons for its recommendation.

The men's group decided that "computer" should definitely be of the feminine gender ("la computadora"), because:

1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic.

2. The native language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else.

3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory for possible later retrieval.

4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself spending half your paycheck on accessories for it.

(THIS GETS BETTER!)

The women's group, however, concluded that computers should be Masculine ("el computador"), because:

1. In order to do anything with them or get their attention, you have to turn them on.

2. They have a lot of data but still can't think for themselves.

3. They are supposed to help you solve problems, but half the time they ARE the problem.

4. As soon as you commit to one, you realize that if you had waited a little longer, you could have gotten a better model.

The women won.

HAHHAHAHAHS. omg, its kinda true for 90% of the guys i know. XD okay. hehhhes.
i think i shan't be so mean.
but it's a nice joke. =D

anyway, Jo's wedding is this saturday. 070707! =D July the 7th in 2007.
okay, the whole JOL is invited for her morning matrimony thing.
all to be seated by 10am at Jurong West Church Auditorium Hall.
dresscode is formal. (:
i;m not buying anything cos i already got all the stuff. (:
i happened to have a black dress which i never wore.
i shall just wear it there, but black is kinda hmm for a wedding ceremony.
okay nvrm.
i have no time for shopping anyway.
but i have Jo's wedding gift already.
shared by daph and me. (:

MIDYEARS START ON TUESDAY. freak.

hahas, i found my primary school prefect tie and camwhored. (:

okay, and since it was Andy Ang's bday yday, Mr Selfish shall get a bday song. (:
sorry its now not yday cos i blog when i feel like it. HAHAHS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANDY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! (:

we all wanna see Mr. Andy become an Usher IC don't we? even though he wore a suit yday and had his walkie talkie thingy and already looked like one, GANBATTE! continue to do great things in your cg! (: you're a light on a hill that cannot be hidden! so continue to maximise your potential! =D

kezia was ranting on about how Andy looked 20 plus years old yday. so i had a very torturous svc too. cos as you know, when kezia starts, she doesnt stop for quite some time. HAHAHS. kidding, missy please dont kill me. (:

OKAY,LASTLY!
FRIENDS OF TAN WEISHAN!
support her in some channel 8 competition!
http://ch8.mediacorptv.com/heygorgeous/babe.php?uid=84
you are allowed to vote 10 times a day.
so please do so. (:
i teach you a trick, no need to click once then go back click again and do that 10 times.
it worked for me, multi-click!
cos when you click once, the next page loads, so when you click 2nd time it stops the page from loading.
so if you want to vote 10 times, click continously for 20 times. (:
yeaps it works for me so happy clicking. HAHAHS. =D
support our Miss Beautiful WeiShan okay? (:

alright. time for me to fly.
my zig pen collection is flourishing!
look!

it's quite alot to me. (:

okay, time to go.
MISS ME!
i've fully recovered by the way. (:
singing my lungs out already.
it's so torturing how you can't sing when you want to with a sore throat. =P

take care all!
SAYOUNARA! =D

& i'm sorry i turned away so quickly that day,
i didn't want you to see the tears welled up in my eyes
when i said good bye.

heaven knows that i've fallen for you.

2007-06-24T15:11:00.000+08:00

this is not an update. ): because i'm NOT in the mood. but actually im in quite a good mood. HAHAHS.

okay, i just started the first 2 episodes of "Proposal Daisakusen". =D aka, Operation Love. hahahs. Jap dramas are total yayeness. currently the first and only thing to be able to cheer me up is JAP DRAMAS =D. of course, they must be nice. okay anyway, my tuition teacher lend me the disks to watch de. and its damn nice. DAMN. and super funny. i've been laughing like crap. and Tomohisa Yamashita is REALLY a hottie. =D

even though RYO NISHIKIDO is still my number one, and uchi hiroki is my number two, tomo-chan can be my number three. HAHHAS. okay, for ignorant people, he's leader of NewS, a band which includes ryo and uchi-chan too. =D and they're total hotness. their songs are nice. tomo-chan has a single though. and i like 2 of his songs alot. yayeness. waiting for people to send me. its so hard to find NewS and Tomo's songs man. and omg, Ryo can sing and dance so well. i was shocked watching his MVs and live concerts. yaye, i love ryo-chan. =D ryo-chan ga dai suki desu ne!(:

japan, one day i'll come!

hahhas, okay. anyway, my plan now is too go finish up my homework. the reason why im blogging is because i havent said much all day. so i can use up my word quota on blogging. i'm down with a bad sore throat and flu. I TELL YOU, i hate it when im sick but when im not i hope to be sick. its so stupid. i should just get some fever and SLEEP. forever maybe. okay anyway, it kinda sucks to open my mouth and even without opening my mouth it already hurts alot. it just feels numbish and sorish. ): its like having a blister in your throat! cries. i hate the tonsils thingy and i hope never ever to get it again. i got it TWICE already. tsk.

okay, i'm off. i have to finish geog TYS last question and jap compo by today. and SS project by this week and SS newspaper journal too. omg, the teachers have NOTHING to do. make us collect newspaper and write report. ARGHHHHHHH. pissed.

and i thought i was screwed enough. but no, those not in IP/IB, you don't know whats worst. that day kenneth explained to me how the IB programme works cos he's 18 this year. and i was stunned. omg. THEORY OF KNOWLEDGE? oh please. and still must write THESIS etc. omg. what a killer. i think i would KILL myself. hahahs. alright, time to go.

i haven gotten enough sleep recently too. monday night didnt sleep. so 48 hours stayed awake. then friday night didnt sleep too. so another 48 hours. and today i woke up so early for tuition. OMG. but nvrm, dramas make me happy. =D you know, you can dump me on an isolated island and just give me a video player and a collection of my favourite dramas, and i tell you, i'll survive. =D

okay okay, i still have to attend daph's funeral tmr. AND SCHOOOL STARTS TMR. crappppp. i want to quit school. ): but no, i must finish learning jap well. because i want to talk to ryo-chan one day. HAHAHHAS. =D yes, sorry, i believe it will happen.

and for something to happen, you must first believe it. =D

i shall post some pictures of ryo-chan, uchi-chan and tomo-chan too. NewS is so fantastic. =D
Newsu, ganbatte!

BYEBYE. =D
& heaven knows i've fallen for you.

Fergie - Big Girls Don't Cry

2007-06-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

Fergie - Big Girls Don't Cry

Da Da Da Da

The smell of your skin lingers on me now

Your probably on your flight back to your home town

I need some shelter of my own protection baby

To be with myself and center clarity

Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, Myself and I

We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I’ve got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Don't cry

The path that I'm walking

I must go alone

I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown, full grown

Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they

And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard

We'll play jacks and UNO cards

I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine

Valentine

Yes you can hold my hand if you want to

Cause I want to hold yours too

Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

But its time for me to go home

It's getting late, dark outside

I need to be with myself and center clarity

Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

La Da Da Da Da Da

yayeness, i'm not updating now, tmr if i have t time. =D

right now it's late and geography is waiting for me.

shucks, does it matter if its convectional rain or relief rain?

it's raining anyway,

fine, maybe it does.

hahahs, im being retard. =D

alright, i've made a decision. (:

i'll mend th vase, no matter how long it takes,

from th inside out,

i'll piece it back one by one.

& i'll convince myself it doesn't matter anymore, that longing.

Miss Independent. =D

anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to EDRIC TAN! =D

hope you had fun being 16 and will have fun being 17.

HAHAHS, =D

yayeness, he's been a good friend,

yes, you've been a good friend,

so THANK YOU for everything,

including reading my blog and listening to all my rantings. =D

oh yes, and for all th trouble with mathematics!

okay, i guess thats all. =D

Miss Independent has to go! (:

do miss her and keep loving her! HAHAHS.

Remember, you have nothing to fear except fear itself. =D

SAYOUNARA! (:

& love, a dreadful bond.

Ichi Rittoru no Hamida

2007-06-08T17:12:00.001+08:00

=D guess who's back? hahas, okay. hms, update. i think my life is really boring, so instead of boring you out with it. i shall spend some time talking about a new drama i've watched. hehhs. (: im sorry that im a drama addict, and a book addict and a music addict and a chocolate addict. and oh, the list runs long. XD

lets start from, erm. well, tuesday? i studied math th whole day. HAHAHS. yes i did, completed all my math homework so far. and i totally hate e math, so many qns dont know how t do. amath is so much better.

jelly beans from Rox which i ate while studying. (: hungry?

wednesday, i went t SGH t do cip w jas. =D jas is good company. hehhs. anyway. we met 1030am and took shuttle bus t th hospital, then reported. they allocated us at a retail cart first. so we mainly helped to sell things and collect money etc. it was kinda bad cos we're two people who absolutely hate promoting things. it's weird! so anyway, we got through it. hehhs. we ate lunch at Polar cakes and puffs. (: cos apparently you dont find much nice stuff at a hospital. tsk. then after that they allocated us to some reception place t do admin. so we stapler stuff and stamp stuff. kinda fun. cos we were laughing throughout. and we managed to catch up on alot. sometimes you get so busy you dont even have time t talk t your clique about deeper things. LOLS. yeaps. then we finished up at 4 plus pm. then took a train home. (:

Th ad i was stoning infront of while waiting fr th shuttle bus. (:

A portion of th stuff we had th stamp on, every single page. LOOK at the THICKNESS!

thursday, (my life is really boring, even during th holidays.) i studied abit. then decided t watch a new drama serial. and since my jap kinda sucks and if i don't improve im going t die fr O lvls (if i make it), i decided t watch a jdrama (aka dorama), hehhs. so i searched for good ones. and this one caught my eye, 1 Litre of Tears. why? firstly, irwin mentioned it t me last yr but i nvr got across t watching it. secondly, it was ranked 3rd on some dorama web. which means it's pretty good. thirdly, i read th short synopsis and thought it was really touching. fourthly, i thought th actress was really really photogenic. and th main actor was kinda hot. (: HAHAS. so apparently, i like doing research b4 i watch something. did a quick research on th drama, very good response. and its based on a true story. so i happily watched it.

damn, it was good. i cried on th first episode. totally unexpected. and i cried on every, EVERY episode. but thats cos im overly emotional. irwin was like "huh, i didnt even cry at all." fine. so anyway, i spent thurs and friday watching it. since it's like 11 episodes only i finished it already. but because there's a 3 hour special that was aired in japan in april this year, i'm left with that bit t watch. and since it was so soon, not a single website has it w eng subs. which kinda sucks since my jap is still so basic. but i managed t find one w chinese subs. so well, beggars can't be chooser. im downloading th torent now. so gotta wait. sighh.

okay, yaye im done with update. so those who have totally no interest in dramas, you can stop reading here. because im going t start ranting on Ichi Rittoru no Hamida, my new found love that i must talk abit about at least. (:

Aya & Haruto in th park playing with Ganmo (th dog).

Ichi Rittoru no Hamida, 1 Litre of Tears

General summary: (Based on a true story.) It's about a girl, Aya Ikeuchi (real surname is Kitou) who is 15 years old when she found out she's diagnosed with an incurable disease called Spinocerebellar Degeneration (Atrophy). A terrible disease where the cerebellum of the brain gradually deteriorates without affect mentally. So from being perfectly healthy, good in basketball, intelligient and cheerful, Aya slowly looses her ability to walk, talk, write and finds difficulty in eating without choking easily. Hence, she slowly becomes wheelchair-bound then bedridden where she has to point on a japanese hiragana chart to convey words she has t say. But she lived life to the fullest until her death at 25.

The story script is based on the diary Aya kept writing until she could no longer hold a pen. The book that later followed entitled “One Litre of Tears" sold over 1.1 million copies in Japan alone and so far 18 million worldwide. (: i know i sound like im promoting it right now. hahas. =D but thats fine. Anyway, th romance in the story is only abit. (If im not wrong, th romance part is fictitious.) It's between Aya (Sawajiri Erika) and Kawamoto (Matsuyama Kenichi - the guy who acted 'L' in deathnote, you get to see him almost bald. HAHAHAS.) and more on Aya and Haruto (Nishikido Ryo - th kinda cute guy). hahahs. Anyway, th story really motivates you alot, when you see all the setbacks she encounters, people who stare at her and think shes retarded etc, her will is really strong. And her one and only wish was "to live". Theres alot about how she impacts her family, school and even her doctor (another cute guy) despite knowing her disease is incurable. (:

This is the real Aya Kitou, i think she really motivated me alot.
Because of her, i'm going to think twice about my purpose in life.

Life is not that short and not that long, so why not live it fruitfully. (:
I intend to purchase her diary, One Litre of Tears when i can find it. =D
If someone can find it, bless me okay? HAHAHHAS.

okay, some clips from th serial.

Th most saddening line in her diary i think is when she wrote "why me?", asking why did th disease choose her.

A page in her diary.

Haruto confessed to her. =D

In japanese, the word "like" is very strong. Saying "i like you" means alot.
hahas, so let me teach you how to confess your love in jap,
say "watashi wa ____ san ga suki desu" hahas. fill th blank with th name of th person.

Haruto crying after reading Aya's "love" letter, saying she's giving up their relationship because she thinks she's not worth it.

Aya's wish for Haruto is to "live on".

Th last part of th last episode when Aya passes away abruptly.

Okay, thats about it. I promised short even though i would like to talk about it more. (: Cheryl rates this dorama 5 stars, because its not draggy, not overly emotional (like some korean dramas which make you laugh at th plot instead of cry) and it's on of those rare dramas that actually motivates you about life. (: Aya's story has impacted millions, so why not let it impact you too? =D Th part where i tear th most is th end of every episode, where they quote something from Aya's diary and show photos of her. You really wonder why th disease picked her.

In conclusion, th OST is really nice too. Listening to th song b4 watching th drama already makes you cry. HAHAS. If you're free, watch this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=62Xyu1eNIek

It's th OST of th serial, its called Only Human, sang by K. (:

okay. hehhs. just came home from cg meeting. was kinda good. kinda fun. (: we took our cg photo. cos xiu said next year during june, the photo shall have more members. LOLS. and instead of watching other cgs share their testimony, w341 will share theirs. =D yaye.

And fabian ding insisted to send me home AGAIN. i was like "what are you doing?" when he said bye to joel at his stop. and he said "doing what i did last time." and he said i was stubborn when he's th one! anyway, as usual i got suaned on my way home. first for my height, then for my age then for my PSLE score which was lower then his. and he PINCHED me, like real hard cos my hand was red after that. cos i said he wouldnt dare and he DID it! and then he suaned me for my chinese pronounciation. tsk. what a horrifying journey home. hahas. then he asked me who my boyfriend was. LOLS. so obviously its pay back time. (: he was really persistent in asking if joel and i were dating. HAHHAHAS, so i used my special method. i said "go ask joel, he's your brother." then he shut up on th topic. LOLS. i dont know why it works, but he wont ask joel. LOLS. so victory is cheryl's! and i dao-ed him on th rest of th journey home. total yayeness.

hms, plans for th week? tmr morning im going to watch my 1 Litre of Tears Special cos i finished downloading. total yayeness. then im going for BS at 145pm, coffeebean. hahas. svcs have been moved to expo hall one, so people going for svc, please DO NOT go to hall 8 and seat there waiting for th service to start. LOLS. that would be hilarious to watch. XD hahhas. then i have t report for usher at 330pm. yeaps. then sunday, anlene orchard mile. (: cass and i volunteered. total yayeness again. hahhas. and daph and i signed up for aviva ironman triathlon. more yayeness coming. for some reason we enjoy volunteering for these events. good experience and kinda fun. (: yaye.

okay, i think i should stop. hehhs. cheryl can talk non-stop. LOLS. okay, time for bed. =D tmr is a lonnnng day. it's ironic how you tell people to take care and you fall sick yourself. LOLS. pray for me people. =D i'll love you alot. hahahs. and dont worry, its just a slight sore throat. but the phlegm is annoying. you have to clear your throat every few minutes. hahas. okay. time t fly!

BYEBYE! =D
P.S Daph, enjoy your holiday in shanghai but please rmbr my presents. LOVE YOU! XD

"& to accept my own fate, I have cried at least one litre of tears." - From Aya's Diary.

EMERGE 2007! =D

2007-06-03T14:28:00.000+08:00

okay. update. im quite lazy to type. so why not you ask the pictures? (:

tuesday. escaped to sentosa with clique + sister. LOLS. photos brushed by daph. (: taken by, hmmm, all of us? (: we were just snapping with one cam being passed around. lols.

okay anyway, we sort of pranked jas. since it was to celeb her bday. jy and rox met her at vivo. while the rest of us went to sentosa first. then JY called us one by one. she called daph first and daph faked she quarrelled w her mum so she couldnt make it. (JY and Rox knew the plan too.) then she called cass and cass pretended not t pick up. then she called me, i faked i overslpt so i couldnt come too. then she called Jo and i dunno what reason jo gave. so anyway, conclusion, we pangseh-ed jas. so she was supposed to be kinda sad or even cry. but apparently, jas is not like that. she was all "oh, thats okay, another time then." anyway, they came to sentosa and we sprang a surprise kinda thing. then we all hugged her and sang her a bday song. (: then some group of guys we didnt know cheered along too. kinda cool. (: then she was like, kinda shock cos she believe us. lols. anyway, jas i will sing you another song on 24th june, ur actual bday. (:

cass, daph, JY, jas, cheryl, jo, rox
(notice how im the only one w no short form for my name, conclusion: im special! =D )

On the beach. hahahs.

cheryl & avalyn.

cheryl & jasmyn.

cake-cutting. th cake i bought for jas. prettaye? it's black forest, apparently one of Miss Chocolate's favourite. (:

jas w the remnants of her present wrapper.
i wrapped 20++ layers. (: w a story on each layer of course.
just like rachael's which we opened on th side of orchard road.

cass making some weird concoction w th deserts.

After our shower...

jas, cheryl, avalyn. (:

okay, then we went t vivo. i brought my sis to long john's to eat while the rest headed to ben and jerry's. then we joined them there after. hahas. then after that ate we walked around. jas, jy and rox left first. hahas. then we went to alot of shops. i went t my beloved esprit. (: and i realised the blazer (white with pink threading!) i wanted ($99.99) was no longer retailing. now i feel like crying ): cos even though i nvr intended to buy it, seeing it would have made me happy. hahas. but nvrm. (: i loooove esprit de corp!

okay then at giant, jo went to buy cadbury. and look....

chocolate galore! sooo many flavours! (:

okay then we split quite awhile later for home. cass and daph went redhill t look fr their friends. i went home w my sis. and i read (: i miss Edward. alot alot alot. hahas. then i went t sleep. so tired. so i slpt from about 5pm til the next day.

weds, woke at 8am or maybe 9. read somemore. finished up. then at 12pm. jane came for project work. we worked efficiently. in 1.5 hrs we finished our geog project. kinda productive for people like us who would start bickering over anything. like "omg, jane, thats dumb.", "what? you stupid loser. do it yourself then." apparently, shes obssessed with calling me a loser. but who can be more loserish. a person who uses the wrong hand to give me an inverted L for loser? HAHAS. (: i love you jane!

thursday, friday, saturday and sunday, EMERGE (:
again, i shan't say much.

the queues, are terrifying.
thank God for the usher tag. (:

th emerge bands. (:
i had 5 at first. for daph etc. but since they all didnt come in the end,
i gave one to jas and one to jy, so those are the 3 im left with. hahas.

th purple streak. (: i had more. but this one was the prettiest. jas loved it too. hahas.

th crowded train home.

summary: i went on thurs and sat only. hahhas. thurs i ushered. was kinda cool. fireworks as usual. alot of new songs. (: word was good. mainly on shamgar (: let's be WILLING! =D then i didnt stay for POS, had t get home for family outing. and omg, can you believe this? i went swimming! at my dad's country club. they all insisted i swim. and sincee its been such a long time. i did. lols. and oh ya, do you know Miss Cheryl has a diving cert? LOLS. i took a diving course when i was 13? yea i think. so it was kinda fun. thought the test was in a swimming pool. LOLS. and the tank was really light in the water but damn heavy on land. (: so one day. i shall go t th great barrier reef and drown myself. good idea? =D

saturday. went for talentime. due to communication breakdown. JY was at expo mrt at 1130am. and i said t meet at 1pm. so apparently, she waited for 1 and a half hr. LOLS. okay. then we went t watch talentime. wasnt as nice as last years i think. though i like the girl who sang kelly clarkson, walk away. (: erika i think. nice vocal chords. hahas. okay. then went to fetch jas. omg, i loooove her edc top. (: ESPRIT DE CORP is looove. hahas. okay. then we watched talentime til the end. then we went t eat, and i wanted t go support joel and gabriel at CS finals. so i brought jas and jy there. hahas. they the 2 of them ask so many questions about the game. sooo funny. "omg, whats he doing?", "whats that?", "are they killing each other", "who killing who?", "huh, why he walking around?", "is that a gun he's holding?", "why isnt he killing anyone?", "are they losing?". and so i had t explain to them. (: anyway, CONGRATS to joel, gabriel and team. (: they're my CS idols! they're the champions! lols.

gabriel's update:
/gabriel....... says: thanks for supporrrting!
† Mysteriaa says: hahas sure (:
† Mysteriaa says: congrats
/gabriel....... says : hahaha, because u support we win!
† Mysteriaa says: LOLS
/gabriel....... says: .......then we play with them, in the end 8 - 0
/gabriel....... says: then second match, the winner also 8 - 0, then we scared sia. as if they damn pro like that
/gabriel....... says: but in the end we 8 - 2 them
/gabriel....... says: we from preliminarys until now nv lose a single match

hahas. this is what i call PRO! (: i shall go and watch them play more frequently. its fun. i've been watching them play since sec 1? lols. cos cg used t be at their house. then after cg they aways play. (: i think the last time i went was in march. LOLS. with daph. then we messed joel's room! XD and i had to urge to screw fabian's room too. cos he's been bullying me. (: kinda. but since he sent me home that night, i shall treat him better. LOLS.

okay. then svc was good. damnn good. 5pm to 10pm. wowwww. praise and worship was one of th best! the word was really short though. but anyway. liu geng hong came to perform. he's a taiwan singer i think. anyway, something cool happened. while promoting his new song, he suddenly went down stage and brought Vivi (his girlfriend and Miss Taiwan 2002 i think) up to th front. then he went down on one knee, said alot of touching stuff and proposed to her! omg, everyone was like cheering and going omg. hahas. so obviously she said "wo yuan yi". lols. okayy. then we got to sing how great is our God in JAP! how fun is that! "idaina shu, sanbiga, hibiku!" i only remembered that line. LOLS. alright. anyway, after svc, jas went t look for a bro and her mum picked her up. JY and me took mrt home. and we decided to plan a clique stayover/party. yeaaaaaaaaaaa.

anyway, today. i didnt go for morning svc. my sis didnt wanna go. and i had tuition. i FINALLY understand TRIGONOMETRY. but i still need more help. XD yeaps. and im not going for th grand finale later either. cos i have t go out w my family. (: in-line skating. im not though. like hello, i cant even ride a bike. but actually i can skate. LOLS. i prob just dun wanna embarrass myself. XD maybe i'll try to see if i still rmbr how to skate. LOLS. OKAY. thats enough.

plans for the week? CIP at SGH w Jas. hope i dont kill the patients instead XD and homework. im FREAKED for my block tests. OMG OMG OMG. i can't fail! JY got 9 points for her L1R5 for CA1. like omg. im so SCREWED. ): i dont wanna go into depression AGAIN. lols. someone please tell me i can... =/

i shall update soon. maybe tmr. =D practice makes perfect!

BYEBYE =D
I love you, Edward!

& love is unpredictable.

2007-05-30T19:04:00.000+08:00

hello. a thousand apologies for the late update. XD i shall update up to monday. hehhs. cos i havent got the photos from JY on tuesday.

brief update, shall we. hahas. open house was a good good good time. a great great great success. the school wanted us to make a $40 profit. DeZine (my team) made a 4 digit profit. hhaas. yes you know, like $xxxx! we almost wanted to keep it ourselves. okay, wesold teeshirts and notebooks which we designed! yes man. Jas, Jan and me designed. Daph was pro in balloon scuplting, she made balloons, cute cute ones and gave them out. hehhs. JY and Jo helped too. DeZine rocks. (:

Jasmyn, Cheryl, Daphne, Jiayin, Jocelyn, Jan
DeZine 2007 (:

okay then the next day. there was oakley city duathlon at marina bay. daph, cass, me and jo went to do Cip as volunteers. was kinda fun. buy me, cass and daph were manual timing staff. stand in the sun the whole day. and im a princess made of butter. so i almost died. in total, me and daph drank about 5 cans of HtwoO. hahas. jo was prize presentation staff. so she was damn slack. in fact she escaped to somewhere with her friend for almost 2 hours. what a slacker. cheat on cip hours. so bad. anyway, we saw alot of people. i saw zhiming, kenneth seet and lots of ACSI trackers. and cass saw kenneth khing, which she was automatically obsessed with. hahas. i got 8.5 hours of cip and $15 allowance. kinda cool.

The stopwatch thingy we used to time. hahas,
doesn't it look like the summon people park car thing?

Daph & Cheryl with our finger hearts! =D

At the MRT, reflections and mirrors are a girl's best friend!

Daph & Cheryl's twin bottles!

okay, fast forwardddddddddd. the last week of sch was kinda fun. went out almost everyday after sch. went to velocity and town. i got so sian of town. hahas. and amk hub. LOLS. we sort of window shopped alot. okay I window shopped alot. the richer people bought stuff. hahas. i went for jap on monday but i sort of ponned on weds. cos i thought enrichment would end late. hehhs.

Miss Long Legs at bishan. (:

hehhs. something i wrote and left at RAMEN TEN on behalf of daph.
Cass apparently thinks one of the guys working there were cute, but he wasnt around. lols.

friday, went for cg after coming home from amk hub. cg was not bad. had prayer meeting. and fabian came for makeup cg. so i had fun suaning him and bullying him. though he bullied me too. then he and zheng yuan talked about body building and NS nd i just listened. HAHAS. and our mr nice fabian ding sent me home! lols. actually i was like "go home! now!" but he was too insistent. so he sent me to queenstown and even though i objected, he sent me all the way to my condo gate. hehhs. and he keeps calling my xiao mei mei. how annoying. anyway, thanks Mr, Fabian Ding. and yes, i write essays. so you can don't read if you dont want to, even though it will be your lost. HAHAS. (:

saturday. i went malaysia. (: shopped with my family etc. and sunday, went for svc. it was good. now pastor is preaching a new series. SOTM (sermon on the mount) its based mainly on a short couple of verses in matthew. so sunday's sermon was on salt and light. it was really interesting. i sat alone. until the usher brought linda to sit beside me. and i only realised that after praise and worship. hehhs. anyway, after that went home to slack since i didnt have a date. then i cut my hair in the evening. ): my long hair is gone. but my hair is still kinda long. lols. i was thinking of getting it rebonded. still halfhearted. but im getting it highlighted. i think. unless i change my mind about bleaching my hair and spoiling it. XD

monday, went for shopping and movie with ctas. we went bugis first. they ate macs. then we walked bugis. hahas. we went to our fav shop MU. and they wanted to try stuff. so they picked white. and i have comments. LOLS. they have nice fitting rooms!

daph, cheryl, ctas!

then we went bugis street and daph bought her suspenders. (: coolness. then we rushed down to lido to catch out 225pm movie. pirattes of the carribean 3! it was damnnnn good. i love orlando bloom and keira knightley is gorgeous i tell you! anyway, the movie is definitely recomended! mussssst watch! even though it will be comfusing. alot of backstabbing and betraying. and jack sparrow is just as retarded (: thats why we love him! hahas. but the ending is sad! spoiler: will became captain of the flying dutchman! he only gets to see elizabeth every 10 years only! and his heart is in the chest. ): okay. after the movie, we went to the toilet to meet our best friend. (:

hehhs. anyway, i tried out my new temp dye. i love purple. i intend to highlight purple. but anyway i bought purple and made a streak. even though it was the wrong spot. it was kinda cool. the cam wasnt really able to capture it though. but anyway, camwhoring is fun! (:

more purple streaks tmr for EMERGE! (: yes. absolutely. i love purple. anyway, tuesday i went sentosa with clique to celebrate jas' bday. and yes, i love jas. though her bday is 24th june. HAHAHS. we celebrated early cos she would be busy later. hehhs. we had funnn.

okay. anyway, i lugged my books home. and taaaadahh!!!!

thats what you find in my cupboard. okay. after i get photos from JY, its update on sentosa and more of emerge. (:

Even more, i had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew--knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest--was how love gave someone the power to break you.
I'd been broken beyond repair.

GOODBYE!
It's been such a long time since i dreamt of you. It was so vivid, your face next to mine.

Happy Birthday to Cheryl! (:

2007-05-08T23:45:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY! =D im here to update a short one. though theres nothing much to update unless you want to hear about how i studied so freaking hard but screwed up all my papers. XD

monday, took geog people. i really screwed the last 13 marks when my mind blanked out about what i studied the most. river management strategies and its effectiveness. i mixed all my facts up. how horrible. and since 13 marks is more than half the paper i was really quite depressed. as usual, im really weak on these sort of things. so shed a few tears during emath lesson which was after geog. jane tried to comfort me, thanks girl. (: i was trying really hard no like blink away the tears but normally when people notice and ask me "are you crying?" all the tears will auto start flowing.

tuesday. today. TODAY. i finished my last 3 papers for the week. chem and english and jap. chem is my so called good subject, i better do well, despite the fact i already screwed it up cos half the qns were half-done cos i normally dont know how to do the second part. anyway. jap was okay, better than previously. which was a total disaster. then took english too quite okay. anyway, i decided to take half the day off. left school early cos i had stomach upset, which was either due to gastric, indigestion or whatever. its like since sunday. anyway, didnt see a doc as usual. just drowned myself in antacids. ahhahas. and i havent been eating well too! i noticed at least, that appetite is quite bad nowadays. like for dinner just now, i only ate half of what i usually eat! and i've been getting dizzy spells recently! oh man, its like you feel like you're gonne faint slightly, your vision get abit blurred and shaky. but you dont faint and everything is fine in awhile. how weird.

Plans for the week. none. plans for my birthday, in a few minutes, none. unless you count going to sch and going for jap and reaching home at 8pm for dinner and doing some work before sleeping, plans for ur birthday. its just like last year, HAHAHS. i shall just say thank you to those who wished my already. wishing me is good enough, makes me feel loved enough cos you remembered! hahahs.

oh yea, and im stuck on new novels now. Twilight by Stephenie Meyer. realllly good book. its a trilogy i think. 2nd book is called new moon and 3rd book called eclipse to be out next year. omg, it took my soo much just to borrow it from the library. its like on loan everywhere and it gets loaned continously. and mum went down to central library to pick it up from me. now im stuck in it. im at chapter 10 in like 2-3 hours. crazzzzy. oh my, i love edward! he's so lovable! hahas. though he's a vampire. if ya free, you must read the book. i think its damn good. romance/fantasy novel. my favourite. HAHHAS.

okay. i think i should go now, cos i want to continue reading. i shall update soon. (: if i dont die or end up in a hospital. HAHAHAS. thanks again for the wishes (which are already flooding in). i love you people. and i LOVE myself. (:

Happy Birthday to Cheryl!

BYEBYE! =D

mid-years!

2007-05-01T17:53:00.000+08:00

hahas. i obviously haven't been blogging lately. well, being lazy is not exactly an easy habit to get rid of. =D hahas. anyway, a short update of what i have been doing. well, i have been STUDYING! and i also have been STUDYING. and during my other free time, i've also been STUDYING. well, you get the point don't you? (:

tmr is lit midyears. if you know me, you know how my lit suck. i can't write for nuts. i have poor understanding if literary texts. HAHAS. so tmr i'll write crap. i've been studying like......crap. Too Kill a Mockingbird. well, it's not an instruction manual. ARGGGH. im only at chapter 5 out of 14. so i shall continue studying since this morning. i've been typing my notes like crap. i'm quite impressed by myself and i'm very pleased with my own notes. hahahas. YAYE!

anyway, i found this photo from the class blog. hahas. so its from CNY. but i shall just let you guys see it. i look weird as usual. i have no idea when i actually look un-weird. XD our class-room looks really messy anyway. like it always does. i wonder if we failed class cleanliness. XD

okay. i shall go back to study and update soon. this friday is my sister's bday. oh no. im so unprepared for it. hahahhas. OMG. 8 MORE DAYS TO YOU-KNOW-WHAT! =D hhahas. i love you people.

BYEBYE!

Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone

2007-04-16T18:30:00.000+08:00

Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

& i still need you.

this never-ending love.

2007-04-15T18:50:00.000+08:00

oh yaye. i'm here to update. on the good side of my life. =D i shall not blog much.

monday was spirit of the class comp. 3PR rocked. we brought the house down! hahahs. actually we were rather un-synchronized cos we went too fast. we thought 3GR was gonna win. but apparently the judges didn't like theirs for dunno what reason. and judges loved us, according to Ms Wong who knew the marks given cos she was one of the judges. and so we were crowned champions. and yaye. 3PR can STOMP, FIGHT, ROAR! =D

The Prudalicious Power Rangers!

jane, cheryl, lailing and sandra camwhored in the toilet!

and jane, cheryl, mao, lailing and sandra did it again. =D

and again. XD

tuesday & weds i took my amath, emath, jap midyear compo and physics practical tests. in my opinion i did okay. i could have done better. i got 27/30 for amath. my highest so far. but that's cos it was an easy paper. a total of 15 fullmarks in my class. and my 3 marks were lost for stupid mistakes. crap. im gonna flunk emath, cos i totally did everything wrongly. i did a qn wrongly and spent too much time on it after i found the mistake. so i couldnt finish everything else behind it. emath really sucks. im so dead. jap compo was okay. thanks my beloved dawn who saved my life. she was so sweet okay, she scanned her compo (the one i decided not to do sicne my tacher doesn't care and all the SC girls didnt want to do it) and sent it to me so i could prepare for the test. and luckily i memorised her compo. because it came out and i used it. so i wont fail at least. thanks dawn, i love you! (: physics pract was quite okay. alot of people did it wrongly cos they interpreted the qn wrongly. which i did at first too but realised my mistake. =D luckily this one is a pre-exam. cos with the new syllabus, all our practicals are part of this SPA thingy which is 40% or something like that of our O Level Results.

thursday i went for training. had to skip 3rd lang again. Mrs Khong spoke to me and said she didnt want me to skip 3rd lang cos of netball and so she wanted me to go train with the school team on one of their training days. no way man, they train so hard. hahas. i wanna slack. and besides the recreational team trainer is good and fun. and we still get to play the game. =D it's for the love of the game. hahas. so i shall transfer my 3rd lang class. no choice. i pray i dont have a bunch of RI and RGS people on my new class. i'll feel damn demoralized. yeaps. then after training, i went with a few netballers to island creamery. we shared 4 scoups. it was damn good! we had burnt caramel (quite good!), kahlua latte (super nice!), cookies and cream (damn good!) and i forgot. haahs. XD we had fun. then adria went to get mac fries. and we ate. so sinful.! oh no. hahas.

friday, sports day. was quite boring actually. sat with clique and we chatted. camwhored as usual. =D hahahs. i tied two pony tails okay! it was a class thing! it was quite embarrassing. cos the last time i did it was in primary school. hahhas. but everybody told me i was cute. yes i know, thank you! XD hahahs. watch out, i have a huge ego. =D

3PR shows you what we've got!

cheryl & lailing!

cheryl, weiqin and kellie!

cheryl & liwei!

daph, caritas, cass, cheryl, liwei, jiayin!

we are l-o-v-e! =D

okay, then after the event at toa payoh stadium. i went for class outing at taka's seoul garden. it was quite fun, but the food was okay only. cos im not exactly a meaty person. seoul garden has like all sorts of meat. hahas. but we ate nonetheless. ice cream was okay. their cookies and cream was weird. hahas. pictures again!

cherylyn, sarah, cheryl, diana, wennie!

cherylyn & cheryl!

then i went to meet the clique at cine after that, they watched a movie while waiting for me. the last mimzi i think. or however it's spelt. they said it was good. (: we walked cine. saw soo many SC girls, the netball clique, joan and her friends. jovel etc. hahas. we took neoprints then!

i look weird in all of them. but nevermind. hahas. XD it was fun. then we were going out of cine when we saw cass's ex bf. like she broke up with him in the morning. and here he was with his new gf. hahas. its a long story. anyway, we stalked him on purpose. he saw us and he ran. HAHHAS. so we went up one floor. and we took the lift up to cinema level and when the doors opened we saw them. and we laughed like crap cos he was damn shock. serves him right anyway. his poor gf man. anyway the took the lift and we went up another floor to find them but they were gone. hahas and i was trying to tell the clique to like stop running. cos all of them were wearing school skirt except me. so people can like lodge a complain to the sch. hahas. anyway it was fun. i never knew stalking could be this exciting. mass stalking to be exact. XD

then jiayin and liwei went home. cass was craving for auntie anne's. so we went taka. and she bought her food. and we decided to go daph's house. yeaps. lots of stupid things happened on the way. anyway, we went bukit panjang plaza first. daph bought sweets and snacks. then cass went home instead. and we cabbed to daph's house. used the com awhile. and we got damn bored. anyway, daph revamped her room with new things etc. quite nice.

daph & cheryl! (with the new huge pillows)

yeaps. then we decided to go to cass's house. like daph does every friday to meetup with her friends. so i got to know them anyway. there were 7 of them i think. anyway listened to them chat. super funny. but got tired anyway. chatted til 10pm. then daph and i left. i took a train home. super tired, i slept all the way on the train since no one replied my smses. hahahs.

saturday, i went down to toa payoh hdb hub to support our beloved adria! the netballers were suppose to go. but they all didnt. so hannah, cherylyn, elizabeth, kristabelle, daph, me and joan and her friends went. dorigo was there too. anyway, this auditions were the last ones. the top 57 were to compete for the top 20 places to get into the show. we waited so long for adria's turn. then she sang ni de wei xiao by FIR. i thought it was quite good. but if she sang a slow song it would've been better. anyway, she didnt get in. but, we still love her. she's our superstar. (: i took the video of her performance, anybody wants it can ask me to send you. =D

anyway, daph and i saw a cute guy, 1167! hahhas. we thought he was from SJI. but today i went to channel U web to read up about campus superstar results etc. saw his photo. hahas. 1167 is from RJC! Zhang Jian Wei is his name. LOLS. anyway, daph was using his photo as her dp. and i was crapping with ivan, so i told him 1167 is my new bf. obviously he didn't believe. hahas. for fun, here is 1167's photo. credits to mediacorp tv. he's not in the top 20 though. sad.

1167! XD

hahas, don't worry i don't have a crush on him. i dont even know him. but he's cute anyway. they said he has a takuya kimura look. totally agrees! anyway, daph saw celeste chen's bf. Xubin, whom is her friend. he is in top 20. cool. and today i found out who celeste chen is. never knew such a person existed. but anyway, she exists not exactly for good reasons anyway. yeaps. anyway, if you want to know, here is the results of campus superstar's top 20 which you'll see in the show!

1: Ruan Shi Kai(1582) Victoria Junior College
2: Wu Fu Kuan(2803) Mayflower Secondary School
3: Lin Jia Jun(3971) Raffles Girls School
4: Ngeow Zi Jie(3711) Gan Eng Seng Secondary School
5: Nu Piao Yi(2921) Chung Cheng Secondary Main
6: Wen Jun Jie(3718) Presbyterian High School
7: Xie Hui Xian(4072) Katong Convert
8: Javin They Quan Wei(3708) Nanyang Junior College
9: Wang Yu Lin(5971) Innova Junior College
10: Shawn Tok Xuan Zheng(4631) Loyang Secondary
11: Zhang Yu Xuan(5674) Hwa Chong Instituition
12: Marcus Lee Jun Wei(3707) Raffles Institution
13: Zhang Rui En(6462) CHIJ Toa Payoh
14: Fang Ting Gen(6085) St Hilda Secondary School
15: Lai Jia Qi(1562) Jurong Secondary School
16: Xu Guo Hao(6119) Queenstown Secondary
17: Koh Zheng Ning(3018) Raffles Girls School
18: Xu Bing(3974) Woodlands Secondary School
19: Yang Rui Ning(4964) Saint Anthony Canossian School
20: Tang Wei Sheng(4647) Catholic High School

some of the spelling may be wrong, cos i got it from the channel u forums. so the person actually heard then write de. and the judges voices were quite muffled etc. yeaps. anyway. after superstar the 2 of us headed down to kallang. and we cabbed to SIS and reached at 530pm. when doors just opened for Benny Hinn's service. anyway, it started raining when we wanted to join the damn long queue. but jacob let us cut so we didnt get wet. thanks jacob. hahas. anwyay, we saw a rainbow! =D it's been a long time.

then we got in arnd 6pm. so we had an hour and a half to slack away, lots happened. so time passed slowly. daph was busy clipping yong zhi's hair. hhas. she was putting all these girl clips on him XD anyway, she dared me to hit him or something. and even though i dont know him i whacked his left shoulder. not that hard though. and he turned around. and accused daph for it. hahs. she said it wasnt her but i denied too. so he assumed it was daph. so she lost. LOLS. im so goood. =D then was talking to joel for awhile. and he said i was being emo. whatever. anyway, service started and it was quite good. daph was sleeping at the last part. hahas. and i scolded jeff for smsing. and he replied, is daph sleeping? hahahas.

then service ended at 1030pm? yea. everybody rushed home. and while we were boarding the chartered bus. i got pushed up. yea. -.- so i was seperated from them. so anwyay told them i'll meet them at the MRT. and i waited so freaking long. cos they didnt want to board the bus. and let everybody go up first. hahas. i saw mervyn while waiting. ahhas. he was part of the benny hinn choir. cool. and then i saw my cg members. the girls. and i told them to go off first. anyway, daph, wesley finally arrived and we caught the last train. i waited like half an hour. whatever. hahas. reached home. and i was damn tired.

today, had tuition in the morning. and slacked all the way. today is music day. =D i've been listening to music continuously. hahas. i have all the songs for avril's new album. The Best Damn Thing. i downloaded the album, so if you want them, ask me to send you via MSN. i love them. expecially Runaway and When you're gone. hahas. its good. her songs are always good. but her previous album was better. XD anyway, im desperately looking for Koda Kumi's Juicy. its from her Black Cherry album i think. if anybody has it or knows where to download tell me k? thanks!
i think i shall go study abit after slacking so much. i feel bad. yeaps. i shall blog soon! yaye. i write essays! =D

GOODBYE!
when i saw your face, the feeling was heartbreaking. & i thought i was over you.

The Beu Sisters - Crushed

2007-04-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

The Beu Sisters - Crushed

Always thought someday you would notice me
More than friends you would see me differently
Then I heard you're so in love with her
And now where am I

(Chorus:)
I'm crushed so crushed
'cause I always thought that it would be the two of us
And I'm dying inside
Every time I see you walking hand in hand
It just makes me cry my tears don't seem to dry
And that's why, I'm crushed

Used to be couldn't wait to talk to me
You would share your secrets you would
Share your dreams you would tell me everything
Oh if I could only hold you now
Now It's her who gets to be your girl
And kiss your lips

(Chorus)

I was getting up the nerve to finally tell you all the things I feel for you
Now everything is wrong the chance is gone
She's come along and ripped my dreams in two

And I'm...I'm crushed so crushed
'cause I always thought that it would be the two of us
And I'm dying inside
Every time I see you walking hand in hand
It just makes me cry my tears don't seem to dry
And that's why, I'm crushed

I love this song, it's quite old. but sooo addictive and nice. =D the other songs by them rock too. thank you DAY for sending them to me 3 years ago. LOLS. you are much appreciated. I SHALL UPDATE TMR! with photos from sport's day. which is tmr! wish my class all the best! we're 1st now. tmr's comps if we win, we have high chance to be CHAMPION CLASS. =D GO PRUDENCE! (:

Cheryl loves you!
Byebye!

smart, sexy, prudalicious.

2007-04-02T17:54:00.000+08:00

current mood: high, really high.
listening to: Hilary Duff - With Love

lols. update. =D actually i can't rmbr if i have pictures. but nvrm i shall blog without them anyway. hahahs. deprive you! =P lets start from last monday. LOLS. =D can't really rmbr but shall make an effort. =D my right ear is hurting like crap now. its abit swollen from my earring. ): i think i pulled it too hard while putting my earring on. XD

monday 26th march: school was erm quite sad. hahas. according to me mood for the day, i wrote demoralized. XD probably cause of the scholar. LOLS. she found an error in a qn in the A math tb. gosh, who even notices things like that. HAHAHS. and yaye. elaine created our class cheer. what great innitiative since no one will do it. so heres how it goes:

Prr! It's cold in here!
I say there must be some prudence in the atmosphere
Say prudence prudence prudence, pru pru prudence!
Prudence prudence prudence, pru pru prudence!

Hey hey you you!
Listen up it's us yo!
That's right that's right
You're in for a rideee.
Because.......

We're gonna rock shout sing scream
Bring down the house

We're gonna bang clap cheer whoosh!
Show them what we're made of!

We're from prudence!
Smart, sexy prudalicious!

We're from prudence!
Feisty, mighty power rangers!

We're from prudence!
Unafraid of all that shh (put fingers to lips)

Uh huh, go prudence
Go go, go prudence

That's right
Go prudence
Go go, go prudence

Let's dance
Go prudence
Go go, go prudence

Everybody dance now!

(Stomp item, followed by Prudence whoosh!)

hahas yaye, spirit of the class competition is next monday! as in 9 april. hehhs. GO PRUDENCE! We'll thrash. =D okay anyway, the rest of the monday was lame, geog lecture was stupid. hahas. someone said the great wall of china was made of limestone. LOLS. and mr ching said "you think the emperors of china last time so stupid arh, the enemy spray water win already". ahhahas. cos we were learning about solution (corrosion) some form of coastal erosion. hhas. anyway, i watched some anime when i reached home. learned some new words. =D

come back(home) safely: itarashyai (i-ta-ra-shia-yi)
of course not: masaka (ma-sa-ka)
hahas, and alot more. shall not type and bore you people to death. XD

im currently quite in love with jap actually. i wanna do well, i wanna do well, i wanna do well.
i want to go japan after O levels. hahas. sounds stupid? i somehow know i can't bear to leave singapore and the people i know here, but i somehow wanna get out of here. LOLS. my dad wants to me to apply for scholarships either after O levels or A levels. lols. he wants me to go UK to study, but i wanna go japan. shall see, now is too early to talk. XD

aiya, lets not talk about last week, the rest of last week was sad. HAHAS. or tired. studied freaking hard for geog, i better do well. i BETTER do well. hahas. anyway, i was high on friday. for no apparent reason. was looking forward to a weekend of rest bah. hahas. went for prayer meeting at kezia's house. cos i didnt go for the churchwide one on thursday. and i realised that all who went were cgls. except a few guys. and yiling. hahas. oh and kelvin and his friend sengchua. for some reason, im abit afraid of sengchua. i saw him once a long time ago when he came. then i saw him 2nd time the previous week. when daryl brought him from svc. then after that a few days later daryl called me and told me that he was previously harrassing linda, then he wanted geraldine's number. and now he wanted mine. lols. so daryl told me to stay away from him. so i was like oh, okay. LOLS. then i think kelvin gave him my number. and now he keeps messaging me via sms and friendster. then i don't know if i should reply. so i haven't so far. for some reason, people who are like that terrify me. XD

anyway, sat was spent at service. met dorigo at expo and he bought me my fav chocolate ice blended. =D thanks daddy! hehhs. then we went for usher. internal traffic. LOLS. so we were located at door 1, as greeters. but we were talking alot, so cassandra from his team kept threatening him to tell his usher team i/c jeremy etc. and jeremy is my cousin. -.- hahas. lols. yeaps. so we ushered for about 2hours standing, which does get abit tiring. anyway, then during svc he had some acute pain oh the side and it wasnt due to gastric etc. so we didnt know what to do either. so i asked him if he needed an ambulance. XD and i dialed 995. LOLS. without pressing the call button obviously. then during svc i had jeffrey kim on my right, annoying me. XD tsk tsk. oh yea, and daddy and i were debating over jackets. he insisted my jacket was too thin. so he wanted me to use his. but i was like, its both converse anyway. and mines pink. LOLS. so he gave in.

service was okay, mike conner was the speaker. praise and worship was quite good cos it was sidney leading. if thats how u spell his name. yeaps, then after svc i went home with joel and his friend. a highly amusing journey. daryl etc were scolding me for going home with joel and not staying to eat, and i argued saying they told me they were going home so i made plans to go home too. lols. and he couldnt say anything more, cos its his fault for crapping. XD

anyway, joel's friend is really amusing. hahas. he was trying to tempt me with his chocolate. and i told him i had lots at home just to burst his bubble. XD and then he asked how old i was. joel said 22. and so he atempted to ask me instead, i was like. yea 22. then we started crapping. at first i said i was an IP student in a JC, then later i said i was from overseas. i came from aust and im here on holiday. LOLS. and then i said im leaving for japan soon to study. then he didnt believe so joel told him i could speak jap. and he was like as if. so joel told me to scold him stupid in jap. then the first time i did, he stared at me blankly and said, thats crap right? then joel and me started laughing like crap. XD so i continued teasing him with jap. =D and the journey home was fun. joel was trying to study his a levels chem too. but the both of us beside him were trying to talk him into shutting his book. and we won. LOLS.

anyway, sunday, i woke up at 9 plus had my math tuition til 12pm. i like my tutor. shes quite good. but her fees are super high. my parents will go broke at this rate. she charges $200 a month. so its like $50 a lesson. and my lesson is suppose to be 1.5 hrs. so its quite pricey i think. jane's tutor charges $35 a lesson only. hahas. anyway, she revised me physics with me. which was good. and she told me about how uni exam qns were stupid. yeaps.

then after tuition, i continued studying til 11pm. no life yea? XD actually for no reason i really wanted to study. got motivation bah, so i feel very productive about my sunday. LOLS. anyway, today. sch was okay. OH MAN, i can't stand my chi teacher. she craps like ................. wth. the whole lesson she just craps, and she favours the china scholars like alot. and she keeps ranting about how we should be more hardworking and blah blah. and she happily teaches to her self in class everyday. and when she wants people to answer qns she'll call all the scholars, and she will forcingly call a few locals so as to hide her favouritism. if thats how you spell it. and today, she was craping in class about our chinese file. she practically minus marks for everything. she picked up a file and said she didnt like is cos the front was not transparent and the colour wasn't exactly purple as its more. but since its blue, and blue has abit of purple. i shall minus 0.5 marks only. o.0 and shes minusing marks from those who didnt show her their signed test papers. and that includes me. so one mark gone. gosh, she nuts. then this never sign, minus marks. that one never hand in, minus marks. this one forget to file in, minus marks. never arrange the worksheets properly, minus marks. zzzzz. she totally pisses me off. everyone is like, whats up with her man. ahahhas. she knows everyone is failing hcl but she still wanna minus here and there to make things worst. its just a chinese file, not like its gonna be impt in our old levels, how we file chinese worksheets. RAWRR. i wanna bite someone.

okayy. now rant. my past week important happenings. ):
firstly, the not very important one. but it sort of created havoc. my sister lost her friend's harry potter hard cover book. LOLS. and thats quite ex. so my mum didnt want to buy another one back for the friend so she and my aunt went back to ikea the following morning to search for it. but cannot find. someone probably took it. hahas. sad. so now we have to buy back one. which is yet another financial burden on my family.

okay then my brother, his re-appeal to retake his exams failed. so its like he appealed once to take his exams. failed then had to leave SP but he appeal for retaking. then appeal failed. he re-appealed. and it failed too. and tsk. my mum wants him to go to SP to speak to the director personally. but he like went to dye his hair light gold. like in a super obvious way. is nice, but someone going to appeal to a director for retaking of exams. give the sloppy image in a way. esp his dressing. tsk. fashionable but not suitable for going to school even though it poly. he dresses no different from some punk going clubbing. hahas. so you can imagine.

anyway, my bro's is super lucky. cos recently, i think last 2 weeks. in the papers. was these 3 boys who got caught for shop theft of isetan, or is it taka or seiyu. can't rmbr, anyway, those 3 people were my brothers friends. i've seen them before. they did it for fun can you believe it. the sneaked into the place just before they were suppose to meet my brother from after his work early morning i think. and there were floor sensors according to my bro. so there was no alarm but police were alerted of their presence. then my bro said they were still having fun inside saying "oh this one ian will like, oh ya this one also. take for him" LOLS. wth, im utterly amazed man. anyway, all 3 were caught. charged in court. and now all on probation. they're damn lucky they didnt get jailed. especially since one of them is 18. and the other two guys just finished o lvls i think. in fact, one of them did well, 11 points. suppose to go jc, but he withdrew because of this, and now he's going poly. how stupid man, screw up their own future for a few hours of fun. and if my brother was with them, its highly possible he would have done it too. because my bro's the kind who if he gets dared he wouldnt wanna lose face, he'll do it. tsk tsk. its seriously a close shave.

and whats next. my mum, caused she was stressed over my brother and is poly stuff etc, she came back home from work late one day carrying two bags. but she left her handbag by the doorstep instead. and she only realised it in the morning, but when she went back it was gone. so we suspected the newspaper man. and at 4am in the morning she was calling all the credit card companies etc and starhub to stopped all transactions etc incase the guy uses it. and we went to view the cctv of my condo lift lobby. it showed that throughout the night, only a few residents came in and out and the newspaper man came in. but he never went out through the lift lobby. means he took the stairs. cos the main entrance cctv shows he left the condo on his bike. but theres no footage of him leaving my condo block. so cos he's rather familiar with the place, he probably knew there was cctv, so he left through the stairs. yeaps, so reported police and stuff. and we called up newspaper agency, they denied etc. so actually police cant do much also, they came on one of the days to take photos of the house gate where my mum left her bag etc. but theres nothing much they can do either. and its so unlucky that my mum withdrew $400 just before that to pay me and my sis' tuition fees. so she calculated. she lost about $700-$1000 in that handbag. gosh. yet another burden.

anyway, i think i ranted too much. i shall stop here for today. physics test today was quite good. i feel confident of doing well. =D hopefully, i pray. this thursday chinese test. got alot to study need to go now. and friday, good friday. a break finally. next monday is spirit of the class comp. and next friday is sports day no lessons! yaye. and i have a class gathering at taka's seoul garden after that. its like so far from toa payoh stadium. dont really feel like going, but i shall. XD

im quite tired now, XD better go. shall blog soon. =D if i don't, nag at me! hehs. and then i will.
ganbate! i shall survive! =D

sayounara!
Y just do it with love.

truly, madly, deeply.

2007-04-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

yaye, short update. i'm being nagged at to blog. hehhs. i have lots to blog actually. more like rant. ): so much stuff happened this week. quite depressing in a way and got no one to rant at. and i haven't much time to come online too. have been studying like siao. dunno why also, keeps my mind off stuff anyway. today i've been studying since 10am straight. all the way to 11pm. and i just finished studying physics for the test tmr. hahas. so now im gonna go revise abit and get some rest. feeling quite exhausted. ):

thanks for the concern to most of you guys, reminding me to sleep early and stuff! =D reminds me that people still care. hahas. yaye! so tralalala. i shall promise a long update tmr afternoon when i get back from school. =D for now, it's bedtime!

oh, i almost forgot, HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY! =D i got fooled twice today. i feel dumb. XD

byebye! =D

To be or not to be, that is the question.

2007-03-22T22:33:00.000+08:00

hahas. i shall update soon. actually i got alot of things wanted to blog. but due to my failing memory, i can't rmbr them. so thats just too bad. my readers shall be deprived. =D tmr is friday, i survived yet another week. Jap and Chem killed me this week. Geog is plotting its murder right now for next week. i wonder how many lives i have. =D hehhs. it's late and im tired, considering how much sleep i was deprived of. i totally look like a panda without my glasses. o.0 tsk.

good night! (:
& you said this shattered vase of many pieces would have to be pieced slowly from inside out, or it would break again and again. & you said it's gonna cut. but can this vase be repaired, maybe you should just throw it away.

let's get these two hearts beating faster

2007-03-13T17:12:00.000+08:00

hahas. yaye. short update. ! Avril Lavigne is out with her first single for her new album. It's called girlfriend. It was okay only the first time i heard it but then now im addicted. weird. hahas. from rockergirl shes now some boyfriend snatcher. super funny. but its nice anyway. daph and i love the pink streak in her hair. lols.

Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9pWuT_fZpb0

i can't post the video here cos the thing is too big. so just click on the link if you want to watch it yea? i think you shoud, is nice. =D LOLS. want the lyrics? search yourself. XD want the song? i can send it to you. lols. anyway, hate it or love it. =D

okay. now to update. today is boring. woke up, watched hana kimi the last dvd daph loaned me. finished it off. then went to study. finished up some homework. then helped my mum measure some stuff. yadah yadah...then my bro's friends came over. started jamming abit. so i turned up 987fm to block it off. lols. then now im going to my online math assignments, go the gym for awhile. then wash up and go out for dinner i think. then im going to be reading up my lit book before i sleep tonight. lols.

anyway, thursday. im going east coast and sentosa for geog project then to sarah's house i think at erm yishun or something. tsk so far. nvrm. for the sake of our projects. lols. and fun i guess. my hols are boring. i want someone to date me out! but i bet i can't go also. lols! anyway, this is my homework list:

see the words in pencil? the last part was suppose to be a drawing of rocks. XD but apparently i can't draw. LOLS.

see how many textbooks i brought back just to study for this holidays!

more pics from yday!

hahhas. yaye. we're lame! anyway. got bored. decided to redo my friendster photos. i think im taking alot of them off and leave about 10. 50 is too many. XD LOLS. okay. time to go. i shall update daily if possible. so it'll be short but frequent posts. i think thats better. =D yaye. i shall drown edric with boring and retarded posts. XD

hey hey, you you, i don't like your girlfriend.